Hey Everyone! I decided to post my poetry here because the description in my house was getting to long. Anywayz, if you haven't already, enjoy! I added some new ones and stuff to eliminate uneeded entries. :)
*~~F*CK THE WORLD~~*
Fuck the world, I hate this shit,
Damn emotions taking over, and making me sick.
They tear apart, and rip up inside,
They never leave, and I want to die.
My heart hardens, my soul quakes,
I can’t take it anymore; I want this to be a mistake.
Every night, and every day,
They never escape, and they have all the say.
Early in the morning, it awakens you,
You begin to cry, and there’s nothing you can do.
During the day, you feel like shit,
You hate it so much; you can’t take it one bit
In your sleep, you begin to dream,
Nightmares and terrors, it’s more than it seems.
You work so hard for something, in the end you waste your time,
Then someone else comes in, and commits the crime.
You hate yourself, and everyone is against you,
You are living death, and there’s nothing you can do.
Your soul starts to pass; your heart starts to fail,
You feel death upon you, and you must live to tell the tale…
~~*Dreams Really Do Come True..*~~
Angelic scenes,
Graceful Touch,
If only you knew,
I felt this much.
The world stops turning,
Dreams come true,
I finally realize,
I truly love you.
If I had one wish,
On this Earth,
It would be one kiss,
To prove loves worth.
Only then,
Do dreams come true,
That day hasn't been
But I will always wait for you.
No matter what happens,
I will always care,
When life twists and bends,
I will always be there.
I will never leave you,
Not through death or strife,
Because I know this love is true,
As true as the black of night.
Nothing can separate us,
Not even death,
Because if something happens to one of us,
I would wait for you.
The day we are together,
Will be a dream come true,
That day will be better,
Because I will finally have you.
*~~Always And Forever ...Continued~~*
Angelic Scenes, graceful touch,
If only you knew, I felt his much.
Sometimes I wish you could see,
All the tears, that were not meant to be.
For I live my life, wishing you were there,
But no matter what, I will always care.
I would wait forever, for you to be mine,
I would do anything, to become thine.
Continusely, I look into your eyes and I see an eternity of life,
Every time I see you my heart leaps, yet inside I softy strive.
When I think of you, my hands shake
And when I dream of you, I know that love is beyond Heaven's gates.
If I had one wish, on this Earth,
It would be one kiss, to prove my love's worth.
Only then, do dreams come true,
That day hasn't come, But I will always wait for you.
No matter what happends, I will always care,
No matter how life twists and bends, I will always be there.
Even when we are far away, I can sense we are near,
We are meant to be together, you are the one that dries my tears.
If you were to leave me, I would live in fear,
I would be lost without you; I would yearn to disappear.
If you were gone, I would not want to live live through,
Because I love you so much, and this I know is true.
~~*Destruction*~~
Bewildered,
Thunderstuck,
I just lost,
My true loves touch.
I just want,
To end it now,
Please beguild me,
While I take a bow.
God hates me,
I am cursed,
I wish I were average,
Of all, this emotion is the worst.
To many missed chances,
To much torment,
I want to end it now,
All I do is lament.
Every day,
And every night,
I look up at the sky,
And I see no light.
Stars please shine,
Shine for me,
While one last time,
I look up at the sky.
*~~Hope is hope, but Love is Forever~~*
There's so much I can't say,
When you look into my eyes.
I wish I could tell you,
All the secrets and the lies.
Every time I think of you,
My whole body shakes,
I wish I could say the truth;
My love is beyond death's gate.
My emotions are always with me,
No matter where I go,
They haunt me day and night,
And I always want to show.
Every time I feel you,
My heart leaps a few times,
I can't imagine life without you,
It would seem like a crime.
But you act as if I am invisible,
And you say we are friends forever,
But when it comes down to it,
Our friendship is severed.
And every time I dream of you,
I see us together,
But I know that cannot be,
Unless today is never.
My soul is burning,
Like a fire inside of me,
I wish that this would all over.
That we would forever be.
But every time I talk to you,
You always think of her,
"Why? Oh why!" I ask
"Why is your heart so sure?"
"I don't know," he says
As I burn in anger,
"I love her so much,"
I wish that was me forever.
Forever I would love him,
And forever I would care,
Forever I would live my life,
But I know ...he will never be there.
As I grow weary I go to bed,
And my heart continues to ache tonight,
I know I will not sleep
As my heart wishes for something truly right:
"Chances are everything,"
"Chances are worth so much,"
"Why can't I have a chance?"
"To prove myself in true loves touch."
~~*Graduation Day is... *~~
Today is not a day to be taken lightly,
Today is not a day to forget,
For today we graduate,
And as of today, we have mastered our wits.
This day will never come again,
As we live in glory,
This day will never cease in our hearts,
For today ...we cannot say sorry.
Some of the people around us are lifelong friends,
While others have been lifelong foes,
We will never forget these people today,
For today, is a day of woe.
For today is a time in our lives we cannot forget,
Today is the day we say good-bye.
To everyone around us,
Today, I tell you "why?"
Today is a day we can tell,
Everyone around us,
How much they mean to our individuality,
And how in their lives, we trust.
