[dfafadsfasdasf]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2004-05-29
Written: (7465 days ago)

My love

My love is great
I'm full of hate
I debate

Wether to stay or go
I need some help bro
Cause this just blows

This world is dum
I'm like a crum
To you

I love you, you know
You don't though
So how are we suposed to grow

I don't want you gone
Your not just a pon
To me

My love for you doesn't end
I just want to spend
My life with you

238075  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2004-05-28
Written: (7465 days ago)

The Darkness

Its coming
So you better get going
Whats that I hear
Is it the rising fear
Don't go to bed
Or you will be dead
Don't go in the dark
Because its bite is worse than its bark
Don't go out at night
Or you'll never see the light
Watch out 
Thats what its about
Don't go to sleep
Or you will go deep
Down into the depts
Of hate and dispare
And you won't care
Once you are there
It will be hard to bare
As it comes up with its mighty will
Only to kill

237314  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2004-05-28
Written: (7466 days ago)

Love

Love is a great thing
It's just as good as bling bling
Love is kool
It just rules
Love is the best
It defeats all the rest
Love kicks ass
Just like catching a big bass
Love is just great
Except when there's hate
Love is in my heart
I hope it don't depart
Before I say goodbye
I have to say why
Aren't you in love

Deticated to Smoochie**

235799  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2004-05-26
Written: (7467 days ago)

Without You

Depression
Is just a expression
Words can't dscribe
The way I feel inside
My life is crashing down in an earthquake
My heart is ready to brake
Into a million peices
And I don't have hudreds of resons
I just have one
Then I'm done
In reality it is you that keeps me going
That keeps me flowing
That keeps me rolling
I just want to be with you
You know that its true
What should I do
Should I say the hell with you
I don't know what to say
There is no way
THAT I CAN BE WITHOUT YOU

228817  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2004-05-20
Written: (7473 days ago)

Nicole

Nicole I love you
But you don't care
You don't know how it is to only be able to stare
Nicole your the only one for me
why won't you just let it be
Nicole you would have it all
All you would have to do is give me a call
Nicole I don't want to let you go
My mind has begun to go though
Nicole I'm so dpressed
Because I've been surpressed
Everything in my dreams that I wanted to do
Will never come ture, Because all I want is you
Nicole if I don't do something
Then there will be nothing
By the count of three
I will be
gone

226607  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2004-05-19
Written: (7475 days ago)

My life is shit
I'm sick of all of it
The guy I see
Is not the one I used to be
Why was I rejected
Why wasn't I selected
What is wrong with me
If she was with me it would be hevan times three
No wasn't something in my mind
But now its all behind
And I can't get with her
I am almost sure
But what is so fucked up
Is she denied me because friends thought I sucked
Now I am alone
Just staring at the phone
Hoping that I would get a call
And thats my down fall
I love her and my its falt
But this shit gotta come to a halt
My ray of hope is gone along with my heart
Its gone away on a cart
This girls name is nicole
And I am invisible to her
I'm just done
If only I had a gun

225737  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2004-05-18
Written: (7476 days ago)

The Sickness

All that I know is fading away
The only thing love did for me is create pain
They don't understand I'm a time bomb
I think that I will go off soon if I don't get a break
All of my life I've been a nice guy but the sickness is coming and I can't hide
Maybe I should run I don't know but its inside me so where would I go
I need a savior
A ray of light on my forgoten soul
This ray of light is a girl named NICOLE

This poem in tribute to my dier love (that I can't have)

225514  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2004-05-17
Written: (7476 days ago)

I WILL TRY AGAIN


A long time ago I was in love
I was cupids friend
Until the end where I got the arrow through the heart
Beacause I was rejected
I felt like I was in a soap opra
This girl I want, she thought that using someone else to get to her was bad
I would have taken it as a complement
Despite tha facts I'm going to get her back
I will not fail in rain, sleet or hail
I WILL TRY AGAIN

222872  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2004-05-15
Written: (7479 days ago)
Next in thread: 223692

Theres this girl I want
Shes disstrot
I love her but she don't care
She don't understand
Not being with her is tearing me up
Everyday I'm not with her I die inside
Although she don't know I would die for her
If she was with me she would have whatever she wanted
But nothin is gona get me with her
She is hot but that is not all it I love her

222840  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2004-05-15
Written: (7479 days ago)

The Demon

I apear to be normal
I look as though I'm happy
I have a demon inside and Its wants out
I don't want to let it out but it slips sometimes
I kind of like to let it out because it makes me feel better
I shouldn't let it out because it can't be controled
I know there is good inside
I hope someday I can reach that good again
I hope this demon that controls me will be gone one day
I know I can't live without the demon though
I know that I can use the demon to my advantage
I hope I don't loose control

BlackFire66

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