Well, I didn't do yesterday's diary b/c it was a bad day for me, so I'll guess I'll do todays. It's going to be mostly about yesterday and what happen today. Well today, nothing really happen, just laying around the house and being on the computer, WOW, I have a exciting life! *hehe* Thats what happen today, but yesterday was a really bad ans depression day b/c my gf wants to break up with me? I don't know why she wants too? She really didn't tell me, but it was her friend that told me she wanted too? I wasn't really expecting it, and it surprized me out of nowhere? I did notice one thing, the only way i can talk to her is through MSN Messager, and she hasn't been coming on lately? The last time I did talk to her was on Sunday night, and that was it, so all this week I have done nothing but wait on the computer and wait for her to come on. I miss her very much and I love her, I don't want to lose her, b/c she is special to me. I know somewhere, that she still loves me and doesn't want to lose me either, but there is something in her mind that is telling her something, but I don't know what it is and neither does she? Well, i g2g now, and hopefully she will come to her sences that I love her and she loves me, and we will be back together one day. I will love her with all my heart if she will take me back, b/c i am a good person and I will treat right, b/c she and I know that, so please let us stay together.

Well, here I am again, writing in my diary, again. Today was a boring day, like usual. Didn't do much bu sleep, be on the computer, and play games. The only real thing I did today was drive up north to get a pizza for me and my brother. Also, me and him had to clean the house, me doing the dishes, like usual, but they got done. Right now, my brother is trying to take pictures of the bunny that lives around the house, he got the pics, but there too small to see, but he may got a better one? Anyways, that is how my life was today, nothing out of the ordinary, just the way I live here. Well g2g now, later.

Here is another entry, today was as boring as it ever was, well not until later that afternoon. What all happen today was that I didn't goto sleep again till 4 in the morning, which really suck b/c there isn't anything on TV at that time, damn info-mercial! Later that morning, whenever I woke up, which I think it was 10 or 11 o'clock? I forgot? *hehe* Anyways I got up, didn't really do much, I took a nap for I say... 2 and a half hours. It felt good. Later after I woke up, I took a shower, b/c i wanted to go somewhere, just to get out of the house. After all that, me and my brother drove off, he drove, and try to visit are cousin, which he wasn't there, then drive off to the mall, again for me. We both stayed there from 4 to 7. Most of that time there i was playing the games again, DDR *yes!*, but i sucked b/c i wasn't warmed up to play it *crap!*, but I stilled played. Anyways I got to see one of the normal people there as usual, James, was playing when I got there. He played, then quit, then play again. He was like that for most of the time I was there, then he left with his friends, while I was there still playing. Also, I think I hurt my leg somehow? Well, my right leg at the knee cap and back hamstring and lower calf muscle. It still hurts right now, but the other day, it didn't hurt at all? I think it is b/c of the weather, b/c righ tnow it is partically dark, cool, and cloudy, which is a good thing, b/c there has been anyrain here in the past 3 to 4 weeks! Well that ends this entery for today, there will be another one tomorrow so who ever reads this can see how I live my life, g2g now, later.

Well, I guess I'll start using this thing again, even though I haven't used it in a long time. I'll guess I will start off that my day was pretty boring, that's when I firsted woke up, which was around 10:00 in the more, and I didn't goto sleep until 4:00 in the morning. I just woke up recent from a nap I was suppose to take for 30 minutes, but it lasted for about 2 and a half hours? Well, earlier today, I went to the mall, like always. and played a game I always like to play, DDR (HELL YEAH!), and I got to see one of the people I always see there. He is a better player then me in the game, but I'm working on it? Also, I finally figure out what his name was, even though I saw him so many time, which James. He is pretty cool, always a show off when it comes to certain songs he dances to. *hehe* He always draws a crowd when he plays, but for some reason I don't, well maybe a small crowd? Also, I got to meet someone else, which his name was David. He was also good, especially, b/c he was playing in boots? His sister also played too, and she was good at the game too, and she was playing in flip-flops! Anyways, I left from the house around 12 or 1 o'clock, I forgot what the time was? I stayed there till about 4:00 and left. I'll keep going back to the mall and pratice, b/c there is a Tournament that is coming up, *cough cough* August 6th-14th *cough cough*, and thats why I keep going to the mall. Hopefully I'll do good and make it at least through the first round, which probably I won't, but I can stay and watch. *hehe* There are so many people that are better then me, and I'm working on it, I can only beat two or three Heavy song, but with slow beats, but mostly I play Standard x2 songs. Anyways, I'll guess I leave another message in here when I have the time too, This maybe the first or last message the I may put in her until something interesting happens in my life? Well g2g later all, for those who are reading this, bye.

BOY: I saw her today
GIRL: I saw him today

BOY: It seems like its been forever
GIRL: I wonder if he still cares

BOY: She looks better than before
GIRL: I couldn't stop staring at him

BOY: I asked her how things were going
GIRL: I asked about his new girlfriend

BOY: I'd choose her over any girl im with
GIRL: He's probablly really happy right now

BOY: I couldnt look at her without starting to cry
GIRL: He couldnt even look at me

BOY: I told her I miss her
GIRL: He doesnt mean it

BOY: I meant it
GIRL: He didnt mean it

BOY: I love her
GIRL: He loves his new girlfriend

BOY: I held her for the last time
GIRL: He gave me a friendly hug

BOY: Then I went home and cried
GIRL: Then I went home and cried

BOY: I lost her
GIRL: I still love him





At this very minute...

someone is thinking of you
someone cares about you.
someone misses you
someone wants to hold your hand.
someone wants you to be happy.
someone wants to dance with you.
someone wants to hug you.
someone will do anything for you.
someone needs to know your love is unconditional.
someone wants to tell you how much they care.
someone wants to stay up watching movies w/ you.
someone wants to hold you in their arms.
someone wants to see you.
someone wants to be your lover.
someone loves you for who you are.
someone loves the way you make them feel.
someone wants to be with you.
someone wants you to know they are there for you.
someone is glad that you're their friend.
someone is wishing you would notice them.
someone wants to get to know you better.
someone loves you.

This is just something i like to read.

Well today their was really nothing to do, so this entry maybe a little short. Sunday maybe the slowest day for me right now, and I have been out of school for nearly a week. All the other days have gone by and now this time it is boring. I wish I could write more but it about time to go. I have to write more when their is some thing to do, later.

The fist entry to my very own diary. Today, which was the first time I haved worked out in a long time, was that I got to play a little softball with my cousins whinch I haven't seen in so many years. I also think I throw out my arm, which kind of hurts right now? Back to my story, I got to play for a little bit which made me a little winded. I got to see my brother play in the game, which he play sports all the time, mainly football, basketball, and baseball. He started late in a game when we got there and he didn't want to play. After he got into there and started to play. Later, when it was time for him to play again, he play and made me and my mother happy to see him play a sport he really likes. Now back to me, I had fun all today and thats what really happen today. When we came home, we were all tried and took a nap and now I'm been on the computer ever since I woke up. I know that maybe a little stupid, but it's the only thing we did today. Got to go, write more on the days to follow. Later