Those around us have shaped who we are,
Have formed our future, present, and past.
Those around us give us hope,
Even when others give us wrath.
Today I tell you to take who you are,
And love everything around you,
For you never know when its going to exit,
Our lives, our prayers, our hearts today ...our past of undying truth.
*~~Willow's Grace~~*
I remember you do you remember me too
Born on the 14th of July the smell of roses made her cry
And though you’re going far from home rest assured you’re not alone
'Cause i would give everything that i own
I’d give you my heart and this skin and these bones
the sun the moon the earth the sky i’d never even stopped to wonder why
I would do anything
I would give everything
To be your everything
It seems like such a long long time since your body crossed my mind
But i think that you should know
It wasn’t i who had to go
‘Cause i would give everything that i own
I'd give you my love and this heart made of stone
The sun the moon the earth the sky the motorcycle that i like to ride
I would do anything
I would give everything
To be your everything
But if ever you should stray just sing along and i will play
Look into your hands i’m slipping through them like a tiny grain of sand
I remember you do you remember me too
Seems like such a long long time since i held you near and called you mine
‘Cause i would give everything that i own
I’d give you my heart and this skin and these bones
The sun the moon the earth the sky a brand new car that you and i could drive
I would do anything
I would give everything
To be your everything
Everything
~~*Kat's Poem*~~
"I love her, can’t you see,"
I say to myself as I sit among the trees.
Deep in the heart of a precious wood.
"I need to tell her, yes, I should!"
Now let me tell you what she’s like.
You wouldn’t see more beauty on a nature hike.
As colours blend on an autumn tree.
More beautiful than that, even, is she.
"What about her heart?" you want to know.
She gives more love than winter does snow.
How does she do it?
I have no clue.
But when she says she loves you,
It’s more than true.
From our beginning,
From our start,
I’ve never wished to be apart.
For my hell on earth is simply this.
To lose, my dear,
This such sweet bliss.
I pray, sweetheart,
For you to see,
That you mean everything to me.
I love you Kat,
And that is true,
I’ve always needed someone like you.
*~~Insecure~~*
A girl who's unsure,
And a girl who's scared.
A girl who's changing,
And a girl who's unaware.
A girl who's been blessed,
Beyond her wildest dreams.
God touched her hand,
And her life was redeemed.
Her mind often ponders,
Asking "Why me Lord?"
My flaws show,
Yet I am far from low.
You put me in the palm of your hand.
How can I ever thank you?
He then says,
Just let your heart me true.
Be true to yourself,
Let your true self show.
He is your everything,
He's what makes you glow.
When your with him,
You laugh your fullest.
You love your deepest,
And your careless.
Careless about the world around you,
And Careless about your clothes.
Careless about your appearence,
And yet ...your flawless.
~~*LoVe*~~
As lovers sit beside each other
eye to eye they see
how meening full and full of love
each other shall always be
Love they say is to strong for words
and to strong to throw around
but nothing feels more like love
then listening to their hearts' which pound
Love is the most incredible feeling
one usually describes with sighs
you can feel the warmth and respect
when you look in to your lovers eyes
If Love should ever come within two hearts
their souls will colide into one
Then life will turn into a wonderful place
and seem there is good to be done
*~~CoRy (what an asshole)~~*
Shadow's lurking behind,
Catching up to my spriting run.
As fate begins to unwind,
I realize the damage is done.
My heart begins to tear.
As despair takes me.
The memories blankly stare,
At what was meant to be.
I begin to slow in hopelessness.
As I fall deeper within.
I can't help but reminisce,
Of your grave sins.
Tonight and forever, I lie in bed drowning.
Peace will not find me here.
Tears fill my eyes with yearning.
Of something so close and dear.
~~*The Invisible Girl*~~
A girl who's cut,
And suffers, cries, and bleeds,
Is she still present,
If no one sees?
"If she's invisible,"
"Does she still die?"
As she drowns
And begins to cry.
Her hearts torn into pieces.
With one thing molding it together.
As her life proceeds,
She continually suffers,
While everyone else,
Indulges in good deeds.
She moarnfully awakens
Each morning to more,
And labled as "the freak,"
While others are adored.
She proclaims to her Lord,
"Why me? Why must life be this way?"
While anger and malice take over.
She falls into rest,
Where she is so gracefully sheltered.
She begins to loose herself,
In something so terrifying,
For others have done onto her,
And her repay will be gratifying.
She again proclaims,
As others don't know what it's like,
And she finally says,
"Welcome to my life."
"Did you ever think of her?"
"Who's life was taken away?"
"She's imprisioned,"
"Every single day."
Unable to leave,
The anger in her builds,
She's trapped in herself,
As others get their will.
"Nothings ever good enough,"
She grieves sadly,
Always lementing,
As she goes crazy.
And as she tries to run,
She's only trapped more.
Trapped in a life,
To the very core.
Hope has left her,
And faith has been gone,
As her innocence,
Matters no more.
She is blammed,
For unameable deeds.
As others say,
"It happens to everybody."
As she tells herself,
"They can't be more wrong."
She slowly looses,
What she once helf strong.
