Nicole

Nicole I love you
But you don't care
You don't know how it is to only be able to stare
Nicole your the only one for me
why won't you just let it be
Nicole you would have it all
All you would have to do is give me a call
Nicole I don't want to let you go
My mind has begun to go though
Nicole I'm so dpressed
Because I've been surpressed
Everything in my dreams that I wanted to do
Will never come ture, Because all I want is you
Nicole if I don't do something
Then there will be nothing
By the count of three
I will be
gone

My life is shit
I'm sick of all of it
The guy I see
Is not the one I used to be
Why was I rejected
Why wasn't I selected
What is wrong with me
If she was with me it would be hevan times three
No wasn't something in my mind
But now its all behind
And I can't get with her
I am almost sure
But what is so fucked up
Is she denied me because friends thought I sucked
Now I am alone
Just staring at the phone
Hoping that I would get a call
And thats my down fall
I love her and my its falt
But this shit gotta come to a halt
My ray of hope is gone along with my heart
Its gone away on a cart
This girls name is nicole
And I am invisible to her
I'm just done
If only I had a gun

The Sickness

All that I know is fading away
The only thing love did for me is create pain
They don't understand I'm a time bomb
I think that I will go off soon if I don't get a break
All of my life I've been a nice guy but the sickness is coming and I can't hide
Maybe I should run I don't know but its inside me so where would I go
I need a savior
A ray of light on my forgoten soul
This ray of light is a girl named NICOLE

This poem in tribute to my dier love (that I can't have)

I WILL TRY AGAIN


A long time ago I was in love
I was cupids friend
Until the end where I got the arrow through the heart
Beacause I was rejected
I felt like I was in a soap opra
This girl I want, she thought that using someone else to get to her was bad
I would have taken it as a complement
Despite tha facts I'm going to get her back
I will not fail in rain, sleet or hail
I WILL TRY AGAIN

Theres this girl I want
Shes disstrot
I love her but she don't care
She don't understand
Not being with her is tearing me up
Everyday I'm not with her I die inside
Although she don't know I would die for her
If she was with me she would have whatever she wanted
But nothin is gona get me with her
She is hot but that is not all it I love her

The Demon

I apear to be normal
I look as though I'm happy
I have a demon inside and Its wants out
I don't want to let it out but it slips sometimes
I kind of like to let it out because it makes me feel better
I shouldn't let it out because it can't be controled
I know there is good inside
I hope someday I can reach that good again
I hope this demon that controls me will be gone one day
I know I can't live without the demon though
I know that I can use the demon to my advantage
I hope I don't loose control

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