[Veltzeh]'s diary

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Written about Monday 2005-07-25
Written: (7045 days ago)

01:03 — I have to add to my Ropecon memories. :P First of all, I actually met [Sarde] and [Plunderbunny]. Yeah, that was about it for meeting people. I saw a person walking around with a nice big purple tentacle. I also saw a group of ninjas abusing a big Spider-Man doll. I guess the most memorable one was a person dressed up as some skeleton warrior (well, just the huge skull and Dimmuburger or something written on the front) and going around saying "Iiiso hali!" ("biiig hug!") to people, hugging them and stroking their heads. XD
I sort of do hope that realism is just a passing fad.

630455  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-07-23
Written: (7046 days ago)

20:56 — Ropecon's over for me. The people in costumes were worth the whole of it, again. XD Maybe some day I'll actually remember to bring a camera along. And I like Johanna Sinisalo's attitude.

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Written about Friday 2005-07-22
Written: (7047 days ago)

19:44 — Well, I saw Sin City. And... yeah.

23:01 — I should be sleeping because I need to get up at about 6:30 tomorrow so that I can drive to Ropecon. I'm thinking I'll meet at least three people I know from the net... whee.
Huh. Sin City was good... sort of... but there was something that bothered me or something along those lines. And it just started feeling silly. O_o With luck, I'll have a nice nightmare. Could use one, at least.

628784  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-07-21
Written: (7048 days ago)
Next in thread: 629062

21:27 — It's somewhat amazing how much IRL conversations get better when you just don't (have to) care about inconvenient pauses in between speaking. Of course, since it's about me, that results in a LOT of inconvenient silences. I must be talented or something.

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Written about Tuesday 2005-07-19
Written: (7051 days ago)
Next in thread: 626909

01:23 — I can't believe it. Just THINKING makes me use up enough energy to heat my body up so that I'll be nearly dead for a few seconds. I drove my mom to Turku and back, and my room wasn't even cooler when I got back. I fucking hate summer. It's been the worst bloody damned summer ever. Not only is the heat untolerable, I've also been more tired, school hasn't gone well and I have issues. Vittu perkele saatana.

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Written about Monday 2005-07-18
Written: (7052 days ago)

00:45 — It's BLOODY FUCKING HOT! >_< And, since it's been raining, it's humid too! Like, our meter says 60 and it was 50 to 40 before. Why can't it be winter?!

623888  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-07-15
Written: (7054 days ago)

17:24 — Well, Batman was good. :D

622889  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-07-14
Written: (7055 days ago)

16:59 — I just totally fucked my eyes by watching TV for four and a half hours. Sigh.

622363  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-07-13
Written: (7056 days ago)
Next in thread: 622737, 623520

23:16 — It's damned 21 degrees outside, still! At this time! I've been bloody dead the whole fucking day. >_<

620692  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-07-11
Written: (7058 days ago)

21:05 — It's fucking bloody HOT here! Aaargh! My brain's fried. It's been like 30°C the whole day and my room's been 28°C. >_< Inhumane!

619779  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-07-10
Written: (7059 days ago)

14:41 — Yeeeah, renaming your original image files is an extremely exciting and useful thing to do. Holy crap I'm shivering out of sheer anticipation.
Bloody damned heat. It's 29°C in the shadow.

14:44 — Update: 30°C in the shadow. >_< !!!

618514  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-07-08
Written: (7061 days ago)
Next in thread: 618527, 619109

19:55 — I've sometimes come across people who keep on calling others "mister", "miss" and so on. I've gotten called those too, sometimes. It's bloody obscene if you think about it. The first thing people say about others is the look of their genitals and secondary sexual characteristics. I mean, really. I never understood that. It's damned obscene if you ask me.

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Written about Thursday 2005-07-07
Written: (7063 days ago)

01:02 — "Any transition serious enough to alter your definition of self will require not just small adjustments in your way of living and thinking but a full-on metamorphosis." Martha Beck, O Magazine, Growing Wings, January 2004 (yeah, shameless http://www.quotationspage.com/quote/32514.html)
... That quote sort of scares me... probably because it's often true. ó_ò

20:00 — In other news, I did get my glasses (whee, I actually can sometimes not see double or triple and so on!) and I finished the second phase of driving school. I'll just need to take this certificate thing to the police after about three months.

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Written about Monday 2005-07-04
Written: (7065 days ago)

03:35 — Uuuuh. I went to Helsinki today to see two people and came back just about half an hour ago. Tired. My legs are dead. x_x

13:40 — Sleep good. I still feel tired, but I guess that's sort of good. Well, now I have seen both [Sarde] and [Roma] in real life. Scary. The damn Helsinki bus station is an evil place. I didn't have time to buy anything decent to drink.
Today I have the slippery driving training whatever thing, and I'll get my new glasses. I wonder how long it'll take for me to drive there. Hmmh. I guess I'll go get the glasses, then go to the driving place and after that to the store. Cookies are needed.

612143  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-06-30
Written: (7069 days ago)

14:40 — Heh heh, I went to the eye doctor today. She put some funny stuff in my eyes that made them feel funny. It's going away now, though. I think she said something along the lines that I only have a tendency to dynamic squint. Well, kind of felt like that. She also said it's not really repairable, but I got a new pair of glasses that fixes something about it. I think I got a bit more short-sighted.
Well, I'll get the new glasses on the fourth. Then I can go to the slippery driving lesson thing wearing my new glasses. X)

611051  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-06-29
Written: (7070 days ago)
Next in thread: 611810

08:53 — I didn't sleep too good today. But that's not interesting. What is, is the song I just listened to. Finnish metal, specifically Teräsbetoni. >_> I guess you would need to listen to it and know Finnish to erm... "appreciate" it.

