i have nothing 2 say sept....

RUBBER CHIKAN YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you know i'm so fuckin' sick of hot people saying that they are ugly! i meen do you have any idea how anoying the fucking negitive people are i mean holey hell these people need more help than a humin can give them!!!

The Vampire Creed


I am a Vampire.

I worship my ego and I worship my life, for I am the only God that is.

I am proud that I am a predatory animal and I honor my animal instincts.

I exalt my rational mind and hold no belief that is in defiance of reason.

I recognize the difference between the worlds of truth and fantasy.

I acknowledge the fact that survival is the highest law.

I acknowledge the Powers of Darkness to be hidden natural laws through which I work my magic.

I know that my beliefs in Ritual are fantasy but the magic is real,

and I respect and acknowledge the results of my magic.

I realize there is no heaven as there is no hell,

and I view death as the destroyer of life.

Therefore I will make the most of life here and now.

I am a Vampire.

Bow down before me.

What is a Satanist?

Satanism is not well defined by anyone, It is different depending on what type of satanism is being practiced. There are four main groups of terms and descriptions that Satanism has been called, but only Religious Satanism is the true religion.


  1. Religious Satanism: This is the recognition of Satan as a deity or a force of nature, not the Chrisitian devil. Serious adults usually practice this, but some followers are teenagers. There are three main traditions including (1) The Church of Satan, (2) The Temple of Set, and (3) The Church of Satanic Liberation. Some other Satanic groups exist today or recently, but they are not as followed as the ones above.

      The number of Satanists is not actually known. A Us Department of the Army pamphlet #165-13 estimated that the Church of Satan had ten thousand to twenty thousand members in the late 1970's. No estimate of this could be accurate because the Church of Satan, the largest group of Satanist, does not release its membership numbers.

      The Satan that Satanist recognize is almost completely different from the Chrisitian devil. Their Satan is pre-Christian, forming from the Pagan image of power, virility, sexuality, and sensuality. Instead of a living deity, Satan is a force of nature. It has nothing to do with demons, Hell, and profound evil.

  2. Gothic Satanism: This is a religion that is profoundly evil and mostly imaginary, in the eye of the public. It was invented during the late Middle Ages, but never existed in an organized manor. It is mainly what people think satanism is, including ritual killing of children, selling of souls to the devil, breaking crucifixes, conducting of black masses, and other abserd ideas. Gothic Satanism was invented by the Christian Church. There are a few anti-Christian believers who get their rituals from anti-Satanic writings, that do worship the Christian devil, Satan. They do not, however, commit criminal acts or abuse other people.

  3. Satanic Dabblers: These are rebellious teenagers or young adults who practice a blend of elements taken from Religious Satanism, Gothic Satanism, ceremonial Magick, and other sources of ritual practices. This is usually only practiced for a short period of time by the teenagers, until they outgrow it. A number of followers is impossible to obtain because they don't practice at an oganized level. They occasionally do crimal activities on a small level, such as cemetary vandalization and making graffiti of Satanic symbols. Rarely, a few have been know to sacrifice animals.

  4. Other types of Satanism: To justify their horrendous acts, Serial murders will occationally claim to be Satanists. However, police investigations reveal that they don't know much about the religion. Child molesters sometimes abuse children in a Satanic setting as a means of scaring and controlling the victims. These molesters are not acctually satanists, they just use the idea of Gothic Satanism to further their criminal activities. Heavy metal rock bands pretend to be satanists to gain notoriety to sell their records.

