Such a crappy time of year...
Seems everyone has the blues...I know i'm in some real trouble.
Lord am i good at pushing away the bad... till the bad seems to fill up all my space.
I don't want to face the stuff. I really don't want to...but i feel small parts of myself dying each time i push things back.
I don't want my spirit to die...tho it's hard now to remember my spirit without pain.
Such physical pain...I wish that was all i had to overcome.
If your a praying sort...send one up for me, eh?

Hehee...Good ole Gary Larson...



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[Misty Lady]
September mine
You give me flowers
You give me walks
In sun and sky
You give me warm
Contented moments
And lesser times
To cry

September mine
You give me memories
You give me hope
For future time
And in the name
Of my achievements
I now declare
September mine

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         Joy Francis

YAY!
<3

I have another song!!!! Its called Equaliser by Clinic.
If you can't find it, I'll send it!!! Its so trippy.


Lyrics, (because he sings them fast, and its kinda difficult to understand)


Equaliser Lyrics


Want to, want to put you together
Want to more and more
Want to, want to put you together
Want to more and more
Want to with the biggest smile
Peeking out of either eye
Come and come and look we're on a roll

Are you an acceptable host?
Are you an acceptable host?
Are you an acceptable host?
All for the best and the best then we left so

Have to, have to, put this together
Have to more and more
Have to, have to, put this together
Have to more and more
Have to with biggest smile
Peeking out of either eye
Come and come and look we're on a roll

Are you an acceptable host?
Are you an acceptable host?
Are you an acceptable host?
All for the best and the best then we left so

Want to, want to put it to bed
Want to more and more
Want to, want to put it to bed
Want to more and more
Want to with the biggest smile
Peeking out of either eye
Come and come and look we're on a roll

Are you an acceptable host?
Are you an acceptable host?
Are you an acceptable host?
All for the best and the best then we left so

[dark starlight]
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Damn....I just found out that the torn rotator cuff ( that i was supposed to take care of last summer ~ i found it is what is making my hand burning and numb....
I can't type..just use my right hand...It's gonna be awful, I had surgery there before.
Counting...Seven surgeries...i have more foreign parts and fewer parts i was born with. Oops 8 after this. I hate Hospitals :/

It's happening...and i'm scared. >.> <,<
The time is come for big big changes...
I will try to do right, no matter how difficult...i hope i will. I hope.

Sunday is my birthday...I can't even believe how old i am,Yikes!

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YAY! Happy day this is :)

Ahhhh....So Beautiful ^_____________________________^
It's here! Needed earphones and the iSub....i'm blissed!!!!!!!!
xxx!

Squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!! Bless You [dark starlight] x0x0x0x0x0x00x0
(An embarassing amount of hugs n' kisses, hehee) I Love You!!!

Sweetie, if you read this, i'm so sorry that i'm way behind in messages!
The m3p slowed my already brain damaged machine to a crawl, hehe
This Saturday when i get to my mom's , i'll have fast fast service!Weeeeeeeeeee!!

Does anyone have a m3p of Jeff Buckly ~ the song Hallehlujah?
Would you share it with me?
My computer crashed and i lost all my music :'(  Pretty Please?
I dearly love that song...i need to hear it...