one night to be confused
 one night to speed up truth
 we had a promise made
 four hands and then away
 
 both under influence
 we had devine scent
 to know what to say
 mind is a razorblade
 
 to call for hands of above
 to lean on
 wouldn't be good enough
 for me, no
 
 one night of magic rush
 the start a simple touch
 one night to push and scream
 and then relief
 
 ten days of perfect tunes
 the colors red and blue
 we had a promise made
 we were in love
 
 to call for hands of above
 to lean on
 wouldn't be good enough
 for me, no
 
 to call for hands of above
 to lean on
 wouldn't be good enough
 
 and you, you knew the hands of the devil
 and you, kept us awake with wolf teeths
 sharing different heartbeats
 in one night
 
 to call for hands of above
 to lean on
 wouldn't be good enough
 for me, no
 
 to call for hands of above
 to lean on
 wouldn't be good enough
 for me, no   


Cannonball
 Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
 Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
 Still a little hard to say what's going on
 
 Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
 Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissed
 You step a little closer EACH DAY
 Still I can't SAY what's going on
 
 Stones taught me to fly
 Love taught me to lie
 Life taught me to die
 So it's not hard to fall
 When you float like a cannonball
 
 Still a little bit of your song in my ear
 Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
 You step a little closer TO ME
 So close that I can't see what's going on
 
 Stones taught me to fly
 Love taught me to lie
 Life taught me to die
 So it's not hard to fall
 When you float like a cannon
 
 Stones taught me to fly
 Love taught me to cry
 So come on courage!
 Teach me to be shy
 'Cause it's not hard to fall
 And I don't WANNA scare her
 It's not hard to fall
 And I don't wanna lose
 It's not hard to grow
 When you know that you just don't know
 

WoW...talk about a Karmic Blessing! Or twas dela :)

But i'm Still broken inside...Hope always returns >.< Go figure?

Can too many tears dehydrate you?

Welcome to the "Bermuda Triangle" of Elftown. >.>

Is it one of 'Murphy's laws', that when everything is turning to shit...there
will not be a friend in sight?
Hmm...I'm sure it's not Karma, cause i'm cool with my karma...i'm almost sure of that.
Well, it is mysterious...that is for sure >.>

Ah life...So glorious and gory...

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Alex :)

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John de Wit
Molengraaf 80
4133 CP Vianen
The Netherlands

Suffer well

Where were you when I fell from grace
A frozen heart an empty space
  
 Something's changed and it's in your eyes
Please don't speak you'll only lie
  
 I found treasure not where I thought
Peace of mind can't be bought
Still I believe
  
 Just hang on
Suffer well
Sometimes it's hard
It's hard to tell
  
 An angel led me when I was blind
I said take me back I've changed my mind
Now I believe
  
 From the blackest room I was torn
You called my name my love was born
So I believe
  
 Just hang on
Suffer well
Sometimes it's hard
 It's hard to tell

~ depeche mode

Home from the Hospital...with pneumonia. But i feel a bit better, just resting at home. I missed you all :)

http://www.starfiction.com/hcvalentines.html

WARNING: Some of them are Really Awful (',)

I really think i can do it...maybe...
I just can't lose this house....
going back to renting a little apartment...I just can't do it
I need my Garden...tomatoes, cosmos....my cardinals and nuthatches..
and all my pets
so you see, I have to win....have to
so i will

Thank you. [CrowDancer] and I hope all goes well with your explorations of finding the best expression of yourself.
spirits bless,
Marion

 I don't know if i can hold on