My favorite Poet [dark starlight]
Inject the venom now.

Find me crumpled beneath pillows of broken love,
Pricking my skin with infidelity,
Lie,
Feeding off agony oozing out.
Laughing so sardonically
To haunt dreams and creep under your window.
To kill your dog while you sleep,
And slit the ties fought to keep.
What would pay penance?
For the Ultimate Betrayal?
And what would sweep away the mark of This?
Certainly not the lips of Sinner.
My prince of soft whispered Desertion.
Combusting into tears for the thousandth time this moment.
Retention rendering tears broiling face-flesh.
You will not weep in hopelessness.
Caressing her thighs, lips, breast.
Declaring the same vows and sinking your teeth further into my heart,
Curling more into fetal position.
To stop the growing ulcers from eating me,
My never-ending stomach of bile.
Grasping tightly to your smell,
Voice,
My massacre of adulation.
Yearning thrice over to hold the spot in your arms,
The space between your lungs,
To be the blood pulsating roughly through your body,
To hold the knowledge of your touch,
Breathing.
Echo all over.

[dark starlight]

The Hangman's Daughter

woman and child
like a feather falls from the sky
so dark, so dark in the moonlight
naked we worship the night sky
no man can hold what the darkness can sow
gonna leave an ugly skull when ya go
tongues like horns violently born a new soul
the soft dead awake alive in love
hard for the hangmans daughter
naked we worship the night sky
no man can hold what the darkness can sow
gonna leave an ugly skull when ya go

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Such a crappy time of year...
Seems everyone has the blues...I know i'm in some real trouble.
Lord am i good at pushing away the bad... till the bad seems to fill up all my space.
I don't want to face the stuff. I really don't want to...but i feel small parts of myself dying each time i push things back.
I don't want my spirit to die...tho it's hard now to remember my spirit without pain.
Such physical pain...I wish that was all i had to overcome.
If your a praying sort...send one up for me, eh?

Hehee...Good ole Gary Larson...



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[Misty Lady]
September mine
You give me flowers
You give me walks
In sun and sky
You give me warm
Contented moments
And lesser times
To cry

September mine
You give me memories
You give me hope
For future time
And in the name
Of my achievements
I now declare
September mine

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         Joy Francis

YAY!
<3

I have another song!!!! Its called Equaliser by Clinic.
If you can't find it, I'll send it!!! Its so trippy.


Lyrics, (because he sings them fast, and its kinda difficult to understand)


Equaliser Lyrics


Want to, want to put you together
Want to more and more
Want to, want to put you together
Want to more and more
Want to with the biggest smile
Peeking out of either eye
Come and come and look we're on a roll

Are you an acceptable host?
Are you an acceptable host?
Are you an acceptable host?
All for the best and the best then we left so

Have to, have to, put this together
Have to more and more
Have to, have to, put this together
Have to more and more
Have to with biggest smile
Peeking out of either eye
Come and come and look we're on a roll

Are you an acceptable host?
Are you an acceptable host?
Are you an acceptable host?
All for the best and the best then we left so

Want to, want to put it to bed
Want to more and more
Want to, want to put it to bed
Want to more and more
Want to with the biggest smile
Peeking out of either eye
Come and come and look we're on a roll

Are you an acceptable host?
Are you an acceptable host?
Are you an acceptable host?
All for the best and the best then we left so

[dark starlight]
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Damn....I just found out that the torn rotator cuff ( that i was supposed to take care of last summer ~ i found it is what is making my hand burning and numb....
I can't type..just use my right hand...It's gonna be awful, I had surgery there before.
Counting...Seven surgeries...i have more foreign parts and fewer parts i was born with. Oops 8 after this. I hate Hospitals :/

It's happening...and i'm scared. >.> <,<
The time is come for big big changes...
I will try to do right, no matter how difficult...i hope i will. I hope.

Sunday is my birthday...I can't even believe how old i am,Yikes!

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YAY! Happy day this is :)

Ahhhh....So Beautiful ^_____________________________^
It's here! Needed earphones and the iSub....i'm blissed!!!!!!!!
xxx!