wao.

i've always had an appriciation for anatomy. especially male. . .

but snot.

something about the PV for "Nightmare" by Sads. . . is beautiful. and it's not even porn!

http://www.youtube.com/w/nightmare-SADS?v=yKn-fQYAZV8&search=Sads

*flabergasted* ye should watch it. just for the amazing male torso. . . gods i wish i were built like that *_*

aaawe how cute. i'm famous ^^;;

http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=18070297&MyToken=c3ebad62-8993-4617-9fda-2f7d07c5b8ec

*shrugs and laughs*

"We are freaks we follow the code of freaks
We are freaks stand back and that's that
We are freaks we fuck who we please and do what we choose
We're not bad we're not diseased or confused

We are freaks we are butch we are fem
We are freaks look at him look at them
We are freaks I know this guy who can suck his own dick
And my mother has a friend who has 3 tits
T-t-t-true story

We are freaks we follow the code of freaks
We are freaks stand back and that's that
We are freaks we fuck who we please and do what we choose
We're not bad we're not diseased or confused
One of us one of us
One of us one of us
One of us one of us
One of us one of us
One of us one of us
One of us one of us
One of us one of us
One of us one of us
One of us one of us
One of us one of us
One of us one of us
One of us one of us

And then I thought I was a freak when I shaved my head and pierced my dick
Walks like a lumberjack and talks like a lady
With the flannel shirt, steel toe boots, Levi's faded
All hail
She's the king, she's the queen
All hail of the freaks, all the freaks on the scene
From the Bows of the Bowery to the bustle of Bombay
She's the bearded lady of Avenue A
That's the way God planned it
That's the way
That's the way God planned it
That's the way
That's the way God planned it
That's the way
That's the way God planned it
That the way

All hail
She's the king, she's the queen
All hail of the freaks, all the freaks on the scene
From the Bows of the Bowery to the bustle of Bombay
She's the bearded lady of Avenue A
That's the way God planned it
That's the way-ac"

Freaks - Hedwig and the Angry Inch

OMG RENT

we went and saw the Braodway virsion last night. . . it kicked major bum. like. . . MAJOR bum.

all the scenes having to do with Angel were 200% better. . .and. . . and. . .just EVERYTHING.

OOOH lavibohem was SO Sexy ;_; again 200-bazillion times better. and smuttier. the entire play was smuttier.

Angel's Death, for instance. . .was a demonstration on how everyone's passing AIDS around. . .which is basically. . . smut. mmm <3

not to be taken lightly, though. i wanted to curl up and cry. it wasn't a normal oh boohoo someone died . .. it was a feeltheurgetogofetusRIGHTNOW cry. it was pretty funny. everyone in the theatre crying at once. fags and non-fags alike.

oooh so good. all the actors/actresses were different and better than the movie. much more real. but then, that's pretty obvious and should be expected.

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BEFORE THE RENTORAMA

we went in early this time, so we had plenty of time to walk around. . . XD

however, we were trying to go to a drawing gallery in SOHO (which is absolutely fascinating. wanna live there BAD). . .and we thought it was found. . .but it turned out to be there live-action gallery instead!! we were supposed to stay outside and look in at the acting from the windows, but mum and me just waddled in!! xD

kudos to the actor though, he didn't falter for a single moment, which is saying something, cause we were inspecting everything, poking, prodding, mum was asking stupid questions. . .oooh it was horrid. apsolutely mortifying.

but really awesome, too. we were eventually shooed off by an office-worker-person. haha.

XD

and NYC gangsters are a lot nicer then they are around here. . . or maybe we just happened across all the gay ones?? i swear i saw four gangsters walk by us, talking loud enough for me to hear:

"why you always walking in front of me, man?"

"well if i walk behind you, i step on yo shoes. and i don't wanna step on yo shoes, man~"

"alright. dat's fine then, ma~n"

and that was it! XD it was so funny.

i'll probably get shot one day for laughing at people. especially gangsters.

i'm such an pervy idiot XD

my current term paper is on the slippery slope. spacifically how it's used in Fahrenheit 451 and Tommy's Tale; "A Fairy Tale About Fear". . .

but. . . Tommy's tale, as ye mayormaynot know. . . was written by Alan Cumming.

i. . . it. . . it's too much. to get to write 'Cumming' in a term paper. . . i find. . . that while i didn't think about it while writing the rough draft. . there's all kinds of smexual inuendo spewn throughout my paper !!!

the worst is likely, (and i quote directly from the paper) "Cumming comes right out" that paragraph in particular uses the words 'cumming' and 'comes' so many times. . . my english teacher wrote 'WHAT?!' in the margin. . .!!

and i, being the sick bastard that i am, 'm gonna leave it in, too. because it makes perfect sense in the paragraph, and is not gramatically incorrect. . . i will have to remove some of the exessive 'comes' in the paper though. . .

oh this is too much for my humor sensors to handle. . . i'm gonna explode! AAAAH CUMMING!

