15.53 -- What's with this diary? It shows all my old notes first and when I click the "View older diary notes", it shows the newer ones. How nice. Couldn't care less. Damn I like wiating for an hour to get out of school, doing nothing! Why oh why must Elfwood be down now that I could have used at least half an hour moderating?
11.41 -- I can't believe what we just did. Me and my siblings ([Levoton] and [Gastogh]) were sitting in the living room and we had nothing to do. We picked up korona sticks (about 1 m long) and started throwing [Levoton]'s outwear pants with the sticks at each other. That was the funniest thing I've ever done with them since the case when I threw a plastic contact paper roll or whatever they're called around with [Gastogh], at about 2 in the morning! So damn fun! XD
11.35 -- Oh yay. Yesterday's schedule was pretty scientific. Physics 4 hours, chemistry 2 hours, biology 2 hours. Today even better, a mathematical schedule! 4 hours chemistry, 2 hours math, 2 hours physics. At least we don't have to do a lab write-up on the chemistry lab we were doing.
14.05 -- Yes... At school. A million freaking chemistry labs! Physics labs! A math portfolio! Economics portfolio! Finnish presentation! And next the TOK teacher goes mad and makes us do the presentations? Gaah!
10.59 -- I'm at school and I'm bored. Two skips, yay. Yet I'm trying to maximize my online time by assessing how long it will take for me to eat and still come back here. These school computers are too popular! I want my own personal computer at school! Muhahah. The exam week is coming. First two days are 8 hours, then next five 4 hours, either from 8-12 or 12-16. My schedule is so much fun. My next period's schedule is even more fun! 8-16 every day, except Monday when I get out at three, but which doesn't matter becauseI'll be JUST missing the bus and the next goes after an hour! YAY! Friday is the best day at least. Get out at two.
11.10 -- Figurerd what I could do... RANTS! Tadaa!
School parties. I hate them. Always have. Unless it's the school's drama group performing. I don't understand why somebody wants to party with their schoolmates. I dislike most of my classmates and couldn't really say I liked the rest. And I do not want to drink alcohol (plus, I'm a year younger than most) I also hate coke and potato chips. I don't know what point is in there to spend a night with people you dislike. No wonder I'm a rare sight at parties. I hate parties and partying. Maybe I would like a right kind of party, but haven't seen one this far and I'm not motivated to try. The moderator party (whenever there's ten people in the mod channel) is good but I haven't been in one yet. Maybe I live in an unpopular timezone. I don't know why it would be unpopular but anyway. So, I hate parties. Period.
11.16 -- Homework. The teachers only acknowledge their own subject they teach! It's unfair! I have a day's homework from math and physics, chemistry, physics and biology labs to do, Finnish and English books to read, WLA (I don't even know what it is!), Finnish presentation, economics portfolio, math portfolio, and I don't understand chemistry! The teachers are MAD! AND I should study Swedish! I should do the Swedish final exam next fall, but I can't do it until I've studied course 5! And I can't possibly stuff it in my schedule since I have absolutely no place for it, and they don't offer it in the first period of fall! The only chance is to go to the adult highschool and study it with them. YAY, minimum of 41 hours of studying + homework per WEEK! And the bus trip takes an hour! Guess why I hate Swedish?! 6 % of the people speak it in Finland, and what do they do? They make it the second official language of Finland and make it obligatory! And I'm sure almost all of those Swedish-speaki
11.24 -- [Levoton] copying my drawing style. Did I HAVE to teach her to draw? Apparently yes! I started drawing X-Babies. [Levoton] looked at my drawings and drew from them. Her drawings looked like sausages twisted into human-looking form. You can go see [Levoton]'s page and see how similar her drawings are with mine, especially my old drawings. She even makes up names for the caharacters quite similar to mine!
11.27 -- [Gastogh]'s noisy computer. I CAN HEAR IT THROUGH THE FREAKING WALL BETWEEN OUR ROOMS! I'm pretty sure I have the noisiest computer but it's placed so that its sounds don't go through the walls! I can understand that junior highschool sucks and that [Gastogh] doesn't need much sleep, but I actually do HAVE TO study! I can't believe the noise. It's worse than our dish and cloth washers and the dryer!
