My life is a lie
Why can't I just die
Maybe I should say goodbye
I really don't know
I don't want her to go
I am the audence and she is the show
All I can do is stare
I'm not able to bare
My soul to her
How can I be with her
When I can't even tell her
All that needs to be said
Like the fact that i love her more than me not being dead
She means the world to me
But I think I should let it be
But she is all I need
TO BE HAPPY
I love you Nicole
But I'm like a mole
Because I'm down in hole
Away from you
I love you anyway
All though it probably won't stay
I'll probably turn gay
I just wana say
I will all ways love u
What am I gona do
My heart is like goo
All because its not me and you
Together
I'm just sad
I'm feeling bad
Because will not I see her no more
The summer will be a borr
Without her
She is my pride
That swells up inside
I think I'm gona cry
Or maybe just die
Because I can no longer look her in the eye
And I won't even get say goodbye
It used to be great
But now this world I hate
She never took the bait
Now it is to late
And I don't know what to do
Maybe next year
I will get her
She is the best
Above all the rest
I just want to be with her
A HOLE IN MY HEART
The things that I see
Were not ment to be
I wish I could flee
I fear I'll go on a killing spree
I don't want that though
I'm a pretty calm bro
If only there was a way to show
But I don't know
I'm scared to die
But I just wana cry
Because I can't be with you
And I know that it is true
All I want to do is be with you
All of my life
I want you to be my wife
But that can't happen
What do you think i'm an assasin
IThis is just great
Now I'm all full of hate
Why did I wait
Why didn't I take the chance
In advance
I don't know
But I'm pretty sure its over though
I mean now I got a friend that wants you to
What can I do
You love him more
And your willing to bore
A hole through MY HEART
The Warrior
With one strike you will be gone
Just like a queen taking a pon
You won't forget the last thing you see
His face when he is killing you all full of glee
His sword is the greatest one of them all
It just loves to watch them fall
When he comes there's nothing you can do
You see him and your paints fill with poo
He is a killer
And he knows it
He can't be defeated
You must be on crack if you think you can beat him
Your so kool
Like an ice cool pool
Your friends with my gurl
Wow what a small world
I think your great
And I do hate
That I can't have 2 gurlfriends
But my love belongs to smoochie
I don't think shes a hoochie
So I can't be ether
I have to take a breather
But before I say goodbye
I have to look you in the eye
And say I would cry
If anything happened to you
Deticated to **love**
BlackFire
They say fire down there is red
But nobody knows because to get down there you have to be dead
I know the truth
Because i killed grandma ruth
If you go down, which this isn't something for your aim
You will be dead and engolfed by the flames
What should you do to stay out of here
Lay off the pot and the beer
Just remeber if you go down there
Make sure you look at the flames
And what you will see
The blackFire sea
Nothing in this poem is true
My love
My love is great
I'm full of hate
I debate
Wether to stay or go
I need some help bro
Cause this just blows
This world is dum
I'm like a crum
To you
I love you, you know
You don't though
So how are we suposed to grow
I don't want you gone
Your not just a pon
To me
My love for you doesn't end
I just want to spend
My life with you
The Darkness
Its coming
So you better get going
Whats that I hear
Is it the rising fear
Don't go to bed
Or you will be dead
Don't go in the dark
Because its bite is worse than its bark
Don't go out at night
Or you'll never see the light
Watch out
Thats what its about
Don't go to sleep
Or you will go deep
Down into the depts
Of hate and dispare
And you won't care
Once you are there
It will be hard to bare
As it comes up with its mighty will
Only to kill
Love
Love is a great thing
It's just as good as bling bling
Love is kool
It just rules
Love is the best
It defeats all the rest
Love kicks ass
Just like catching a big bass
Love is just great
Except when there's hate
Love is in my heart
I hope it don't depart
Before I say goodbye
I have to say why
Aren't you in love
Deticated to Smoochie**
Without You
Depression
Is just a expression
Words can't dscribe
The way I feel inside
My life is crashing down in an earthquake
My heart is ready to brake
Into a million peices
And I don't have hudreds of resons
I just have one
Then I'm done
In reality it is you that keeps me going
That keeps me flowing
That keeps me rolling
I just want to be with you
You know that its true
What should I do
Should I say the hell with you
I don't know what to say
There is no way
THAT I CAN BE WITHOUT YOU
Nicole
Nicole I love you
But you don't care
You don't know how it is to only be able to stare
Nicole your the only one for me
why won't you just let it be
Nicole you would have it all
All you would have to do is give me a call
Nicole I don't want to let you go
My mind has begun to go though
Nicole I'm so dpressed
Because I've been surpressed
Everything in my dreams that I wanted to do
Will never come ture, Because all I want is you
Nicole if I don't do something
Then there will be nothing
By the count of three
I will be
gone
My life is shit
I'm sick of all of it
The guy I see
Is not the one I used to be
Why was I rejected
Why wasn't I selected
What is wrong with me
If she was with me it would be hevan times three
No wasn't something in my mind
But now its all behind
And I can't get with her
I am almost sure
But what is so fucked up
Is she denied me because friends thought I sucked
Now I am alone
Just staring at the phone
Hoping that I would get a call
And thats my down fall
I love her and my its falt
But this shit gotta come to a halt
My ray of hope is gone along with my heart
Its gone away on a cart
This girls name is nicole
And I am invisible to her
I'm just done
If only I had a gun
The Sickness
All that I know is fading away
The only thing love did for me is create pain
They don't understand I'm a time bomb
I think that I will go off soon if I don't get a break
All of my life I've been a nice guy but the sickness is coming and I can't hide
Maybe I should run I don't know but its inside me so where would I go
I need a savior
A ray of light on my forgoten soul
This ray of light is a girl named NICOLE
This poem in tribute to my dier love (that I can't have)
I WILL TRY AGAIN
A long time ago I was in love
I was cupids friend
Until the end where I got the arrow through the heart
Beacause I was rejected
I felt like I was in a soap opra
This girl I want, she thought that using someone else to get to her was bad
I would have taken it as a complement
Despite tha facts I'm going to get her back
I will not fail in rain, sleet or hail
I WILL TRY AGAIN
Theres this girl I want
Shes disstrot
I love her but she don't care
She don't understand
Not being with her is tearing me up
Everyday I'm not with her I die inside
Although she don't know I would die for her
If she was with me she would have whatever she wanted
But nothin is gona get me with her
She is hot but that is not all it I love her
The Demon
I apear to be normal
I look as though I'm happy
I have a demon inside and Its wants out
I don't want to let it out but it slips sometimes
I kind of like to let it out because it makes me feel better
I shouldn't let it out because it can't be controled
I know there is good inside
I hope someday I can reach that good again
I hope this demon that controls me will be gone one day
I know I can't live without the demon though
I know that I can use the demon to my advantage
I hope I don't loose control
BlackFire66