*snickers and runs off*

gods i love this term paper. i'm gonna fail.

http://www.livejournal.com/community/pornish_pixies/381997.html?view=16270637&style=mine#t16270637

BEST F@#%ING FANFICTION EVER!!!!

. . . i don't care if ye're not into Snape/Draco. . ! XD it's so perfectly cannon. . . and well written. . . and . . and. . .!! <3 <3 <3

the fact that S/M is my "OTP" (one true pairing, so i've learned ;D) . . .and that that is exactly how i precieve their relationship to be. . . oooooh it's goooooooood!

oh, and it's got the ending to HBP how i believed it to be, as well~~~ OOOOH GOOD GODS I MUST DRAW FANNART NOOOOOOOOOOW

aaah the solstice is almost through. 3:23 in the morning, and i just finished my Book Report <3 <3 <3 i fecking love it at the moment. but that's probably due to my inhalation of insense and candle-smelly-goodness for the past. . . while.

haha. welp. gonna go translate Julius Caesar now. *hops off all giddy-like*

hope ye creatures are having a good time, or a good sleep (hopefully a nice dream to go along with a good sleep, if ye are indeed sleeping)

aiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiwooooooooooofles

http://www.heavy.com/heavy.php?videoPath=../content/carnage/flash_video/GayHarryPotter

. . .

YES.

(weasley is our queen, potter is our king. . .)

FINALLY!
the artist who does the 'Neville Sucks' comics made a sight for them so i can jam it into yer heads. . .!!

;_; it's so good i can't express my pain from laughing so hard. . .

http://art.lilyknickers.com/neville/

of course Y!hosting still has more recent stuffs. . . and more in general. myr. ("woofles!!" http://yaoi.y-gallery.net/view/81998/ )

holey crap. i'm bloody crying. a freaking story is making me cry . ..and it's not even sad. WTF?

http://vividly.amiss.org/bellsinthenight.html

. . .i think this Author may be rising the ranks of my mental list of favorites. . . her stuff is different, well written. . .and craponnacracker. . .it gets to me.

AAAH!
oh my FUDGING gods!!!!!!!

http://zakath-nath.joueb.com/images/cool.JPG

http://yaoi.y-gallery.net/journal/silvrain/19420/?offset=9

*cries* no, mista fred and george, butt-humping is GOOD

XD if ye read the comments, ye find out they have no idea what twincest is, and that some fangirl just made them hold up the signs. . . but still *cries tears of laughter*

Weasley cannot save a thing!
He cannot block a single ring!
That's why Slytherins all sing:
Weasley is our King! (queen!!)

Weasley was born in a bin!
He always lets the quaffle in!
Weasley will make sure we win!
Weasley is our King! (queen!)

Weasley is our King! (queen!)
Weasley is our King! (queen!)
He always lets the quaffle in!
Weasley is our King.

(queen? hahaha he is SUCH a woman.)

aiiiiii the best movie EVER!!! i swear it will satisfy the hearts/lusts of het and slash fans alike :heart: :heart: :heart:

no spoilers, cause i'm that kinda jerk (unless ye want, in which message and wheee. dicussion dicussion dicussion!)

*MULTIPLEJOYGASMS*!!!

. . . on a more sombre note. they put me in the bloody ensamble (left-over) section of the musical. and thus i'm thinking about not doing it. buuh.

*beeps and pops back into wired, no sleep for 24+ hours, harrysnotterhigh mode*

aiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!! <3 <3 <3

http://www.deviantart.com/view/25072528/

X3 Severus/Remus animation (no sound, and short) but crap on a crapper. it's cleanly done (vecter) and. . .and. . . eek <3

it's not my personal fave. with character-styles, but i like it anyway. eeek *munches on the rest of their gallery, too*

and if ye don't like slash, then just for comedy:
http://www.deviantart.com/view/24633651/

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .


