[Noxme]'s diary

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Written about Monday 2004-04-19
Written: (7334 days ago)

Fed Up, Just Fed Up 
      


Silent tears day-in-day-out.
          Always,
               Remembering the last time
 a waterfall happened.
Everything expected of you
     for others:     homework,  
       dishes,
laundry,      and how to live a life for someone else’s
        approval.
   Fed up, just fed up.
             Nothing’s  worth   all
   the pain. 
Everyone                making decisions for you,
changing everything,           changing you.
 Fed up, just fed up.
             Life’s depressing now.
   No, not a life,
not my life,
a stranger’s
life.
                 Looking into a mirror,
                     a stranger’s face peers back.
No, not my own!
Looking into a past,
                   a strangers past’s   reflected.
                    No, not my own!
            Looking into a future,
a stranger’s future appears.
No, not my own!
                  Fed up, just fed up.
Nothing,
      nothing,
           nothing.
                Fed up, just fed up.
                   Desperate, 
            desperate, 
   desperate.
        Fed up, just fed up

    with a stranger’s life.




                          Noxme

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