An innocent girl,
Who's soul was taken away,
Now lies in bed,
Holding a knifeblade.
As she tears,
She tells herself,
"From here, it only gets better."
And she goes away to a land of wealth."
*~~Just A LiL Sumthin I wrote~~*
Tonight I lie in bed drowing.
All I can do is cry.
Within the tears are seeping.
And all I want to do is die.
Peace will not find me here.
Fate is set out in front of me.
Sadly, what I have lost is so dear.
But, these paths were meant to be.
You don't understand this.
Don't try to counsel or heal.
I don't want to reminise.
For you have broken the covenent seal.
You betrayed me like no one.
You destroyed my life.
With this I say, I'm done.
Yet, inside I softly strive.
Why did you commit these acts?
Were you so unsure?
No matter what, I had your back.
But now, our friendship endures.
Through thick and thin,
We have grown.
No matter what, we will win!
Our lives together are sewn.
~~*Freedom*~~
Have you ever wanted to just release it all?
But haven't in apprehension that no one will understand?
But when that one person stands up to help,
They sometimes fall and you feel like shit?
"Everyone's been through so much,"
"And no one wants to hear you complain,"
But all you want is someone to help you,
Out of the deep dark twisted world your in.
Pretty much everything you dreamed of is gone,
And pretty much everything you wanted has left,
And when it comes down to it,
We're all screwed over in the end.
Things come and appear
Only to keep you alive,
But when you need them the most
In reality you so full-heatidly strive.
Your friends have stabbed you in the back,
And all else is in choas..
And when you reach out,
Everyone runs away
Everyone doesn't understand
No matter what they say,
Simple things are twisted
And uncomplex things are difficult
And if you release what you want to say about everything,
You definitly loose what you wanted the most.
Because they take it the wrong way
Or they think you mean else ware
But honestly,
Without those things,
Those things that keep you alive,
You would've been in Heaven long ago,
Failing to strive in a reality
That you so desperately want to be a part of.
Life is hard,
And we learn so much,
But why do others rejoice,
While others bleed and suffer?
Why do you get so mad,
That your about to blow,
Because your so stressed out,
About almost everything in your life.
Your horomones are in a million directions
And everything around you is changing
And when you try to reach out..
IT ONLY GETS WORSE
And you try to keep it all inside
But all you do
Is lie in bed,
And in depression,
Drown in your own blood and cry.
*~~What You Did To Me~~*
Ever thought of what you did to me?
I miss the times I thought we were close.
Because of others, I suddenly realized
You caused me so much suffering and toxicity.
I miss the times we were up late at night,
But I was sudeenly demised
When we talked about anything and everything.
And you betrayed me many times.
I was to stupid to see,
That over and over again,
I was being stabbed in the back,
When you said you loved me.
YOU told me you loved me,
And you said we would be together.
The rest of our lives were weaved,
Into this path that was meant to be.
But it was all fake,
Why did you do this?
I can't tell you how much,
I lie in bed awake.
Yet, tonight I lie in bed crying.
For I thought we were Brother and Sister.
And I never want to imagine again.
In this undying reality.
Please let me be free!
For you were never my friend,
I hate you with a passion,
And hope the times I miss leave.
~~*True Love Never Dies..*~~
[
I am gonna add a lil note on this one. I had to write a poetry collection for school and I contemplated upon a topic to write about. Therefore, I asked myself, "What if I was to my boyfriend and I were to break up...? The answer to my question resulted in this poem.]
When you look into my eyes,
There's so much I can't say.
I fear of what will happen,
To this paradise we made.
My whole body shakes,
When you cross my mind.
Why must I keep these secrets,
Until the day I die?
Every time I feel you,
My heart leaps a few times,
I can't imagine life without you,
It would seem like a crime.
No matter where I go,
My emotions are always with me.
They haunt me day and night,
Because we are meant to be.
I will never miss all those times,
We were up late at night,
Talking about everything,
And connecting that felt so right.
I've wanted to say, "I love you,"
For the longest time,
I want to be together again,
For it always consumed my mind.
And I will never miss those times,
We held on together,
And said everything would be okay,
When hope was held by a feather.
I realize now that I must tell you,
Everything within my mind.
For otherwise change will not occur,
And I will always have to softly strive.
"Why did we give this up?"
I ask with complete sincerity,
As I walk up to you one day,
And asked with complete clarity.
"We've been through so much,"
"Think and thin as the years passed by,"
"And yet we gave everything up,"
"And I still don't know why."
"Despite what happens,"
"I have always loved you."
"And despite everything,"
"I've always come through."
"I know I've made mistakes,"
"And I know I'm far from the best,"
"But I also realize now and forever,"
"That I will surpass all the rest."
"I can always guarentee,"
"That I will faith in you,"
"And when no one believes,"
"I will always remain true."
"I want to make you smile,"
"For the rest of my life,"
"And always be with you,"
"Every day and night."
"I so desperately want back what we had,"
"And If I don't ask you to be mine,"
"I can guarantee,"
"That I will regret it the rest of my life."
And I rejoice to the Heaven's.
As we kiss in solidity.
Because, for the longest time,
You have been thinking the same thing.