20.09 -- Just wrote the English comparative essay... at home. Motivation was pretty close to zero. The essay wasn't that bad, but I doubt that I'll get a grade higher than five out of it. Then is the English essay and the biology multiple choice tomorrow... sigh.
11.56 -- One and a half school days until holiday! Be careful, for I might start to rant about... school? Homework? Not getting to go downhill skiing every other day? Elfwood members who don't understand the rules and keep submitting non-fantasy and non-scifi pictures, stories and poems? Huh? I'm in a dialogue-mode.
12.01 -- Got maths test back. Yay for 52 %. Duh. I can't give the English presentation either, because my partner's diskette isn't working. We have to wait for another two weeks! Whopee.
The good news is that the winter holiday begins after Friday.
18.54 -- Maths test done. It wasn't that difficult, considering how much I read for it (one glance at a page about mathematical induction). I had three hours time to do it. After 2 hours and 50 minutes I was at the point where I thought I won't be able to finish the rest reasonably, so I did the last part of the last exercise and left. The test was easier than the one about trigonometric identities. I sucked at trigonometric identities because I couldn't remember where exactly on the data booklet the identities were given. BAD MEMORY or what? Fortunately I can rely on my logic at most times without remembering much anything :P
Finally at my comp. I love this thing, even though it behaves badly sometimes.
19.14 -- I've never been this tired. I don't know what's happened to me. I need a week of holiday after two days of school. Gah. A maths test tomorrow. A three-hour maths test. I just looove those. Yeah right. Especially when I haven't really read for the test and I've been tired for two days for no reason. Fortunately we have the winter holiday after this week. Unfortunately my parents are going on a holiday after that week and can't be here to buy food. Why oh why couldn't I have gotten a driver's licence when I turned 16? There are some people that should never be allowed to drive a car, and there are some who could basically drive a car at age 12. I've driven when I was 12. I liked it. And then I have to wait 6 years to get an actual licence. One more damn YEAR! And guess if I have to read for the final exams after a year! Yay am I lucky!
At least I didn't have to dance at the "vanhojen tanssit". Actually I didn't even go to school that day because I thought I could get much more done at home, instead of watching others dance. I hate dancing. I can't dance. And I don't want to learn to dance. The others would also hate me after that for ruining their "vanhojen tanssi"-day.
19.27 -- I hate fantasy people in modern clothing! Modern elves there, modern fairies here! ARGH! I'm so annoyed! I want scifi art! And all the damn ANIME! Modern anime elves! I'm going to DIE! I don't mind anime if it's well done, or even moderately done, but when it's bad or just plain BORING! Anime can be really good too. But mostly it's bad or boring. I want scifi! Cyborgs, mutants, spaceships, aliens, alien planets, even *gasp* mechas will do!
19.46 -- I noticed I'm being really angsty. I don't usually do this, but it seems that angsty stuff is the only thing I write on this diary. O_o
I'm still writing to myself.
I got my stories in order. On my own comp of course.
11.49 -- Am I bored or what? Just got back my report... I forgot what I got from my subjects though. I'll look at it later when I get home. It was suprisingly good o.o
14.01 -- The scale is from 1 to 7. 7 is 10, 6 is 10-9, 5 is 9-8, 4 is 7-6, 3 is 5, 2 is 4 and 1 is failed. I got 6 for English, Finnish and chemistry O_O Yeah, right. I never did the damn English essays, got a 5 for the Finnish commentary, and the chemistry test sucked. Economics, 5, even though I got 4 for the test, I think. And the economics, English and chemistry teachers think that I do something in the class or my homework. Wrong! This is somehow ridiculous, even though it should be good news. I put more effort to Finnish than I did on English, chemistry and economics TOGETHER! And still the Finnish teacher thinks my effort is "B"-level, and the economics, English and chemistry teachers think that my effort is "A"-level! I think somebody's mixed my grades with another student's grades. Everything else matches though. No physics, biology or math grade, because I didn't do the exams yet.
It's impossible for history teachers to write their name so that somebody could understand it.
14.10 -- I'm insane. I just noticed I'm talking (well, writing) to myself.
12.58 -- I am so bored... Still in school. No presentation, I'm feeling bad, my partner is feeling bad and the presentation isn't ready. Maths test. Gah. Two more hours of suffering. And I need to send an email.
I wrote a damn good part of my story yesterday, when I should have been doing anything else but writing: doing my homework, doing the presentation, reading math... I think that I'm going to put the thing that I wrote in my Wyvern's Library page. Or not. It's in Finnish. So maybe I'll put it on my homepage. Maybe. Maybe not. I don't know. After a year I'll probably see how crappy it is.