AND I NEED TO DRAW OR I WILL GNAW MY OWN BLOODY ARMS OFF!!!!!!!!?!

on a fluffier note, YAY midnight showing going~!

!!!!!!!!

http://habidabad.com/sequel.htm

i was looking up pictures of urRu for [Kileaiya]'s new contest (i thought it'd be neat to make a toy-maker mystic and pass it off as Mr. Claus)

;_;

there's gonna be a bloody manga of 'The Dark Crystal'!!
and it's published by TOKYOPOP!!

and a sequal movie, as well.

and a manga of the Labyrinth, too?!

. . . and now i cry. because i wish i was the one drawing 'em. dammit *gnaws own arm off in frustration*

and yet i'm so excited. . . <3 <3 <3

(in case ye didn't know, 'The Dark Crystal' is an old movie before computer-graphics that is created all through puppetry. . .but it all looks so real! <3 <3 <3 i love it more for the insanely detailed fantasy world then the plot, and it's one of my apsolute favorites)

urm. . .ja. next year me and Ashley (the femme staying with us) are gonna cosplay the two main characters. she'll be the femme and i'll be the male (Jen. . .but i can't remember the femme's name at the moment. . .damn i'm bad with names)

AAANYhoo. other than that. . .nothings been happening. i'm skipping school today, because i'll go more insane if i have to spend yet another consecutive day surrounded by people 24/7.


hopefully i'll see ye soon. if not, then i send my wishes to yer well beings.

especially to the [Kileaiya] in hopes of a speedy un-tired return-of-happy. . .
and [Rambert] in appology for anti-rp situations.
and urm. . . ja. lurverly to the rest of ye. or something. i dunno.

*popps off*

oh, and 'Death Note' rocks my socks. or some other slang that similarly illustrates my positive-acceptance of the manga.

eek <3

Mrs. Geffers braught in her daughter today. . . XD

her Daughter is a director.

we acted/rped the whole class (i looked at it like one big messed up and fragmented rp) <3 <3

a few weeks ago we read 'Mask of the Red Death', by poe, and had to 'create' a character to put in it. . . . i used 'Rosaline', Desya's ex.

so all of English class today, i was playing him. it was really fun. wooohooo it makes me wish we had a drama class somewhere in our school :/

gaaah i love Rosaline. the selfish bastard. *gnaws on him, but then breaks into laughter, sobers up, and does his swooshy bow thing* <3

sorry for all the journals lately. it's been an odd week. negative--->neutral---->positive!

hopefully i'll remain semi-positive or neutral. and stop bothering ye with my blather. mmmm blather.

i've been talking about myself too much lately. sorry. *shuts up* trying to start conversing more fluidly has bad side effects >.<

good Ren-faire today. . . XD

again, most of my friends didn't go in character. :/

BUT the actors were great, and i was in character (oi, if Desya can go into current times in the RP, he can in LARP, as well, right?!) it was rather fun. ^^

got three tails, and plan on taking them apart, and sewing them all together to form one longer one :3 probably won't work, but i'll try it anyway.

i got away for an hour or so, in which time i got REALLY in character. . . *_*

and. AND. *falls over with excitement*

during the super-IC time. . there was a preformance. not just any preformance. . .but Much Ado About Nothing!!!

i almost started crying. XD it was horrible. it was identical to the first scene of a story i wrote for Desya back when i was thinking of doing a manga of him for Grad. Prodject.

*melts* of course the play left out loads of the story (they had to fit it into half an hour, poor buggers)

i can't even begin to describe how awesome it felt to be that in character. yes, yes, i'm a freak. but I DON'T CARE! it was 'teh sex' >.<

...

the jousting was pretty bad, though. we didn't even watch the whole thing. :/

who cares though?! AAAH! i got a good hour. that's all that matters. mmmm.

consiquently i didn't draw today. . sorry >.<

sorry for being slow/not online lately. . .>.<
i'm so . . . out of it . . *shrugs*
not negative, don't worry. just kinda. . . deerintheheadlights??
(no, i'm not on drugs. i severely dislike the very thought of drugs.)

i wish i could draw something of worth :/ after i finish my current obligations, i think i'm gonna take a bit off. *nods* mayhap i'll be able to work something out with myself so i'm not procrastinating until i've got a bajillion things i should be drawing besides what i want. . . because i always do that.

