My face was kissed by the sweet rays of the sunshine gleaming off of the lake of my life...



 My sweet blue oblivion.. You make the nonscence make sence.. You make the dull turn bright..

    The way you've impacted and changed the way i feel about things.. the sweet things ive taken for granted.. the feelings ive overlooked.. happiness is something i long for.. something i strive for.. you've made the fight easily won.. Thank you..

The stars can only shine so bright when your world is clouded by a dull gray, and everything that surrounds you is an empty sprial...


 

"Look What You've Done"

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Reality is nothing more than a dream...

Choices are nothing but a burden burning a hole into each and every one of our shoulders..

The childhood memories I at one time had, have come and passed.
The happiness I at one time experienced is now a part of my past.
The hole inside my heart is only becoming deeper,
And the tension and confusion inside my head is only becoming
steeper.
I no longer need your constant ridicule,
Because I now have come to realize its my heart that you have
fooled.
These ropes are no longer binding me to you so forcefully.
The pain I’ve felt for so long is finally being lifted
remorsefully.
My reason to smile has been raped so bitterly from me,
and my eyes feel like they can no longer see.
My eternal happiness is now only a dream.
My spinning thoughts I no longer know what they mean…


Yup i wrote it.. Comments would be lovely.

How come no matter what i do, i cant seem to make anyone happy? Including myself..!.. ugh

Ive come to the conclusion that I am way to sexual.. I seriously don't know any other girl that is like me.. I talk about sex all the time.. i think about it all the time.. i want it.. all the time! erghhhh.. :x

STITCHES FUCKING SUCK!!... GRRARR!!! n junk -pulls them out with tweezers even tho im not supposed 2-..hehehe.

heh.. have you ever had the feeling that everything is a fucking conspiracy?.. hehehe.. Its like.. everyone is being forced to like me.. and no one really does.. Hmmm.. -looks around nervously-... eh.. Yup.. my mouth fucking hurts, i feel like a weenie.. oh well..

Ooh.. Colorado is fucking retarded.. I miss home..really bad.. and obviously my friends miss me -glares bitterly at acea- i cant believe you.. that is so fucked up! I dont even know what to fucking think right now.. im so fucking mad..

Fuck men.. I am so about to fuckin go lesbian.. Its amazing how one person can rip a persons heart out without caring.. BLah FUCK YOU JONATHAN JAMES ADAM KORUS.. Fuck you..

....Im in the middle of taking semester tests.. and they suck butt. I woke up and only had like 10 minutes to get to school so im a bit crabby if i dare say so myself. :) Blah

woo the last day of school is on monday.. i cant wait except i will probably end up killing someone or myself before then. GOD IM STRESSED OUT.. derf.. uh yea anywho i just felt like writing something so it wouldnt be sad and empty anymore. :)