I really think i can do it...maybe...
I just can't lose this house....
going back to renting a little apartment...I just can't do it
I need my Garden...tomatoes, cosmos....my cardinals and nuthatches..
and all my pets
so you see, I have to win....have to
so i will

Thank you. [CrowDancer] and I hope all goes well with your explorations of finding the best expression of yourself.
spirits bless,
Marion

 I don't know if i can hold on

My dad's voice

I will listen next time , I remember last time
After all, through us all, it was only yesterday
Your whistling found me ,clear and clean, i know it well
Edlewiess it was most always,especially Saturdays


I'd go following that sound,in the days of yesterday
Is he in the garden, no I hear the workman's drill
it's coming from his workshop,what's he making there today
I try peeking trough the windowpane, he's there bathed in the light

and so i enter quietly, his smile it draws me in
looking about i find the things
I'm needing to begin
watching me, he's happy, it's when the magic starts


My dad and I together
far from the other noise
Nice working there together
we can hear each other's voice

In the morning it is Sunday
we walk to church alone
with my hand in his we find our place
and we join our friends in song

which is where this story started
but it's not where it will end
because tonight when i'm sleeping
I'll hear your voice again

Janet Rae

My Pets!

From Toby ...Sweet








nameless...


my darling i ll not die,
i would kill for you ,
let me choose the man who is the sacrifice,


shout and groan and cry n bite,
let me forget my pain,
scratch my back and pull my hair,
make me forget my name,
 
come the storms that try to doubt us,
we wont feel the rage,
unless the world is worthless now,
i seal my fate,


darling you are my heroine,
the everything i need,
come into my arms,
dont let me bleed,


up on hillside in the night
feel so high i scorch the sky
join my now stand by my side
in the morning we ll be gone
let all the blessed people come
standing in the shadows where we shone.

*****From Tobias

When She Walks By


 Eyes so dark
 Heart so pure
 I could never love another
 The way I love her
 Gleam in her eyes
 Like a candles flame
 I love when I hear her
 Call out my name
 When she walks by
 Birds stop their flight
 The dead come to life
 And the blind regain their sight
 I could never love another
 The way I love her
 Eyes so dark
 Heart so pure


 Skin so soft
 Soul on fire
 She fills me with
 Complete desire
 The way she moves
 The way she looks
 One glance at her
 Was all it took
 When she walks by
 People stare
 At her radiant face
 And her ebony hair
 She fills me with
 Complete desire
 Skin so soft
 Soul on fire


 Perfect body
 A scholar's mind
 Michelangelo would envy
 Such a find
 Beautiful smile
 Always sincere
 Whoever's around
 Wants her near
 When she walks by
 Angels weep
 Gods hide their faces
 And lovers leap
 Michelangelo would envy
 Such a find
 Perfect body
 A scholar's mind

Facts Of Life]
1.At Least 1 Person In This World Loves You So Much They Would Die For You.
2.At Least 5 People In This World Loves You,In Some Way.
3.The Only Reason Anyone Would Ever Hate You,Is Because They Want To Be Just Like You Or Are Too Narrow-Minded To See That They Would Rather Be Like You.
4.A Smile From You,Can Bring Happiness To Anyone,Even If They Don't Like You.
5.Every Night,Someone Thinks About You Before They Go To Sleep.
6.You Mean The World To Someone.
7.Without You,Someone May Not Be Living.
8.You Are Special And Unique,In Your Own Way.
9.Some That You Don't Know Even Exists,Loves You.
10.When You Make The Biggest Mistake Ever,Something Good Comes From It.
11.When You Think The World Has Turned Its Back On You,Take A Look,You Most Likely Turned Your Back On The World.
12.When You Think You Have No Chance At Getting What You Want,You Probably Won't Get It,But If You Believe In Yourself,You Probably Sooner Or Later Will Get It.
13.Always Remember Compliments You Received,Forget About The Rude Remarks.
14.Always Tell Someone How You Feel,Then They'll Know.
15.If You Have A Great Friend,Take The Time To Let Them Know That They're Great.
16.The Most Vaulable Things In This Life Cost Nothing.
17.Laugh And You Will Never Laugh Alone.
18.Always Be Kind To People When Your On An Up,Because You'll Meet Them Again On The Way Down.
19.When Everyone Walks Out Of Your Life,Someone else Will Walk Into It.
20.No One Can Ever Take Your Place.

¤Janet¤


Join her smexyness.
As every other.
Naked dances by moonlight.
Everbody loves it.
Trough, I believe someone like Janet loves it the most.


Resended -Christmas-Present-

hehehe...from the wonderful, clever [someelf] !

A most happy, warm, blessed, safe and prosperous new years to you and all your loves.
Spirits bless,
Marion



*The most special, unexpected , happy thing!!*