:) You can visit my baby Tigger here if you'd like to. He is So damn Cute!
<http://bunnyherolabs.com/adopt/showpet.php?b=bWM9dGlnZXIuc3dmJmNscj0weGZmOTkwMCZjbj10aWdnZXImYW49amFuZXQgcmFl>I got "Simba" to keep him company...but I cannot figure out how to get them together >.< But they Both are so Great!!!

LUCK

I Love You

I had to end a Relation today. It makes me very sad...but i've come to not know or understand this person anymore.
The sadness is because we once knew each other so well. It used to be like Christmas when he came online! We had so much fun, talking away.
Somehow everything has changed...we have nothing to say...and worse than that tonite he "dismissed me" instead of talking out a problem.
I will never be 'dismissed' without reason.
It just makes me very sad that things went this way. :/

Instructions for Life in the new millennium from the Dalai Lama:



1. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk.



2. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.



3. Follow the three Rs: Respect for self, respect for others and responsibility for all your actions.



4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.



5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly.



6. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.



7. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.



8. Spend some time alone every day.



9. Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your values.



10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.



11. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you'll be able to enjoy it a second time.



12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life.



13. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. Don't bring up the past.



14. Share your knowledge. It's a way to achieve immortality.



15. Be gentle with the earth.



16. Once a year, go some place you've never been before.



17. Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.



18. Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.



19. Approach love and cooking with reckless abandon.

Letter number: 50437342
From: [birdsong] ()
To: [Jamie Wolf] (got to go bye)
Sent mail 2005-11-14 01:26:18
Unread 








I wanted to Thank you for compliment in body beautiful
It was very kind :) They had to take the wiki's down because Cami told
me that she had photographed all these women.


But people found out that cami had stolen the pictures from various net sites. I know how you feel,i fought that charge to the end....the photo's were so beautiful,,and they seemed different from any site i've ever seen.That's why I wanted everyone to see them.


But Cami did lie..to me and to ET....and we couldn't keep the pictures up--in fact I ( and ET ) could have been sued by the person that took      these Pics.


I feel lucky that I wasn't banned from ET for my part in it....I should have been Certain that they were Cami's pics at the start.


Anyway,,,hehehee...i didn't mean to write so much! I do want to thank you for believing in me...I also think that You are a very kind man!
Blessed be,
Janet Rae



 

  Sometimes I wonder how it would be to get in the car and just drive.
It wouldn't be too much of a risk the first day, as I have lots of family
around New York City...,I could still change my mind,pretend it's a spontaneous Family Visit.
Then, day 2,......or after my visit, would I continue on...would I continue
on? I have these thoughts so often,,,Still, it is here that I stay...I ponder these things at My creek, near My woods that are in My fields.Yet I wonder if I can grow here? Can I? I'm with someone who loves and respects me...here. I am trapped , smothered here,,,,and so very scared
here.Here we will drown...we will become homeless here....*sigh*

I just realized something...jack and I are living for our past, our history,

we are not living for the future anymore--not even for the present.

That is so sad and wrong.

Well, Jack and I just had a spectacular fight. I couldn't hold it in anymore...but the cost of saying them was high.

Still, all I care about is whether he will remember my words or not.
It's critical that he does.

The critiques he threw at me, they hurt alot,,,,I was not trying to hurt him with the truth. Yet he was really hurt. I don't understand why.

and your inner dragon is a ....

Moon Dragon
In the war between good and evil, a Moon Dragon tends to walk the fine line of Neutrality.
When it comes to the powers of Chaos vs. those of Law and Order, your inner dragon is a risk taker and answers to no one.
As far as magical tendancies, Your inner dragon has the ability to conquer the world of magic, but it will not be easy.
During combat situations, whether by spells or by claw, your inner dragon will do whatever it takes to get the job done.

The Moon Dragon has translucent scales and emits a soft white glow from it's body, thus earning it's name.

The moon Dragon is an especially large Dragon, but beautiful and graceful. It makes it's home in mountainous regions, often picking a large cavern to be it's lair.

Moon Dragons are nocturnal in nature, only coming out at night. They silently fly through the nighttime sky, hunting deer, antelope or other woodland creatures. The Moon Dragon has a particularly long lifespan even amongst dragonkind.Some Moon Dragons have been known to live for several millennia, making it one of the longest lived creatures in existence.

This Dragons favorite elements are: Moonstone, Starlight, and Longevity

http://dragonhame.com

I've quite Had It with the whole body beautiful fiasco.

Fine...I believed in a demented con-artist...who preyed on my very weakest personality trait ~ trust. That and my affinity for the beauty in
nature, and in the human form.

But I was publicly embarrassed~Mortified by and for my deeds. I have apparently lost several dear friends....and I am the fool who gave the
Psycho my address,,,so she/he could send me a Camera, for my Birthday. So guess what? I have a few problems of my own!

I don't believe that anyone else here is waiting for the crazy fucker to knock on Their door....or am i wrong? Has anyone been a bigger Idiot than Me here?