16:07 — Reaction test. XD http://www.lookuptables.com/
My best was 0,14, next 0,203 and mostly I was getting 0,21–0,24.

610293  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-06-28
Written: (7071 days ago)

12:34 — I guess I'll just have to wait until I'm not that incompetent. Oh well.
Hmm. I have an appointment to an eye doctor the day after tomorrow. Whee. I just need to hope this dynamic squint doesn't decide to have a lazy day. The day after that, I'll have a driving lesson and some theory stuff.
For some reason that made me think about a thing that happened to me some time ago. I was driving to Lielahti and right after I passed the crossroad of my town center, some obnoxious driver stuck right behind me. I was driving on the left lane because the cars on the right lane were driving just slowly enough to annoy me. In addition to that, I was eventually going to take a left anyway. Well, that car just stuck right behind me and looked like it was in a serious hurry. Well, I didn't change lanes, though I could have, because I was going to take a left in the crossroad after the next one and there were relatively many cars around. The other car didn't have as good chances to change lanes, but it could've done it. Yet it didn't and just hung behind me, driving right about on the patch of land on the left of the left lane so that it raised coulds of dust. It continued to hang behind me until about halfway after the first crossroad, after which there was plenty of space for it to change lanes. Yet it didn't even wait that long, but squeezed between me and the car on my right exactly when there were plenty of space ahead of us, but not behind or between. How stupid is that? The damned car could've done that just about any time. In addition to that, the car seemed to be in a hurry. There was an empty space in front of me because I don't tend to drive that fast, but still, is there any point when the string of cars that is ahead of me drives as fast as I do, and I'm just not trying to catch up? Not only that, but after the car had passed me, it drove past a few cars that were on the right lane and then squeezed right into a tight place in the right lane! I knew and saw that the right lane was going to be boggled for the next kilometer or two and the left lane would've been faster. Not only that, but there weren't even any crossroads where that car could've taken a right so as to have a reason to change lanes. So why did that speeding bitch hang behind me, one freaking meter away from me and after passing me changed voluntarily and without reason to the slow right lane?
People are stupid. If I ever get that car behind me again, I'm going to slow down, flip it off and mark down its licence plate. What a threat.

16:52 — Bloody damn the incompetence! >_< I'm a damn bloody coward.

19:36 — Uuh. Well, I was supposed to talk with my parents about the issue that's been bothering me and I finally did it. Though, maybe making your mom guess about it wasn't exactly the bravest thing to do. She got it right on the second try though. >_> Now I feel emotinally unstable or something. Weird... I was supposed to be relieved, but maybe it was more of a "what THEN?" issue. It seems to be.

21:26 — I guess I'm relieved now. Whopee. Of course the issue itself isn't even near to getting solved and is only getting worse. Oh well, that is the nature of the issue. I was somewhat surprised, though not much, that my mom did notice I was being weird. I had been walking aimlessly about the house for two days and been reserved for maybe three weeks or so, and she thought I had been looking idle for two weeks. I have a tactic! o_o Eh, that sounded more selfish than I would have liked it to at this point.

23:24 — I've been writing an autobiography (I'm thinking I'll need it soon enough), and damn, I have a lot to tell. Maybe it's too little. >_> I'm writing it in Finnish and it's going bloody well this far. I'm goood. It seems to also be helping my issues.

23:50 — I've been sweating like mad over this thing. :P

609535  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-06-27
Written: (7072 days ago)

16:18 — Annnnngst. Sigh. And I thought I couldn't get any more incompetent... Excuse me while I crawl.
Speaking of crawling, I was picking at the mat/rug we have in our livingroom, and at one point a bug crawled straight out from it. I swear it was living in between the little strings or was stuck there or something.

608214  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-06-25
Written: (7074 days ago)

19:59 — Midsummer fest, yay! Somebody turn off that sun! I want it to be dark at night and cold all day long!
To think that if it was winter, it would've been dark for like 4 hours. Compared to now, when it'll be dark in a few weeks. Bleh. Maybe I should just be happy that it is dark for half the year.

606011  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-06-23
Written: (7076 days ago)
Next in thread: 606013

08:23 — Gläh. My shoulder is better, but it's still rather dead. It hurts when I stand and I probably shouldn't sit either, but I can't do anything if I just lay around. Maybe this warming up electric blanket will do some good. Now the left side hurts a bit too.

605330  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-06-22
Written: (7077 days ago)

15:52 — Aaarghhh! The right side of my neck and upper back / shoulder is completely dead. I can't be in my nomal slouching position because it just HURTS my shoulder bloody damn too much. And since I can't slouch, I've discovered an all-new problem that pisses me off a damn lot. In addition to that, I can't really look up without bending my right arm up too, and even then I can't bend my head backwards. The only way I can hold my head up is if I retain this overly idealized posture and/or if I turn my head enough to the right (but not too much, because that hurts a lot, too). Bloody fucking shit. All this because I slept bad on it, apparently. And I was feeling so good otherwise. Excuse me while I curse some more.

17:30 — ANGST! Bloody fucking OW! My shoulder!

20:07 — Gaaa! Angst. >_< My shoulder just keeps on hurting. My mom told me to use our warming electric blanket thing, and it worked for a while... then the shoulder died again. Ow. I lied on the couch for some time and happened to watch a documentary about Margaret Thatcher. I didn't wear my glasses and I guess that's the reason who my short-sightedness is worse now. Damnit.

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