[birdsong] I am by no means a christian man. However, as defined by the bible,charity is the pure love of christ,and the purest love in existence. Unfettered,untainted,without motive. In all my life,there has been few if any,that have exhibited this fully. One day I met a beautiful woman who defied age,and even moreso,defied society in that she has always exhibited this love,even to the extent that just by gazing upon her beauty was enough to make me smile,and be full of happiness. Everytime I spoke to her,I heard a kindness unfathomable,and the pure innocence of a child. This has always made me truely happy,beyond a shadow of a doubt in mind,and when I am with her,time seems to stand still,and in this world full of hate,I feel safe and happy. In a world of industrail fitlh,I hear the wind and the trees in her. She is and always will be beautiful beyond compare.Thank you so much Janet,and may you finally find the happiness and peace you deserve more than anything on this earth.

Paradom

John de Wit
Molengraaf 80
4133 CP Vianen
The Netherlands

[shir t.] did this Lovely sketch of me!

Sketch by [shir t.]....So Lovely!

Look what Shir drew!! I love it!

How does pain crawl so deep inside you
It comes so quickly..so very unexpected
last week it was like a mantra...
Stay as close as possible to what makes you happy
-just like that, it's gone.
leaving you bleeding and picking gravel from your knees

I'm discusted with how i feel
My head is full of stupid, useless questions
hurt by a handfull of poorly chosen words...
that define him much more than do they me


somehow i was convinced that he knew my heart
ha! He neither knows nor cares!


What a surprise tho...i misjudged his whole charactor...
And a relief..Noone could have been so kind 

lovely flower...my favorite!

goddess

  Hawthore tree/toby

I am sorry everyone , our phone has been turned off , and our net too ~ We will get it back soon as we can .

This is Jack , birds hubby , she is really missing everyone so much.... Be back as soon as we can :(