Choices are nothing but a burden burning a hole into each and every one of our shoulders..

The childhood memories I at one time had, have come and passed.
The happiness I at one time experienced is now a part of my past.
The hole inside my heart is only becoming deeper,
And the tension and confusion inside my head is only becoming
steeper.
I no longer need your constant ridicule,
Because I now have come to realize its my heart that you have
fooled.
These ropes are no longer binding me to you so forcefully.
The pain I’ve felt for so long is finally being lifted
remorsefully.
My reason to smile has been raped so bitterly from me,
and my eyes feel like they can no longer see.
My eternal happiness is now only a dream.
My spinning thoughts I no longer know what they mean…


Yup i wrote it.. Comments would be lovely.

How come no matter what i do, i cant seem to make anyone happy? Including myself..!.. ugh

Ive come to the conclusion that I am way to sexual.. I seriously don't know any other girl that is like me.. I talk about sex all the time.. i think about it all the time.. i want it.. all the time! erghhhh.. :x

STITCHES FUCKING SUCK!!... GRRARR!!! n junk -pulls them out with tweezers even tho im not supposed 2-..hehehe.

heh.. have you ever had the feeling that everything is a fucking conspiracy?.. hehehe.. Its like.. everyone is being forced to like me.. and no one really does.. Hmmm.. -looks around nervously-... eh.. Yup.. my mouth fucking hurts, i feel like a weenie.. oh well..

Ooh.. Colorado is fucking retarded.. I miss home..really bad.. and obviously my friends miss me -glares bitterly at acea- i cant believe you.. that is so fucked up! I dont even know what to fucking think right now.. im so fucking mad..

Fuck men.. I am so about to fuckin go lesbian.. Its amazing how one person can rip a persons heart out without caring.. BLah FUCK YOU JONATHAN JAMES ADAM KORUS.. Fuck you..

....Im in the middle of taking semester tests.. and they suck butt. I woke up and only had like 10 minutes to get to school so im a bit crabby if i dare say so myself. :) Blah

woo the last day of school is on monday.. i cant wait except i will probably end up killing someone or myself before then. GOD IM STRESSED OUT.. derf.. uh yea anywho i just felt like writing something so it wouldnt be sad and empty anymore. :)