11.32 -- More rants when I have time. Now I think I'll check my mail and go eat. Yes. Food. Math homework done.
10.30 -- These things are fun to think about. So I had to mention the Iraq war. I think the whole war is a big joke and a media happening. I chuckle every time I see it in the news (which I don't watch that often). Well, the only thing sillier is to hear the US president spaeking! "My fellow citizens..." Yeah right! I almost died when one person on my class turned on the tv in the beginning of our physics class.
If it was up to me, four fifths of the world's population should die. But that's a bit cruel. Maybe they should just be denied to have children. This Earth can hold 1000000000 people. The idea of chemical or bioweapons would be quite nice. Those would kill probably most of the people, but there would be some that survive. I don't even give a damn if I would be killed.
I'm so philosophily cynical today. And thinking in Finnish.
I could go on about these flaws of our society, but I don't think anyone wants to read that. If you want, I'll write more. Maybe I'll write more anyway.
Earth is the most unfair freaking place I know.
Do I have an opinion? I couldn't care less.
15.55 -- Yay, tons of physics and math homework! How is it that they just accumulate simultaneously like the teachers knew that I will get a lot of homework from both and then I don't have a second of time to do anything else, like read the other subjects or some books, draw or write or mod, or do any other homework from the other subjects? That's my worst sentence structure ever. If you can figure that out, I'll give you a "Domino juhlakeksi". As if I had one.
10.48 -- Two skips. I need to talk to my biology teacher. Where is the biology teacher?! I'm bored. So I'm surfing Elftown. Anyone care to join the Finnish Classroom? Or Biology?
17.35 -- I'm bored, but creative. I have tons of homework, and I just want to write...
17.37 -- BTW, I just (last Tuesday...) got more candy, about 1200 grams. I'm happy.
10.10 -- Hmm, English essay. To write or not to write? Where's the essay paper?! My English teacher always does this...
10.32 -- I was born at 10.32 17 years ago! Whee, I just turned seventeen! *haaappy biiirthday tooo meee*
23.31 -- I'll be 17 tomorrow! Whopee... Can't drive, my lapsilisä (sorry, can't translate that) ends, no opiskelijatuki (can't translate that either)... It's so fun to be 17! It's an annoying number too! I'm a real pessimist...
08.22 -- That early? I must be going nuts. Room cleaned. Downhill skiing done. Whole body hurting. And considering that I fell only once and it happened when I accidentally had too much speed when I went over a ski jump. But it was fun.
CANDY! 878 g of candy! Ahhh...
19.07 -- I got my order from Amazon! Two movies and the first season of Babylon 5 on DVD... aaahhh. If only they had had the X-Men DVD I ordered. I've been watching B5 for about 3 hours.
I gave the English teacher the comparative essay back, but forgot to ask for the second essay! Damn! I also did the biology exam and forgot to give that back to the biology teacher! Oh hell.
Two hours of badminton ahead... four hours of downhill skiing tomorrow... uhh... Gotta clean my room, it's starting to stink like porridge here. I wonder where that smell comes from, since I really don't eat anything in my room. I probably would otherwise, but now my room is the only room in this house that has no ants in it. MUHAHA! Only spiders, and they can hide themselves well. I've found them in my clothes sometimes. I need to sort out those comics too... I'm sure it'll come to me why I spread them all over the floor.
20.09 -- Just wrote the English comparative essay... at home. Motivation was pretty close to zero. The essay wasn't that bad, but I doubt that I'll get a grade higher than five out of it. Then is the English essay and the biology multiple choice tomorrow... sigh.
11.56 -- One and a half school days until holiday! Be careful, for I might start to rant about... school? Homework? Not getting to go downhill skiing every other day? Elfwood members who don't understand the rules and keep submitting non-fantasy and non-scifi pictures, stories and poems? Huh? I'm in a dialogue-mode.
12.01 -- Got maths test back. Yay for 52 %. Duh. I can't give the English presentation either, because my partner's diskette isn't working. We have to wait for another two weeks! Whopee.
The good news is that the winter holiday begins after Friday.