the dark side of my mind will overcome in a mater of days. all enimese bewairy of my wrath for you shall be consumed in a life worce than death

my wize words to all the hot girls out there are

Save water, take a shower with me

being a vampire dos not meen that you can't cross runing water, you can't look at croses, you don't have a reeflection, and you cant look be neer silver, no all of those are silly myths and lor. no vampireisim is infact a religon. it's like wicca and satinisum combined. no we do not bite, or kill we are pesful people un like most mortal beeings. the way a vampire dies is, however with a steak thrue the heart but not just any wood it has to be burnt cherry, but that will kill the sole. a vampire dose have a sole you know we are not little walking devals. no we are simply emortal soles traped in a mortal body just like any animal in any of all 3 worlds. we don't drink blood because we live of it alone no way. a vampire drinks blood because that is how the life force stays alive. and we don't bite because that would be to painful fore the willing blood giver, a reel vampire makes a small cut with a rasor blade or a silver knife on the sholder or back and suck out just a small bit of blood. the only reason we suck the blood is because of the sucking sensation calming the minde. thats all 4 now

being a vampire dos not meen that you can't cross runing water, you can't look at croses, you don't have a reeflection, and you cant look be neer silver, no all of those are silly myths and lor. no vampireisim is infact a religon. it's like wicca and satinisum combined. no we do not bite, or kill we are pesful people un like most mortal beeings. the way a vampire dies is, however with a steak thrue the heart but not just any wood it has to be burnt cherry, but that will kill the sole. a vampire dose have a sole you know we are not little walking devals. no we are simply emortal soles traped in a mortal body just like any animal in any of all 3 worlds. we don't drink blood because we live of it alone no way. a vampire drinks blood because that is how the life force stays alive. and we don't bite because that would be to painful fore the willing blood giver, a reel vampire makes a small cut with a rasor blade or a silver knife on the sholder or back and suck out just a small bit of blood. the only reason we suck the blood is because of the sucking sensation calming the minde, thats all 4 now

I JUST GOT BACK FROM DISNY-WORLD!!!!!!!
it was so fun i went on:
test track(x2), the twilight zone tower of teror as seen on my house(x9), rockin' rooler-coster(x1)(it broke down so i couldn't go on it agan), space mountin(x2)(i had 2 leve), old thunder mountan(x1), old splash mountan(x1)(it kinda creeped me out w/ all the happy animals), pirats of the caribein(x1), mishin space(x1) and that's about all the rides i did, oh yah and the mailstrum and the mexico ride at epcot.
   i also did some of the shows like the indiana jones spectacular, the tiki room, and the "sounds dangeris" drue cairy thingie.
   i also went to a fierworks boat ride one night. it was so much fun!
   i went to down town disny and plesher island almost evry night and saw concerts and stuf like that. i got to go to disny-quest and play free arcade games and bumper cars and verchual reeality games and other cool things like that
  it was sooooo much fun!

somthing reesantly reeminded me of the time i was out and away from the house fore 1 1/2 days. it was almost christmas and i was grounded fore breaking cerfu because i was w/ my girlfriend. i snuk out and went 2 her house and she dumped me
(obveosly)
anyway i was so sand and mad and distrawt that i just left her house and started walking and walking i walked 4 about 12 houres w/ a swetshitrt and shorts, nothing els but my chuks, and it was snowing reely hard at the times i was walkind in-2 it it felt like the little ice christils wer so sharp they could cut a cinderblock in half, i know they couldn't but they stung so bad and i was soooo cold i felt like i was gona freeze soled. i walked acros 304(a neer bye highway) and to my friend's house i left there because he was not home and i kept walking and walking i had 2 lighters so i could stay a little warmer than i could have if i diddnt' have em evenchuly i went 2 my other friend's house and called marc 2 come pic me upso then i went home and marc and diane wer so strange about it they didn't say anything about it i just wasn't aloud out of the house 4 like 2 months.

hiya i woke up at like 6am and i'm actuly not that itred, it's still dark thow so i can hardly se the keebord so that + my not being able 2 spell i'll probibly make on or twentey mistakes, lol.
so i don't reely have much 2 say but i reelycan't do much today seing how i have only 2 days left tek' i leav to go to disnyworld, lol. so if anyone neads 2 contact me just leave a slightly long message and i'll reply as soon as i get home,(i'm only gona be gone 4 a week).so that's pritty much all i have 2 say so bye be

http://virtueoz.com/lifestyle/ubs/morpheus/morpheus_56.asx

this is a vid. that ansers alot of people's questions about beeing a reel vampire so if anyone want's 2 lern more about vampireisim thay can just go to the link as seen above

BEAST

Deep within my hungry soul raged a tormented beast

Who yearned for freedom, wings to fly; its moaning never ceased.

