I have a great girfriend! i've been with her today, we watched Sleepy Hollow. and had fun on the trampoline( Not that kinda fun! ;P you kinky-thinking-fuck! )

i like her..i'm very lucky to "Have" her.

Schmunch!

i want a professional camera.. i see motives everywhere.
i want to be artistic.
i want to write a new letter to my [Rockin' Ronja]

I have written very much music these two days. just small parts, but still..

i have slept alot today.. and i have been sucked blood out of at the medical center here, to check my liver satus.and i have been to the dentist today too. oh my english suck right now, sorry.

i've sent [Rockin' Ronja] the letter i wrote yesterday.I'm gonna visit her tomorrow. I miss her alot.. She's real special.

now i feel rather artistic, or just selfdestructive. feeling kinda good actually. i want to make something.. i need a companion in/with my artwork. I'll ask [Rockin' Ronja].

Oh god i love The Blue lotus.

Smile could kill...

Home today too. my liver stats are high. mabye i get blood poisoning. :P

i'm boring the living crap out of me, which ironicly is good, couse iv'e got that crap in my liver.. but it's just an
expression.

since i have nothing to do, i will write [Rockin' Ronja] a letter. :)

I Like the fish, it raises my selfconfidence, and i can almost feel her, when i touch it. :) Nam

Yesterday , my father cut himself with a chainsaw, in his face.. ouch! but he is ok now, i think.

im not good at writing a diary. i write so little, even though it's plenty on my mind. i'm the kind of person who has problems expressing my self, my feelings and thoughts. i think thats because i think in a very diverse way than others do. 

Today "Marius & Linn (C)" was here. we watched a sick movie, i don't remember its name, but it was really sick.
and i Got a new pair of real cool socks! :P
we've worked in the studio room today, making a plateau for my piano. it's going to be great!

well I want to call My dearest little beauty ([Rockin' Ronja]) now, to say good night.

She's coming here tomorrow.. looking forward to that! :)

Yesterday was a good day. [Rockin' Ronja] was here! :)

it's boring today..

looking down at my past diary postings, I see that I have huge mood swings.

well I'm fine now :)

better? i don't know.

okay, today... i have lots of bad feelings. and regret. i was stupid yesterday. i hope i didn't ruin it all... damn my melancholic nature.. i want to hug.

Piano helps but only in present time, when i play. 22:42

what a crappy day! I just want to be in a dark chamber.. alone. 19:07

what a great day! i like a girl :)

feeble but satisfied. the Formloff gig last night went great, although both me and marius was sick. lots of people there, including [Rockin' Ronja], which i miss right now..

well, I must make use of the day.

resilent and motivated. isn't it strange that a tiny little message on a elecronic device, can make you feel alot better?

but it's still cold here! :P

frozen and disjointed. it's so cold here. home today too. should have been at school, should have felt..

instead- letter.

im blocked for further frolic..too many bad feelings.

Tomorrow it will be okay! :)

Pallid and Silent. Home today. Feeling a bit ill. Too sick for school. It's boring here though.

I Miss...

Vain and Oblivoin. I'm a bit Blue tonight..
Cold and Hollow, but in a warm way. Like my songs...