Suffer well

Where were you when I fell from grace
A frozen heart an empty space
  
 Something's changed and it's in your eyes
Please don't speak you'll only lie
  
 I found treasure not where I thought
Peace of mind can't be bought
Still I believe
  
 Just hang on
Suffer well
Sometimes it's hard
It's hard to tell
  
 An angel led me when I was blind
I said take me back I've changed my mind
Now I believe
  
 From the blackest room I was torn
You called my name my love was born
So I believe
  
 Just hang on
Suffer well
Sometimes it's hard
 It's hard to tell

~ depeche mode

Home from the Hospital...with pneumonia. But i feel a bit better, just resting at home. I missed you all :)

http://www.starfiction.com/hcvalentines.html

WARNING: Some of them are Really Awful (',)

I really think i can do it...maybe...
I just can't lose this house....
going back to renting a little apartment...I just can't do it
I need my Garden...tomatoes, cosmos....my cardinals and nuthatches..
and all my pets
so you see, I have to win....have to
so i will

Thank you. [CrowDancer] and I hope all goes well with your explorations of finding the best expression of yourself.
spirits bless,
Marion

 I don't know if i can hold on

My dad's voice

I will listen next time , I remember last time
After all, through us all, it was only yesterday
Your whistling found me ,clear and clean, i know it well
Edlewiess it was most always,especially Saturdays


I'd go following that sound,in the days of yesterday
Is he in the garden, no I hear the workman's drill
it's coming from his workshop,what's he making there today
I try peeking trough the windowpane, he's there bathed in the light

and so i enter quietly, his smile it draws me in
looking about i find the things
I'm needing to begin
watching me, he's happy, it's when the magic starts


My dad and I together
far from the other noise
Nice working there together
we can hear each other's voice

In the morning it is Sunday
we walk to church alone
with my hand in his we find our place
and we join our friends in song

which is where this story started
but it's not where it will end
because tonight when i'm sleeping
I'll hear your voice again

Janet Rae

My Pets!

From Toby ...Sweet








nameless...


my darling i ll not die,
i would kill for you ,
let me choose the man who is the sacrifice,


shout and groan and cry n bite,
let me forget my pain,
scratch my back and pull my hair,
make me forget my name,
 
come the storms that try to doubt us,
we wont feel the rage,
unless the world is worthless now,
i seal my fate,


darling you are my heroine,
the everything i need,
come into my arms,
dont let me bleed,


up on hillside in the night
feel so high i scorch the sky
join my now stand by my side
in the morning we ll be gone
let all the blessed people come
standing in the shadows where we shone.

*****From Tobias

When She Walks By


 Eyes so dark
 Heart so pure
 I could never love another
 The way I love her
 Gleam in her eyes
 Like a candles flame
 I love when I hear her
 Call out my name
 When she walks by
 Birds stop their flight
 The dead come to life
 And the blind regain their sight
 I could never love another
 The way I love her
 Eyes so dark
 Heart so pure


 Skin so soft
 Soul on fire
 She fills me with
 Complete desire
 The way she moves
 The way she looks
 One glance at her
 Was all it took
 When she walks by
 People stare
 At her radiant face
 And her ebony hair
 She fills me with
 Complete desire
 Skin so soft
 Soul on fire


 Perfect body
 A scholar's mind
 Michelangelo would envy
 Such a find
 Beautiful smile
 Always sincere
 Whoever's around
 Wants her near
 When she walks by
 Angels weep
 Gods hide their faces
 And lovers leap
 Michelangelo would envy
 Such a find
 Perfect body
 A scholar's mind