better? i don't know.

okay, today... i have lots of bad feelings. and regret. i was stupid yesterday. i hope i didn't ruin it all... damn my melancholic nature.. i want to hug.

Piano helps but only in present time, when i play. 22:42

what a crappy day! I just want to be in a dark chamber.. alone. 19:07

feeble but satisfied. the Formloff gig last night went great, although both me and marius was sick. lots of people there, including [Rockin' Ronja], which i miss right now..

well, I must make use of the day.

resilent and motivated. isn't it strange that a tiny little message on a elecronic device, can make you feel alot better?

but it's still cold here! :P

frozen and disjointed. it's so cold here. home today too. should have been at school, should have felt..

instead- letter.

im blocked for further frolic..too many bad feelings.

Tomorrow it will be okay! :)

Pallid and Silent. Home today. Feeling a bit ill. Too sick for school. It's boring here though.

I Miss...

Vain and Oblivoin. I'm a bit Blue tonight..
Cold and Hollow, but in a warm way. Like my songs...