the dark side of my mind will overcome in a mater of days. all enimese bewairy of my wrath for you shall be consumed in a life worce than death
my wize words to all the hot girls out there are
Save water, take a shower with me
being a vampire dos not meen that you can't cross runing water, you can't look at croses, you don't have a reeflection, and you cant look be neer silver, no all of those are silly myths and lor. no vampireisim is infact a religon. it's like wicca and satinisum combined. no we do not bite, or kill we are pesful people un like most mortal beeings. the way a vampire dies is, however with a steak thrue the heart but not just any wood it has to be burnt cherry, but that will kill the sole. a vampire dose have a sole you know we are not little walking devals. no we are simply emortal soles traped in a mortal body just like any animal in any of all 3 worlds. we don't drink blood because we live of it alone no way. a vampire drinks blood because that is how the life force stays alive. and we don't bite because that would be to painful fore the willing blood giver, a reel vampire makes a small cut with a rasor blade or a silver knife on the sholder or back and suck out just a small bit of blood. the only reason we suck the blood is because of the sucking sensation calming the minde. thats all 4 now
being a vampire dos not meen that you can't cross runing water, you can't look at croses, you don't have a reeflection, and you cant look be neer silver, no all of those are silly myths and lor. no vampireisim is infact a religon. it's like wicca and satinisum combined. no we do not bite, or kill we are pesful people un like most mortal beeings. the way a vampire dies is, however with a steak thrue the heart but not just any wood it has to be burnt cherry, but that will kill the sole. a vampire dose have a sole you know we are not little walking devals. no we are simply emortal soles traped in a mortal body just like any animal in any of all 3 worlds. we don't drink blood because we live of it alone no way. a vampire drinks blood because that is how the life force stays alive. and we don't bite because that would be to painful fore the willing blood giver, a reel vampire makes a small cut with a rasor blade or a silver knife on the sholder or back and suck out just a small bit of blood. the only reason we suck the blood is because of the sucking sensation calming the minde, thats all 4 now
I JUST GOT BACK FROM DISNY-WORLD!!!
it was so fun i went on:
test track(x2), the twilight zone tower of teror as seen on my house(x9), rockin' rooler-coster(x1)(it broke down so i couldn't go on it agan), space mountin(x2)(i had 2 leve), old thunder mountan(x1), old splash mountan(x1)(it kinda creeped me out w/ all the happy animals), pirats of the caribein(x1), mishin space(x1) and that's about all the rides i did, oh yah and the mailstrum and the mexico ride at epcot.
i also did some of the shows like the indiana jones spectacular, the tiki room, and the "sounds dangeris" drue cairy thingie.
i also went to a fierworks boat ride one night. it was so much fun!
i went to down town disny and plesher island almost evry night and saw concerts and stuf like that. i got to go to disny-quest and play free arcade games and bumper cars and verchual reeality games and other cool things like that
it was sooooo much fun!
somthing reesantly reeminded me of the time i was out and away from the house fore 1 1/2 days. it was almost christmas and i was grounded fore breaking cerfu because i was w/ my girlfriend. i snuk out and went 2 her house and she dumped me
(obveosly)
anyway i was so sand and mad and distrawt that i just left her house and started walking and walking i walked 4 about 12 houres w/ a swetshitrt and shorts, nothing els but my chuks, and it was snowing reely hard at the times i was walkind in-2 it it felt like the little ice christils wer so sharp they could cut a cinderblock in half, i know they couldn't but they stung so bad and i was soooo cold i felt like i was gona freeze soled. i walked acros 304(a neer bye highway) and to my friend's house i left there because he was not home and i kept walking and walking i had 2 lighters so i could stay a little warmer than i could have if i diddnt' have em evenchuly i went 2 my other friend's house and called marc 2 come pic me upso then i went home and marc and diane wer so strange about it they didn't say anything about it i just wasn't aloud out of the house 4 like 2 months.
hiya i woke up at like 6am and i'm actuly not that itred, it's still dark thow so i can hardly se the keebord so that + my not being able 2 spell i'll probibly make on or twentey mistakes, lol.
so i don't reely have much 2 say but i reelycan't do much today seing how i have only 2 days left tek' i leav to go to disnyworld, lol. so if anyone neads 2 contact me just leave a slightly long message and i'll reply as soon as i get home,(i'm only gona be gone 4 a week).so that's pritty much all i have 2 say so bye be
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this is a vid. that ansers alot of people's questions about beeing a reel vampire so if anyone want's 2 lern more about vampireisim thay can just go to the link as seen above
BEAST
Deep within my hungry soul raged a tormented beast
Who yearned for freedom, wings to fly; its moaning never ceased.
