Everytime i cry it seems to bring back memories, memories that i dnt want to remember
a good friend told me that tomorrow is a new day
when i was fighting with my mum i waited a day or two and everything was back to normal
well it doesnt work with friends
i have only known this friend for a short time but i feel i have gotten to know him pretty well
i hate fighting with friends especially friends like this who i care about alot
i think i have found the meaning of life... THERE IS NO MEANING!
life is just a game of poker or something that we all take part in wether we like it or not.
sometimes we hit it big and other times we lose(alot)
most of my friends seem to hit it big and i seem to lose alot but i know from the bottom there is only up
after all y do u think i am still alive?

Dear Diary,(yes i know u r probably all reading this too)
*sigh*
mum and i are fighting, again
its so annoying!
My life is a pile of shit!
the internet is the only personal space i get from her
and now shes gettin online ALL the time ( ok maybe not ALL the time, but whenever im talking to someone important)
Its gettin worse!
  from Jax

Fuck when is Jim gonna get online?