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Damn....I just found out that the torn rotator cuff ( that i was supposed to take care of last summer ~ i found it is what is making my hand burning and numb....
I can't type..just use my right hand...It's gonna be awful, I had surgery there before.
Counting...Seven surgeries...i have more foreign parts and fewer parts i was born with. Oops 8 after this. I hate Hospitals :/

It's happening...and i'm scared. >.> <,<
The time is come for big big changes...
I will try to do right, no matter how difficult...i hope i will. I hope.

Sunday is my birthday...I can't even believe how old i am,Yikes!

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YAY! Happy day this is :)

Ahhhh....So Beautiful ^_____________________________^
It's here! Needed earphones and the iSub....i'm blissed!!!!!!!!
xxx!

Squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!! Bless You [dark starlight] x0x0x0x0x0x00x0
(An embarassing amount of hugs n' kisses, hehee) I Love You!!!

Sweetie, if you read this, i'm so sorry that i'm way behind in messages!
The m3p slowed my already brain damaged machine to a crawl, hehe
This Saturday when i get to my mom's , i'll have fast fast service!Weeeeeeeeeee!!

Does anyone have a m3p of Jeff Buckly ~ the song Hallehlujah?
Would you share it with me?
My computer crashed and i lost all my music :'(  Pretty Please?
I dearly love that song...i need to hear it...

Whew... The road is long, and sometimes i need to walk way past being tired. Somehow i was blessed with large quantities of hope...or i'd have finished my journey long ago. ( It's not like i've not been dangerously close...)
The first coma had the Drs. telling all my family to say goodbye, i would not live. The second coma was so tortuously long....i knew i was leaving. Yet i woke just in time... I do wonder why. I don't believe that it's all scientific...there has to be more to it.
So, i walk...with hope i walk.