In darkest hours of sullen nights as shrouded as the dead,
Tears sprang up from my fragile wounds and drowned me in my bed.
I cried out in vain.
The beast won again.
The beast made no sound.
All sorrows had drowned.
Memories of You
Cloud full of poison
Gentle rain burns my skin.
Memories of you,
Permanently marked for all to see.
My damaged fragile body.
The canvas you used
To show your pain.
Gashes formed from scarlet openings.
Incisions gave a river that helped
Rest your mind.
Destroying mine.
White scars left from blazing blades
Forced upon my brittle skin.
Burning my visage to give you
More confidence in your own
Dreams and Nightmares
Feed my dreams of nightmares and shadows
Obscenities twisted by a mind of sin.
A parasite feeding on trial and retribution
Taking and destroying your mind from within.
It waits and beckons when in slumber you lie,
A temporary coma of Death's favourite daughter.
Unable to resist the sweet sleep of sadism,
Willing falling like a lamb to the slaughter.
Flashing images turn common visions
To masocistic horrors of subconscious mind.
Childhood fears resurected with malice
You have no where to run but are easy to find.
Taunted by demons you long to forget,
Insignificant pictures distorted to memories.
Nightmares returned from connotations of fear,
Disturbingly telling your long lost story.
The rocking horse's severed head
Floating in a bath of blood.
Stare into it's hollow eyes
See the demon you keep locked inside.
Alone
He sat alone without a light,
Moving for no one
He was curled up tight.
The room was pitch black and littered with leaves,
The dark poured in
Given by trees.
The moon was full;
From what he could see.
Round and yellow
But no mystery.
Spiders danced around him;
Delighting in their craft.
His eyes followed intensely,
As he wondered to see them laugh
Red sun rising in the sky
Sleeping village, cock'rel's cry
Soft breeze blowing in the trees
Peace of mind, feel at ease
Goodbye My Friend
Who can tell me who I am
who I am my friend
I'm an Alien so they say
a risk to everyone
NO - Tell me what do they see
NO - Tell me what do they feel
NO - Tell me what do they fear
NO - Tell me what do they see
I'm a dwarf but I know more than You
and I'm the key to a better life
from terror I could escape
but I need your helping hand
so far from home where I'm left alone
Did You hear my crying?
Did You hear my crying?
Ref.:
Goodbye my friend
I found you at the end
I say Goodbye to all
Goodbye my friend
thanks for your helping hand
I say Goodbye to all my cries
just say Goodbye
No returning nevermore
No returning nevermore
And I'll remember
Communication to you is so strange
you I trust to noone no warmths reach your heart
to you I'm the stranger but you're strange to me
You destruct all what is unknown to you
We are together now
and don't you know I'll come back again
I must go now
Ref.
(Solo)
I will go home now
I will go home now
much too long I'm forced to stay
in visions I see
so dark and so deep
mankind will destruct all life
See you again I hope I will
see you again at the end?
My tortured soul cannot forget the pain
now I find my way back
I WILL GO HOME NOW
I WILL GO HOME NOW
Ref.
i try to give out as much ove as i can but nowbody reeturns it evryone just uses me to feel les sorey fore themselvs. they say they love me but i can tell they don't meen it. i reely nead someonw who reely loves me fore who i am intell next time(if i make it that far) goodbuy
sweetangelbaby is so nice
yah!!! i got piked to be in ozz-fest w/ my band talk about kick-ass luck...uh I meen talent
i'm still reely sad that rosy dumped me, and that was lase christmas. i don't think i'll ever get over it. the funny thing is, the day she dumped me is the day i turnd goth i guess sum things reelly do turn out ok in the end naw all i can do is think about the night that wee spent out in the snow, and the fooloing day when i went over and she said she "hated my guts!"
damn i'm tired, i got no sleap at all last night i was at a gig w/ my band and after that i just kinda hung around a while. but hay as long as we are havin' fun, as misrubul as my life is, I honistly don't cair at all. i'm still reely sad about rosey leeving me *wimpers* but i guess she has beter things to do than listin to me talk about my 3 famos relitivs.
[http://msgpop.patchou.com/ItsTheEndOfTheWorldAsWeKnowIt.mp3]
R.E.M. rox dudes and dudets