Dear Diary (or pretty much T.K.),
That was really nice, truely, but it doesn't exactly anwser my question. You see, everyone says I'm a great friend and all that other crap, but there's part 2 of my question; how am I a good friend? I mean, any other friend can be goofy, or can be crazy, have fun, and like the same stuff. I mean, isn't that what friends are for? So, why does everyone seem to think I'm, like, the greatest friend ever? I'm just a normal kid (well, I think) So, why?
Kari
Dear Diary,
There is something I have been always been wondering. And some people might say, "Who cares?" when I ask it, but this question means the world to me to have an answer; why do all the greatest friends I have, like me? Camille, she'd change herself, even the part that makes her completely popular, so she could be on the same page as me. Kura would give anything to help, or save me, just because I seemed to understand. All the friends that I have online love me, and would give anything to give a helping hand. And then I look at myself, and wonder, why everyone likes me.
Look at me, I'm a complete loser at school. One of my friends is thought to be gay with my other guy friend. My other friend is completely hated by everyone, I'm made fun of because I like YGO, and yet, everyone stads by my side. I would always help someone, even if it left me with nothing because, that's what I thought life was about, it was my sole purpose, and now I see my own friends, picking up thier own problems, and even helping me with mine. And I feel werid, cause I thought I was the servant, I don't know, it's complicated to understand. Sorry for taking up time...
Kari
Dear Diary,
Today, I think I found the meaning of life, and at such a young age too. That life is all about being yourself, no matter what anyone else thinks. To be proud of who you are, and not take anyone else's shit. To love what you love, don't be someone else to get popular. Cause everyone's got someone, and sometimes that someone just has to be you.
That was my preach for today. Hope you liked and learned!
Kari
Dear Diary,
Long time, no see huh? I just found out that one of my other great friends has joined elftown. Im gonna wave and say hi.
Kari: *waves* HI!
Joseph: //thinking// just pretend you don't know her...
Anyway, ya, his name is Joseph and his username is kofan. I don't know what it means ether, but hey, he's the smart one of my friends. And he also
Joseph: *covers Kari's mouth* You don't have to tell them EVERYTHING!
Kari: What? See how smart he is^-^
Joseph: -_-U
Anyway, this is porbably so stupid right now. See ya!
Kari
Dear Diary,
I'm sharing a strong bond with my newest deck, my spirit deck. It has all my friendship cards, from Josh, Ryan, and Kura. My friendship cards come in handy a whole lot. And their is positively no fault in it. I even like it more than my most powerful deck (which is really powerful I might add) Well, I might as well go. I'm gonna check my e-mail for the zillonth time and see if I got a review/e-mail from Kura.
Kari
Dear Diary,
My thoughts always seem to be on Kura. I can't take my mind off her. I also found out that I wasn't the only one crying after Kura left my aunt's house. That made me happy, considering I felt so stupid when I cried for a half an hour. Hey, but things are back to normal and we will probably see each other in the next 4 mounths. How cool is that? Well, see ya!
Kari
Dear Diary,
Today I had to leave Ohio. It was really sad. I really miss Kura too. It took 6 freakin' hours to get home as well. And just imagine that with all 3 of my brothers in the back going crazy. Well, gtg. We got home at 9.
Kari
Dear Diary,
TODAY WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!! I FINALLY MET KURA!!!!!!!!!!
Kari
Dear Diary,
I went to Ohio today. Talk about 6 hours in the car with 3 brothers and a broken cd player. Talk about my luck. But hey, tomorrow I'll finally see Kura. I met up with my 2 coolest cousins, David and Timmy. They maybe, like, 4 years older than me, but their still the coolest cousins ever! Not to meantion I met up with my coolest aunt. So, I hung out with them and had fun. Well, nothing much else.
Kari
Dear Diary,
Pretty soon Kura will e-mail me saying that it will only be 9 days till we meet... AND I JUST CAN'T WAIT!!!!!! I mean, dude1 It's just so cool. But you all probably think I'm nuts right about now.
Niomi: Than again, who doesn't?
Kari: *growls*
Anyway, so my life's pretty good, and I think another person is reading my diary. I guess that's 2^-^
Niomi: Whoopededo...
Kari: *glares*
I guess since I can't talk without being INTERRUPTED!
Niomi: *snaps out of daydream* What?
I'll have to talk to you tomorrow. Good friend Josh is coming over, reading dumb ass book for summer, Bye!
Kari
Dear Diary,
Today was very strange. Or, might I add, tonight. Ok, it started out like this:
I want to get all the spirits (their YGO cards, don't waste your breath) Anyway, so Patrick has one and so I dueled him for it. It was a CLOSE match. But I won in the end. He was so sad, he started to cry as I got into bed. I felt really bad, but I remembered when he took MY favorite card and I had to win it back. So one side was saying to kepp it, andother said I should give it back. I decided that he might of not had the chance to change, but I guess I will. So I gave it back to him. He was so happy. He started saying sorry, and how much of a jerk he was, and how he would change his ways. I'm just happy that I'm a great big sister^-^
Well, GTG!
Bye!
Kari
Dear Diary,
Today was real boring. Nothing's going on much. I mean, all I can do is watch TV and go on the computer and maybe write to you some stuff on my poor pathetic life. Ok, I must REALLY be boring you now. So I'll leave. Bye!
