hiya i woke up at like 6am and i'm actuly not that itred, it's still dark thow so i can hardly se the keebord so that + my not being able 2 spell i'll probibly make on or twentey mistakes, lol.
so i don't reely have much 2 say but i reelycan't do much today seing how i have only 2 days left tek' i leav to go to disnyworld, lol. so if anyone neads 2 contact me just leave a slightly long message and i'll reply as soon as i get home,(i'm only gona be gone 4 a week).so that's pritty much all i have 2 say so bye be
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this is a vid. that ansers alot of people's questions about beeing a reel vampire so if anyone want's 2 lern more about vampireisim thay can just go to the link as seen above
BEAST
Deep within my hungry soul raged a tormented beast
Who yearned for freedom, wings to fly; its moaning never ceased.
In darkest hours of sullen nights as shrouded as the dead,
Tears sprang up from my fragile wounds and drowned me in my bed.
I cried out in vain.
The beast won again.
The beast made no sound.
All sorrows had drowned.
Memories of You
Cloud full of poison
Gentle rain burns my skin.
Memories of you,
Permanently marked for all to see.
My damaged fragile body.
The canvas you used
To show your pain.
Gashes formed from scarlet openings.
Incisions gave a river that helped
Rest your mind.
Destroying mine.
White scars left from blazing blades
Forced upon my brittle skin.
Burning my visage to give you
More confidence in your own
Dreams and Nightmares
Feed my dreams of nightmares and shadows
Obscenities twisted by a mind of sin.
A parasite feeding on trial and retribution
Taking and destroying your mind from within.
It waits and beckons when in slumber you lie,
A temporary coma of Death's favourite daughter.
Unable to resist the sweet sleep of sadism,
Willing falling like a lamb to the slaughter.
Flashing images turn common visions
To masocistic horrors of subconscious mind.
Childhood fears resurected with malice
You have no where to run but are easy to find.
Taunted by demons you long to forget,
Insignificant pictures distorted to memories.
Nightmares returned from connotations of fear,
Disturbingly telling your long lost story.
The rocking horse's severed head
Floating in a bath of blood.
Stare into it's hollow eyes
See the demon you keep locked inside.
Alone
He sat alone without a light,
Moving for no one
He was curled up tight.
The room was pitch black and littered with leaves,
The dark poured in
Given by trees.
The moon was full;
From what he could see.
Round and yellow
But no mystery.
Spiders danced around him;
Delighting in their craft.
His eyes followed intensely,
As he wondered to see them laugh
Red sun rising in the sky
Sleeping village, cock'rel's cry
Soft breeze blowing in the trees
Peace of mind, feel at ease
Goodbye My Friend
Who can tell me who I am
who I am my friend
I'm an Alien so they say
a risk to everyone
NO - Tell me what do they see
NO - Tell me what do they feel
NO - Tell me what do they fear
NO - Tell me what do they see
I'm a dwarf but I know more than You
and I'm the key to a better life
from terror I could escape
but I need your helping hand
so far from home where I'm left alone
Did You hear my crying?
Did You hear my crying?
Ref.:
Goodbye my friend
I found you at the end
I say Goodbye to all
Goodbye my friend
thanks for your helping hand
I say Goodbye to all my cries
just say Goodbye
No returning nevermore
No returning nevermore
And I'll remember
Communication to you is so strange
you I trust to noone no warmths reach your heart
to you I'm the stranger but you're strange to me
You destruct all what is unknown to you
We are together now
and don't you know I'll come back again
I must go now
Ref.
(Solo)
I will go home now
I will go home now
much too long I'm forced to stay
in visions I see
so dark and so deep
mankind will destruct all life
See you again I hope I will
see you again at the end?
