Finally got online, i may not come back a month at a time, I'm saving my money to buy my ex this one cool shirt,  trust girls to want expensive things, anywhome...my mood for the day is...mleh!

Well abother day of pain...my memories still haunt me to a point I can't sleep. I tried last night and woke up screaming my father's name, he is dead and has been for nearly a year, I think of following him yet I don't want to hurt anyone,  thanks for reading and have a good day..