Kari
Dear Diary,
I've talked to Kura and have found out that, well, I guess I'll stick with being a Tom-boy. I mean, I've been surrounded by boys all my life, and I still am. What's going to change me. I suck at singing girl songs, so what? I mean, I like the boy bands better anyway. Although I really have a liking for Avril Lavigne if you can't already tell. Yeah, and, IS ANYONE READING THIS OTHER THAN T.K.?!?!?! I feel so ALONE!!!!!!! *runs off and crys*
See ya!
Kari
Dear Diary,
I've been thinking some more.
Niomi: Do you always think this much?
Kari: Yes, why?
Niomi: Cause you might hurt yourself.
Kari: -._-.U
Anyway, I mean, I don't know which way to turn. I kind of don't know which side of me to take. My girl side, or my tom-boy side? I mean, it's a hardder question than you think. And even so, things have been changing I've found out ever since I met Kura. I'm more Paranoid about EVERYTHING. I'm always worried. And the weirdest thing, I'm embarrassed for being tall. I don't get it. I mean, I've been tall all my life, why does it worry me now? I don't know, but I hope I'll find out.
Kari
Dear Diary,
I had e-mailed Kura back saying how worried I was about her. And she told me that if I was ever worried about her, that I should e-mail her asking if she was ok so I wouldn't worried. It kind of got me thinking, cause, well. I told her that I wouldn't waste her time telling her that cause after a while she would get bored of it cause I'm always worried about her. But I'm thinking, well, is that a bad thing? To be worried about your sister? I mean, I worry about her more than anyone in the entire world, and I don't know why. Is it because she is the one human being who is exactly like me? And if so, shouldn't I be freaked out about having a clone?
Submit something in my guestbook and tell em what you think^-^
See ya!
Kari
Dear Diary,
Today Kura finally e-mailed me. I was getting worried cause yesterday she called and the phone ran out of batteries. I hadn't gotten a e-mail since till now. I'm so happy^-^ Yeah, yesterday me and Kura talked about, how cute Mokuba was, how boys NEVER understand, and... how cute Mokuba was^-^
Niomi: Oh brother...
Kari: Brothers never understand!
GTG!
See ya!
Kari
Dear Diary,
Today is Mokie's birthday!!!! Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday dear Mokie!!!!! Happy birthday to you!!!! Yay^0^
Kari
Dear Diary,
Next on my summer of fun, I went to NY. That's right, New York city baby! And, OMG! Was it the best. Me and my bro were true New Yorkers. Patrick would get up at 6, and sit there forever, just watching the traffic. We also went on to the Empire State Building. It was fun. We went on the 86 floor and saw the whole city. It was beautiful. And we also went to see the Statue of Liberty. Not to meantion go to the Liberty island. I couldn't help missing my cyber sis, Kura, T.K., and the crew back at home. But I knew they were with me all the way. And I think and me and Ryan and Patrick got closer every minute as we fought off the evil freaks at the Jackal and Hyde club. But that's another story. GTG!
See ya!
Kari
Dear Diary,
Yay! Today is the 4th of July! Cheers everyone! Fireworks for all! July 7th is Mokie's birthday!
Kari
Dear Diary,
I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I can't write, I've lost the will to sing, and I'm afriad of the bad drawing to come if I try and draw. I mean, what can I do? Cause, I have this friend in my neighborhood, we seemed like great pals in the beginning, and then it seems like, he, well, isn't much of my friend anymore. And then when I wanna drop him for my real friends, and he says ok, I run right back to him. What am I? A little baby who needs to always cling to someone? Maybe that's why I've always needed someone older to look up to (all my brother's are younger than me.)
Yami: You can start by trusting IN THE HEART OF THE CARDS!!!!!
Kari: And how did you appear-._-.U
Yami: I... um... JERK! *runs away*
Kari: My life is weird...
Tea: Friendship will guide you through hard times^-^
Kari: Why are you here?
Tea: How the hell am I suppose to know? *walks away*
Hey maybe friendship bitch was right...
Tea: I was?
Kari: Uh... um... NO! TK WAS!
TK: I hate friendship, I think everyone should die.
Kari: No... you... don't... of course not^-^U *whispering* Just go along with it.
See ya!
Kari
Dear Diary,
OMG! Someone reported me... again! They got my first story removed from FF.net! That jerk! I mean, GEEZ! And right now, I HATE Cohen, Maria, and Kylie! Ok, Kylie is this big flirt who acts like a idiot to get attention from boys. Cohen is the big basketball/rap freak who likes to flirt with Kylie back. Then there's Maria who acts like she is so hot and cool. I mean, today Cohen was all dising my family at extended, and guess what Maria and Kylie did... NOTHING! They just laughed at thier stupid mean jokes. I hate them! Maria makes threats to little kids and pushs them around. Talk about all the maturity. Then there's Kylie who is SO disrespectful while we pray. And she calls herself a cathoilic, what a BITCH!!!!!!!!!
Well, that's all my anger for today^-^ Tune in next week for, "When Blood Splatters" starring HiKari and her jackhammer^-^
Crowd: *yells and cheers*
See ya!
Kari