In that light, former friends, suspicious ETers, do you think that I may retain a tiny bit of Peace and Good Cheer that i used to enjoy here? I really am not such a bad person. I love Art...I love People...But I feel very
vulnerable and 'inspected' lately.
For the last year and a half, Elftown has rekindled my love of some important things ...i'd very much like that to continue,

From: http://www.pamelahabing.com/astrology/ And Thank You to
[Nightshade Truth]!



Your most likeable trait: CHARM



Librans are easy to like, for you have a captivating charm, possess elegant  taste, and are usually beautiful to look at. In addition, you have a gift of  making others feel important, for you are a superb listener and instinctively  know how to draw out another person.



Ruled by Venus, goddess of love and beauty, you admire loveliness in all its  forms, in music, art decoration—and people. Your home will always have  a touch of elegance, and you love to entertain in style. You enjoy the comforts  of life—all the things that money can buy.



A narcissist at heart, you expect admiration. You wish to be the jewel in  the center of any setting, and you have a computer memory for any compliment  ever paid to you. You tend to judge others by outward appearances. If someone  has a charming facade, you won't look any deeper. As a result you may become  easy prey for a sophisticated schemer with an affable manner.



Libra is the zodiacal sign of Partnerships—in psychological terms the  sign is outer-directed. Your energies are focused on melding and combining  with other people; you are at your best in personal relationships. However,  your main interest is on yourself within the relationship. You deal intuitively  with other people's emotions, and no one is better at understanding and taking  into consideration another person's point of view. Yet all too soon that outside  viewpoint will be lost or subsumed within your own subtly self-centered concerns.



Born under the sign of the Scales, you strive for balance and harmony and  are happiest when your environment is ordered and serene. Peace is worth any  price to you and usually you will go a long way out of your way to avoid friction  and dissension. Because you see clearly every side of an argument, every possibility  of a given course, you have the tact and ability to smooth over disputes. You  are a born diplomat. In order to avoid an unpleasant scene, you will even stifle  your own true feelings. In fact, far too often you are not sure what your true  feelings are. Because you try to be all things to all people, there is a general  impression that you are indecisive. You appear to be constantly poised on an  edge, seemingly unable to move one way or another, balancing pro with con,  advantage with disadvantage risk with gain. Underneath your genial, calm surface,  you have to struggle in order to make decisions.



Although you have superb instincts, you don't trust them enough. You are likely  to be an underachiever because of your easygoing, even-tempered attitude.  For the most part, you don't want anything badly enough to fight for it. The  exception is when you're denied a privilege to which you feel entitled. That  ruffles your fur. Librans have a reputation for stubbornness, but that's because  you are sticklers for fairness. You resent being treated unfairly  and become upset at inequity in the world at large.



You get along harmoniously with people who are even-tempered, particularly  those who can laugh in the face of difficulties. You are particularly appreciative  of talent in any field, whether art, literature, or music, and if you lack  talent yourself you often indulge in artistic hobbies.



Money has a way of slipping through your fingers because it isn't money you  love, it is the things money can buy. Essentially frivolous, people  born under this sign dislike hard work—unless someone else is doing it.  A love for beauty leads many natives of this sign to careers in art, decorating,  the theater, and composing, but the approach often remains that of a dilettante  who enjoys the reward but avoids the effort needed to attain it.



You are incorrigible idealist and quintessential romantic. Affectionate, warmhearted,  sentimental, naturally optimistic, you do everything in your power to please.  Your stock-in-trade is charm.

anet i don't care what you do,were you from,rich or not. 
All i need is great friendship.I know i'm poor,porverty can't stop our friendship.I think you would like to know more about me.Down is the story,i call it astory,


ah ah also don't lough at my spellings and mistakes


I was born in 1988,father was avaterian,in 1994 he became very hill,mom told him to go together for hiv test.he agreed and tested,but the result sounded bad on my dads side,
''sory,very sory you are hiv positive'',doctor said.my mom's result was negative,first she did not belive,but soon belived.
very soon dad became very hill,he soon died the very year.i remember i was 6 and in in primary 2 and that was the beginnig of our surfering.
Mom wasn't educated and no way she can make us survive.But that time we were staying in the capital city of uganda,the city was cool and had no war there was enough security.
at first befor shifting to village she tought that my father's relatives and friends may help her,but they didn't,It made me to realise that people are very difficult,when have some thing good they come and when in trouble they run.Were we shifted was my dad's original land,we stated planting crops jast for surviving.but the village we went to was ahiding place for LRA,rebbles,they come and attack the village,they kill,rap and capture young strong man, also one of my brothers was captured too,he was very lucky,he escaped and returnd home.
w stayed there for almost two years,running up an down,ah things were very hot,soonmomdecided tobring us back to surfe place,back were we wwere at first.she didn't want to come back,war made her to do that.she ststed shelling small things like like onions,bananas,tomatos and other small things.,the family was very large,,she also decided to tell my elders sisters and brothers to look for any job,soon some stated working has house keepers and house girls for rich people.We three young remained home,one i'm next to,and the last born,but she also pashed away,i remained as last born.
I got two sisters and five brothers today,first born are twins.The twins are not of the same sex,followed by asister,Tom,i'll you others and many very soon