18.54 -- Maths test done. It wasn't that difficult, considering how much I read for it (one glance at a page about mathematical induction). I had three hours time to do it. After 2 hours and 50 minutes I was at the point where I thought I won't be able to finish the rest reasonably, so I did the last part of the last exercise and left. The test was easier than the one about trigonometric identities. I sucked at trigonometric identities because I couldn't remember where exactly on the data booklet the identities were given. BAD MEMORY or what? Fortunately I can rely on my logic at most times without remembering much anything :P
Finally at my comp. I love this thing, even though it behaves badly sometimes.
19.14 -- I've never been this tired. I don't know what's happened to me. I need a week of holiday after two days of school. Gah. A maths test tomorrow. A three-hour maths test. I just looove those. Yeah right. Especially when I haven't really read for the test and I've been tired for two days for no reason. Fortunately we have the winter holiday after this week. Unfortunately my parents are going on a holiday after that week and can't be here to buy food. Why oh why couldn't I have gotten a driver's licence when I turned 16? There are some people that should never be allowed to drive a car, and there are some who could basically drive a car at age 12. I've driven when I was 12. I liked it. And then I have to wait 6 years to get an actual licence. One more damn YEAR! And guess if I have to read for the final exams after a year! Yay am I lucky!
At least I didn't have to dance at the "vanhojen tanssit". Actually I didn't even go to school that day because I thought I could get much more done at home, instead of watching others dance. I hate dancing. I can't dance. And I don't want to learn to dance. The others would also hate me after that for ruining their "vanhojen tanssi"-day.
19.27 -- I hate fantasy people in modern clothing! Modern elves there, modern fairies here! ARGH! I'm so annoyed! I want scifi art! And all the damn ANIME! Modern anime elves! I'm going to DIE! I don't mind anime if it's well done, or even moderately done, but when it's bad or just plain BORING! Anime can be really good too. But mostly it's bad or boring. I want scifi! Cyborgs, mutants, spaceships, aliens, alien planets, even *gasp* mechas will do!
19.46 -- I noticed I'm being really angsty. I don't usually do this, but it seems that angsty stuff is the only thing I write on this diary. O_o
I'm still writing to myself.
I got my stories in order. On my own comp of course.
11.49 -- Am I bored or what? Just got back my report... I forgot what I got from my subjects though. I'll look at it later when I get home. It was suprisingly good o.o
14.01 -- The scale is from 1 to 7. 7 is 10, 6 is 10-9, 5 is 9-8, 4 is 7-6, 3 is 5, 2 is 4 and 1 is failed. I got 6 for English, Finnish and chemistry O_O Yeah, right. I never did the damn English essays, got a 5 for the Finnish commentary, and the chemistry test sucked. Economics, 5, even though I got 4 for the test, I think. And the economics, English and chemistry teachers think that I do something in the class or my homework. Wrong! This is somehow ridiculous, even though it should be good news. I put more effort to Finnish than I did on English, chemistry and economics TOGETHER! And still the Finnish teacher thinks my effort is "B"-level, and the economics, English and chemistry teachers think that my effort is "A"-level! I think somebody's mixed my grades with another student's grades. Everything else matches though. No physics, biology or math grade, because I didn't do the exams yet.
It's impossible for history teachers to write their name so that somebody could understand it.
14.10 -- I'm insane. I just noticed I'm talking (well, writing) to myself.
12.58 -- I am so bored... Still in school. No presentation, I'm feeling bad, my partner is feeling bad and the presentation isn't ready. Maths test. Gah. Two more hours of suffering. And I need to send an email.
I wrote a damn good part of my story yesterday, when I should have been doing anything else but writing: doing my homework, doing the presentation, reading math... I think that I'm going to put the thing that I wrote in my Wyvern's Library page. Or not. It's in Finnish. So maybe I'll put it on my homepage. Maybe. Maybe not. I don't know. After a year I'll probably see how crappy it is.
I didn't get any comments today. So sad. I want comments. And I comment in other people's galleries! Do they have a Zone 47 -phobia or what? >;/
I'm insane. But I want to write my story now. So back to writing the email... and ready for the English class... and maths test... gah...