[birdsong]'s diary
Written about Friday 2007-01-19
Written: (6517 days ago)
WoW....you have it jamie!
Sowing Season Lyrics
Was losing all my friends.
Was losing them to drinking and to driving.
Was losing all my friends, but I got them back.
I am on a mend.
At least now I can say that I am trying.
And I hope you will forget things I still lack.
Yeah. Yeah.
Is it in you now,
To barely hear the truth that you have spoken?
Twisted up by knaves,
To make a trap for fools.
Is it in you now,
To watch the things you gave your life to broken?
And stoop and build them up with warn out tools.
Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah, yeah, oh.
Yeah.
Nothing gets so bad,
A whisper from your father couldn't fix it.
Your whisper's like a bridge, it's a river span.
Take all that you have,
And turn it into something you were missing.
Somebody threw that brick, shattered all your plans.
Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah, yeah, oh.
Yeah.
Time to get the seeds into the cold ground.
It takes a while to grow anything,
Before it's coming to an end, yeah.
Before you put my body in the cold ground,
Take some time to warm it with your hand,
Before it's coming to an end, yeah.
It's coming to an end, yeah.
(It's coming to an end.)
Do you miss the blend,
Colors she left in your black and white field?
Do you feel condemned just for being there?
I am not your friend.
I am just a man who knows how to feel.
I am not your friend.
I'm not your lover.
I'm not your family.
Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah, yeah, oh.
Yeah.
Time to get the seeds into the cold ground.
It takes a while to grow anything,
Before it's coming to an end, yeah.
--Brand New
[dark starlight] ....her words enblazen my soul
the mermaid laughs, daunting.
forbidden obsession.
While you rummage in your torture toy box,
I sit enclosed in perpetual shake.
the vein-quake.
Heart filled literacy doom child.
my earth wind martyr, sacrifice rejected.
fate, fate, strike swift.
may your aim take with you,
love's eternal treachery.
bleh. i hate men. sometimes.
Written about Wednesday 2006-12-27
Written: (6541 days ago)
[dark starlight] ....her words enblazen my soul
the mermaid laughs, daunting.
forbidden obsession.
While you rummage in your torture toy box,
I sit enclosed in perpetual shake.
the vein-quake.
Heart filled literacy doom child.
my earth wind martyr, sacrifice rejected.
fate, fate, strike swift.
may your aim take with you,
love's eternal treachery.
bleh. i hate men. sometimes.
Ohhh, How i miss the Outter Banks...
Ahh...I love this poem *sniff* *sniff*
SISTERS
Sisters, what rivalry there is
Festering from childhood through out the years
It's funny how that came to be
To many tales to tell you see
A bond of trust there is no more
Broken by the many lies one told
A bad word here, a hushed up lie
The hurt to deep cuts like a knife
Sisters, they'll never speak again
One took and took, the other gave
It hurts like hell to learn the truth
Of hate so raw it cannot hide
Blinded are her eyes no more
She's seen the light, how sad she feels
Her love was true all through the years
Sisters, their lives have taken separate paths
The needs, the wants, that we all have
To share true love is joy untold
When blood feuds blood the tears they flow
The price is great, so much is lost
Each and every passing day
Written by [Morningstar Rising]
Amazing writer...[dark starlight]...just randomly wrote this..Brillian
Mountain of seething rage.
I am seperate moon-shining glistening screeching you into lulled death of love.
Mutiny.
And your jovial sun dance.
What is this piercing nail of poison in my artery?
Your infidel lips.
Scorching my skin.
The way her eyes dance reflecting you.
And jealousy growing like gangrene.
Creeping, covering my face,
Staining my eyes green and black.
Pray for blindness,
So not to see...
It is the disease of adoration.
You. Are. The. Tumor. In. Us.
My favorite Poet [dark starlight]
Inject the venom now.
Find me crumpled beneath pillows of broken love,
Pricking my skin with infidelity,
Lie,
Feeding off agony oozing out.
Laughing so sardonically
To haunt dreams and creep under your window.
To kill your dog while you sleep,
And slit the ties fought to keep.
What would pay penance?
For the Ultimate Betrayal?
And what would sweep away the mark of This?
Certainly not the lips of Sinner.
My prince of soft whispered Desertion.
Combusting into tears for the thousandth time this moment.
Retention rendering tears broiling face-flesh.
You will not weep in hopelessness.
Caressing her thighs, lips, breast.
Declaring the same vows and sinking your teeth further into my heart,
Curling more into fetal position.
To stop the growing ulcers from eating me,
My never-ending stomach of bile.
Grasping tightly to your smell,
Voice,
My massacre of adulation.
Yearning thrice over to hold the spot in your arms,
The space between your lungs,
To be the blood pulsating roughly through your body,
To hold the knowledge of your touch,
Breathing.
Echo all over.
Written about Monday 2006-11-20
Written: (6577 days ago)
[dark starlight]
The Hangman's Daughter
woman and child
like a feather falls from the sky
so dark, so dark in the moonlight
naked we worship the night sky
no man can hold what the darkness can sow
gonna leave an ugly skull when ya go
tongues like horns violently born a new soul
the soft dead awake alive in love
hard for the hangmans daughter
naked we worship the night sky
no man can hold what the darkness can sow
gonna leave an ugly skull when ya go
Such a crappy time of year...
Seems everyone has the blues...I know i'm in some real trouble.
Lord am i good at pushing away the bad... till the bad seems to fill up all my space.
I don't want to face the stuff. I really don't want to...but i feel small parts of myself dying each time i push things back.
I don't want my spirit to die...tho it's hard now to remember my spirit without pain.
Such physical pain...I wish that was all i had to overcome.
If your a praying sort...send one up for me, eh?
Hehee...Good ole Gary Larson...
^_____________
[Misty Lady]
September mine
You give me flowers
You give me walks
In sun and sky
You give me warm
Contented moments
And lesser times
To cry
September mine
You give me memories
You give me hope
For future time
And in the name
Of my achievements
I now declare
September mine
******
Joy Francis
Written about Friday 2006-11-10
Written: (6587 days ago)
YAY!
<3
I have another song!!!! Its called Equaliser by Clinic.
If you can't find it, I'll send it!!! Its so trippy.
Lyrics, (because he sings them fast, and its kinda difficult to understand)
Equaliser Lyrics
Want to, want to put you together
Want to more and more
Want to, want to put you together
Want to more and more
Want to with the biggest smile
Peeking out of either eye
Come and come and look we're on a roll
Are you an acceptable host?
Are you an acceptable host?
Are you an acceptable host?
All for the best and the best then we left so
Have to, have to, put this together
Have to more and more
Have to, have to, put this together
Have to more and more
Have to with biggest smile
Peeking out of either eye
Come and come and look we're on a roll
Are you an acceptable host?
Are you an acceptable host?
Are you an acceptable host?
All for the best and the best then we left so
Want to, want to put it to bed
Want to more and more
Want to, want to put it to bed
Want to more and more
Want to with the biggest smile
Peeking out of either eye
Come and come and look we're on a roll
Are you an acceptable host?
Are you an acceptable host?
Are you an acceptable host?
All for the best and the best then we left so
Written about Sunday 2006-10-29
Written: (6599 days ago)