:p don't worry, i'll get yer pics done. i'm just . . an idiot *falls over laughing and rolls away to sleep*

. . . . . .

*dreams about being giant. so giant that humans are the size of a bit of ground meat, and i've got them all smooshed together and cooked as one big hamburger. . .and i eat them all and live happily ever after wif the aminals and mysterious dissimbodied online folk* . . . *snores*

today in Chorus. . . our teacher broke off into a rant on how children need to be taught to accept differences. . . be them gay, lesbian, religion, race, gender, beliefs, looks, etc. .. 

i know it had apsolutely nothing to do with me, but the last few weeks have gotten progressively worse with harassment, and his speech. . .made me smile.

aaaaaand i found lotsa supporting sites that have just about braught me to tears with glee.

AND my mum showed me a article in the news, thinking i may be interested. . .but this is a topic she's told me i need to 'straighten out' with before. . .so maybe she's coming to accept?!?!

*floats about* oh-ho-ho i thought i was fluffed after tackling that boy in football today. . . *beeps* i think i'm a whole 1.2 positive!!

*melts*

of course tomarrow i'll have to do homework and will likely be mauled in the hallway or something. . XDD but whatever.

hah-pee-ne-sh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!

http://www.restrictedsection.org/boards/thread.php?thread=1094
for fans of Harry Shnotter with a sick side. . .it's not smut. . .it's the most funny bought of random factoids i've ever read. XDD

some of them are so real it's scary, while others are just funny as hell. such as:

1) Draco collects Pokemon cards.
2) This is because electronics won't work at Hogwarts and he can't play the game.
3) Harry knows this, and teases him about it.
4) Though Harry is secretly into Yu Gi Oh.
5) Ron knows about that, but doesn't tease Harry.
6) Because Harry knows about Ron's love for the Powerpuff Girls.
7) Hermione knows all their secrets, but doesn't tell.
8) Not because she's got a hidden vice, but because she uses it as leverage.
9) She uses this leverage to get the boys naked together.
10) Hermione is a slash fan.

<3 <3 <3

i certaintly don't think that's my favorite, but it makes me like Hermione a bit (despite the fact it's completely not cannon. ah-well.)

what ones are yer favorites??

OMGies. . . >.<
we were setting up. . .and this old guy came over, picted my 'Lesbian Dollies' http://www.deviantart.com/view/19068552/
up. . .and offered me 30 dollars for it XD
i was . . .well he got it, for 40 (because i didn't have any money to use as change)

and then. . . i got an honorable mention for my "Waiting" http://www.deviantart.com/view/12933125/ picture. . . and along with a large green ribbon, i got fifty bucks X3

*wriggles about* i made $80 without trying. . . <3 <3

but other than that. . .

my stand (holding EVERYTHING) fell over . . .twice. put a hole through my Fahrenheit 451 poster, and scratched up my poster-sized print of http://www.deviantart.com/view/21539638/ *cries*

but . . .ja. no other damage.

saw Eva, Carmen, and Ashley. who. . . go to my school. except Ashley, who has caused major trauma in my past. . .but seems to be lacking in the drugs department now, which is extremely good.

also, saw Neil (sp). who lives two houses down from me, and mysteriously dissappeared last week. we have been friends since young-child-like-years. . .and guess where he was??

the mental hospital. *sighs* why is it always my friends. . ?? ah well, can't say i didn't see it comming. poor boy.

there was also a funny story involving a christian and my waiting picture . . told him the whole story about Mo-chan being a whore, and then he turned to me with a scared face and said 'i do christian pictures' . . . *falls over laughing*

aaah i love it. and a little girl wanted to by it. .. and i told her mum it was a man, and she flipped out XDD

*hugs the art* i love being a bad influence. . .! <3 <3 <3

*beep*

the New York Ren-fair was. . unprofessional. *is dissappointed* but it was on very, very sexy grounds *drools over the lakes*

uh. . .ja. hopefully i'll go to the Lancaster (sp?) one again (the one where Desya came about) and. . . that will be better.

we had fun, but it wasn't a good in-character experience. . .it was like. . . for the tourists >.<

ah well. woof. Desya got love from a Jedi-ish Knight *laughs and is stupid*

*end beep*