My tortured soul cannot forget the pain
now I find my way back
I WILL GO HOME NOW
I WILL GO HOME NOW
Ref.
i try to give out as much ove as i can but nowbody reeturns it evryone just uses me to feel les sorey fore themselvs. they say they love me but i can tell they don't meen it. i reely nead someonw who reely loves me fore who i am intell next time(if i make it that far) goodbuy
sweetangelbaby is so nice
yah!!! i got piked to be in ozz-fest w/ my band talk about kick-ass luck...uh I meen talent
i'm still reely sad that rosy dumped me, and that was lase christmas. i don't think i'll ever get over it. the funny thing is, the day she dumped me is the day i turnd goth i guess sum things reelly do turn out ok in the end naw all i can do is think about the night that wee spent out in the snow, and the fooloing day when i went over and she said she "hated my guts!"
damn i'm tired, i got no sleap at all last night i was at a gig w/ my band and after that i just kinda hung around a while. but hay as long as we are havin' fun, as misrubul as my life is, I honistly don't cair at all. i'm still reely sad about rosey leeving me *wimpers* but i guess she has beter things to do than listin to me talk about my 3 famos relitivs.
[http://msgpop.patchou.com/ItsTheEndOfTheWorldAsWeKnowIt.mp3]
R.E.M. rox dudes and dudets
Tubthumping
We'll be singing
When we're winning
We'll be singing
I get knocked down
But I get up again
You're never going to keep me down
Pissing the night away
Pissing the night away
He drinks a whisky drink
He drinks a vodka drink
He drinks a lager drink
He drinks a cider drink
He sings the songs that remind him
Of the good times
He sings the songs that remind him
Of the better times:
"Oh Danny Boy
Danny Boy
Danny Boy..."
I get knocked down
But I get up again
You're never going to keep me down
Pissing the night away
Pissing the night away
He drinks a whisky drink
He drinks a vodka drink
He drinks a lager drink
He drinks a cider drink
He sings the songs that remind him
Of the good times
He sings the songs that remind him
Of the better times:
"Don't cry for me
Next door neighbour..."
I get knocked down
But I get up again
You're never going to keep me down
We'll be singing
When we're winning
We'll be singing
lonly, tierd, sad, depresed, me
God Called In Sick Today
Aftershave and smoke
And the same unfunny jokes
They say they'll take you "Anywhere
But there"
Believe every half-whispered
Half-remembere
Where truth is a luxury
They can't afford to buy
Scapegoat
Looking for a scapegoat
There's always someone else for you to blame
Backed into a corner
He barricades his life
Fastens up the shutters every night
This island is big enough
For every castaway
But most of us are looking round
For someone else to blame
Scapegoat
Looking for a scapegoat
There's always someone else for you to blame
This is the Goodship Lifestyle
All my friends jumped ship
I elect me the captain
This is the loneliest voyage
I've ever been on
Up in the crow's nest -
Over there! I see land!
First mate? There is no First Mate...
This is the Goodship Lifestyle
Sail away from the world
So steer a course
A course for nowhere
And drop the anchor
My little Empire
I'm going nowhere
I'm going nowhere
I'm going nowhere
I'm going nowhere
This is the Goodship Lifestyle
I fly my very own flag
TV dinners for one
At the captain's table
Repel all boarders!
Draw the curtains tighter!
Where's the crew? There is no crew...
This is the Goodship Lifestyle
So steer a course
A course for nowhere
And drop the anchor
My little Empire
I'm going nowhere
I'm going nowhere
I'm going nowhere
I'm going nowhere
(I'm almost broken)
Overwhelmed with a deep repulsion for sights seen so commonly, now I have come to be the walking enmity. Assimilate into a culture of post morality, from what I've seen, I hate humanity. Rot with repulsion. I'll write the world a brand new song. Look upon your bleak creation, but is it truly me that's to be the human blasphemy? I'll set the world on fire and, in burning light I'll write my first love song and I will feel warmth. Hide your eyes in heaven, in the lies. Believe. Relieve. I'll end the world tonight. Overwhelmed with a deep repulsion for sights seen so commonly, now I have come to be a walking enmity, for humanity, the human blasphemy, I'll end the world tonight.