In darkest hours of sullen nights as shrouded as the dead,

Tears sprang up from my fragile wounds and drowned me in my bed.

I cried out in vain.

The beast won again.

The beast made no sound.

All sorrows had drowned.

Memories of You

Cloud full of poison
Gentle rain burns my skin.
Memories of you,
Permanently marked for all to see.
My damaged fragile body.
The canvas you used
To show your pain.
Gashes formed from scarlet openings.
Incisions gave a river that helped
Rest your mind.
Destroying mine.
White scars left from blazing blades
Forced upon my brittle skin.
Burning my visage to give you
More confidence in your own

Dreams and Nightmares

Feed my dreams of nightmares and shadows
Obscenities twisted by a mind of sin.
A parasite feeding on trial and retribution
Taking and destroying your mind from within.

It waits and beckons when in slumber you lie,
A temporary coma of Death's favourite daughter.
Unable to resist the sweet sleep of sadism,
Willing falling like a lamb to the slaughter.

Flashing images turn common visions
To masocistic horrors of subconscious mind.
Childhood fears resurected with malice
You have no where to run but are easy to find.

Taunted by demons you long to forget,
Insignificant pictures distorted to memories.
Nightmares returned from connotations of fear,
Disturbingly telling your long lost story.

The rocking horse's severed head
Floating in a bath of blood.
Stare into it's hollow eyes
See the demon you keep locked inside.

Alone

He sat alone without a light,
Moving for no one
He was curled up tight.
The room was pitch black and littered with leaves,
The dark poured in
Given by trees.

The moon was full;
From what he could see.
Round and yellow
But no mystery.
Spiders danced around him;
Delighting in their craft.
His eyes followed intensely,
As he wondered to see them laugh

Red sun rising in the sky
Sleeping village, cock'rel's cry
Soft breeze blowing in the trees
Peace of mind, feel at ease

Goodbye My Friend

Who can tell me who I am
who I am my friend
I'm an Alien so they say
a risk to everyone

NO - Tell me what do they see
NO - Tell me what do they feel
NO - Tell me what do they fear
NO - Tell me what do they see

I'm a dwarf but I know more than You
and I'm the key to a better life
from terror I could escape
but I need your helping hand
so far from home where I'm left alone
Did You hear my crying?
Did You hear my crying?

Ref.:
Goodbye my friend
I found you at the end
I say Goodbye to all
Goodbye my friend
thanks for your helping hand
I say Goodbye to all my cries
just say Goodbye

No returning nevermore
No returning nevermore

And I'll remember
Communication to you is so strange
you I trust to noone no warmths reach your heart
to you I'm the stranger but you're strange to me
You destruct all what is unknown to you
We are together now
and don't you know I'll come back again
I must go now

Ref.

(Solo)

I will go home now
I will go home now
much too long I'm forced to stay
in visions I see
so dark and so deep
mankind will destruct all life
See you again I hope I will
see you again at the end?
My tortured soul cannot forget the pain
now I find my way back
I WILL GO HOME NOW
I WILL GO HOME NOW

Ref.

i try to give out as much ove as i can but nowbody reeturns it evryone just uses me to feel les sorey fore themselvs. they say they love me but i can tell they don't meen it. i reely nead someonw who reely loves me fore who i am intell next time(if i make it that far) goodbuy

sweetangelbaby is so nice

yah!!! i got piked to be in ozz-fest w/ my band talk about kick-ass luck...uh I meen talent