[Sweet 6 6 6--H.I.M.]'s diary

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Written about Wednesday 2004-07-21
Written: (7241 days ago)
Next in thread: 294797

Our Blood

Lying next to him,
In a pool of Blood.
Not my own lifeblood,
But His.

How did this happen,
Why am I still here?
We were to go together,
We were each others forever.

My parents question me,
They ask 'Why'.
All I can say is what he said,
He said 'Why not'.

'Why Not' hurt us,
Took you from me.
'Why Not' left me here,
Without you.

Two months,
Thats all it took them.
To claim,
They cured me.

Cured me,
Of what I would of asked.
If you were here,
With me.

Back at school,
People talking about us.
Srew them you would say,
So what.

So what is not an answer,
they will always question.
The love we had,
The love of the cheerleader and the school loser.

I stand here,
In the room we were.
To be together,
Together forever.

The Blood is still there,
The stain that wont come out.
I remember the promise,
That we had made.

To be together forever,
If not in life than in death.
I see you there,
Waiting there for me.

I put the blade,
To my wrists.
I cut and as I watch the blood flow from me,
He beckons to me.

As the last drop,
Leaves my body.
I thought about what they had siad,
About our blood.

I tell them,
The Blood you said.
Would keep us apart,
Has now united me.

With my loser,
My love,
My soulmate.

I go with him,
I will never look back.
I said to them as I went with,
My lover,
My life,

My death.






291705  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2004-07-19
Written: (7243 days ago)

Eyes half slit

Blood pouring from my veins,
Distracting me,
So red and sticky.
There is so much of it,
In a pool at my feet.

Why are you doing this to me?
You were my friend,
My only friend in this place.

Another cut,
More blood leaves me.
What did you say?
I asked for it.
How did I?

More blood coming from,
This last cut you gave me.
He was not yours,
You know that as well as I.

You slice my skin,
And more of that,
Beautiful blood appears.
He had chosen me,
And not you,
What did you say?

Losing it all,
All of the sweet blood.
No promises had been made,
None to you or him,
No I wished to see what would happen.

More blood,
Another cut deeper this time.
The life is draining away.
Why are you punishing me?
Is it because I thought,
He and I could have been somthing,
Something better than we were?

Another cut to my body,
And this one will kill.
My blood is no longer my own,
It is now yours.
You were my friend,
And he was not yours.


(if you have a name for my poen please send it to me.)

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