I didn't get any comments today. So sad. I want comments. And I comment in other people's galleries! Do they have a Zone 47 -phobia or what? >;/
I'm insane. But I want to write my story now. So back to writing the email... and ready for the English class... and maths test... gah...
18.24 -- I think I flopped the physics test. It sucked. I couldn't remember anything. I left early because my stomach started feeling odd. Maths test tomorrow... And the damn presentation! AARGH! I just want to draw and write! But I like physics and maths... I just can't remember anything. Gah. At least I got comments yesterday. And I want MORE! Muhaha!
18.29 -- Yes, I'm insane.
20.38 -- I'm tired! I don't want to do the English presentation! I hate presentating! I wish it'd just be over! ARGH! I have to do the physics test tomorrow, at 8 to 10, and then I'll have lessons the whole day through to 16! I'm too tired! I don't want to go there! And the day after tomorrow the math test! Nooo! And I have to all the other tests too that I didn't do because I was ill! AAARGHH! I hate school! So why am I studying two extra subjects?! I'm insane!
20.44 -- I'm already regretting that I wrote that. But that is the case anyway. ARGH! I'm not doing my homework or that crappy presentation and I'm not reading for the tests! >XP
20.47 -- I'm insane you know that? ARGH! I'm regretting everything I've ever done! I just want to write and draw and sit in front of my comp!
20.09 -- My browser screen font turned to Quenya font! I mean, how RIDICULOUS is that?! My computer's really lost it! O_O
20.14 -- Damn, it's that early and I'm this tired? Argh. And of course, when I go to sleep, I lose all my tiredness and start feeling bad. The exam week is almost over... Got a really lots of tests done. Yeehaw. I want to report something.
15.52 -- X(
17.05 -- I ordered X-Men DVDs... I hope they're not the same ones I have on tape -_- (obviously another disappointment coming). My throat is killing me. I hate it. I wish I could remove it while I'm ill. Argh.
18.15 -- I think I'll report some Legend of Zelda copies. Beware.
21.14 -- Just to think of it... I watched TV about 5 hours last night. The Akira movie and some old X-Men cartoons I managed to buy half a year ago. They still don't show the cartoon on the channels I can watch. Unfair. I can see only 5 channels. Three of them show badly. Not nice.
08.20 -- Argh. Stayed up two thirds of the night because I couldn't sleep. I'm ill. I won't get to do the chemistry and math exam today, or the math and English exam tomorrow... I had fever for the first time in 5 years. 38,8 C to be exact. Then it dropped and now I have 36,5 C. I'm tired. I was really cold during the night and my head and stomach hurt. -_-
13.24 -- I'm freaking COLD! BRRR! I think I would have preferred going to school instead of being sick... that's never happened before. Argh.
23.12 -- Now that I've taken some pain pills, I feel just fine. Not feeling that cold or ill anymore. I'm tired still, but it doesn't seem to affect me at the moment. Well, I'm going to sleep soon anyway.
19.52 -- Finnish essay couldn't have gone better. I think. The chemistry test was all "Guess the right row and win your grade!" -kind of thing... More chemistry and maths tomorrow... mathematical induction... integration... trigonometric identities... I'm good in math, but I don't remember the trigonometric identities!
I like being a moderator.
12.47 -- The economics essay went well! O_O I think I'm sick. The Finnish exam (i.e. commentary) sucked though. At least I can go home early.
12.43 -- Done with the first paper of the economics test. Tomorrow is the other paper. Sigh... Strange, ambiguous questions indeed. Blah. At least I bought a CD before the test.
15.59 -- Damn copy-protected CD that can't be played on computer. As if I would make copies of it and sell them. I can't say I liked people who hate moderators and can't understand that Elfwood is themed. I'm doing a rant about... guess?
22.48 -- Didn't read for tomorrow's test... Go me. Why can't I just sleep? I can't say I liked writing essays. Yh...
11.41 -- Nooo! I don't want to leave my precious computer!
23.49 -- I hate economics. I'm tired. I want to draw and write. Argh. =_=
23.55 -- I fought the whole day with my computer. I WANT MORE FREETIME! There should be 30 hours in a day and eight days in a week, so I could get more sleep, more freetime and more time to do my homework, and read for test. I hate economics! Noooo!
07.50 -- Yet another 8-hour schoolday, with a skip just before the last lesson! I know millions of ways to spend my Friday afternoon better than listening to our chemistry teacher! Print. Print. Print. Print the economics commentary. Print.
21.55 -- The economics commentary was succesfully returned to the economics teacher. Weekend! Modding! Drawing! Writing! Reading for tests! Damn!