Heaven won't have me, and hell's afraid I'll take over

Sunny and warm outside.
Should be ...Oh my god, that's the biggest bug I've ever seen!!!! It's buzzing and flying around here. If I get stung, I swear I'll mash that ...thing so hard his mother won't recognise him!

Yeah, summer now. ^^
(God, that bug is huge. I'm going to mash it. One sec!
...Hmm.. Seemed a better sollution to just let it out through the window ^__^)

Sunny and nice and warm!
I really do intensly hate my father.
The sun shines bright and bugs are buzzing. Can't wait 'till the waters get all warm and wet too^^

SUMMER!! *dances*

92% percent of the teen population would be dead if Abercrombie and Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. Repost this if you are one of the 8% who would be laughing your ass off.


I would definetely laugh my ass of, maybe because I've never heard of Abercrombie (weird name) and Fitch (sounds like Fetch! Fetch, boy! 'common! Gimmie that stick, boy!)

Randomness today. Should I get a hold of this thingie? Steven Erikson, who writes the Malazan Books of the Fallen

yesterday, we had furry characters from Di Gi Charat, today I'm hurting everywhere on my body, my best friend has been diagnosed to be (what is it in english?) manic depressiv or something. Really depressiv, anyway. She has to take sleeping pills to sleep etc. And I can't hold her, hug her, tell her that everything will be all right because my parents says I can't go to her. It's too expensive, they say. You're too young, it's dangerous! And I can't sneak off again because I'm broke!
Everything goes wrong today.

Seriously. I haven't been on here much lately. And when I'm on, no one else is!! Amazing!!

Anyqay, I've trying to get a hold of Edward Scissorhands for a while now, no one rented it out, no one I knew had it and I didn't have enough money to buy it over the internet..
Well, today I went to the library, because I had to find a nice and quiet place to work with all tools necesarry available to do my homework, and on the way out a thought popped in t my head:
Hey, they keep old stuff in libraries! Why not edward Scissorhand!!
And I moved quickly to the very little shelf they kept DVD's thinking: no way, the chances are way too low.
BUT THERE IT WAS!!
I was so happy^^ But another problem accured; you aren't allowed to borrow stuff if you were late with your last book. You gotta pay a small fee to get to borrow again. And I had just spent my last money on some food (because I hadn't eaten in 12 hours, started to get hungry)!
But they were sooo kind! They just said they'd "look past it" and I could pay next time!! I love librarians *smiles* c(:
I started smoking again. My bestfriend turned into the very person she strongly dislikes, and I can't tell her.
But nice librarians make up for all that *hugs the world*

Making small iconpics thingies for a friend. Wich is cool:D
you can see them on my homepage, if I put them up. I probably will...?

Amazing what you can do with a shitty program like Paint...
All my pro programs were deleted :(
uhm.. All my pro TRIAL programs got deleted.
Virus on the computer, you see. All gone now.
But I don't remeber where i got those trials...

Randomness:

I found a name generator!
My gothic name is Angeldust. *yay*
I'm an angel! *flies*


I will admit it. I like the manga Gravitation
I really really like it ^^


EDIT: Or is gravitation manhwa? Don't remember O.o


I just took a stupid personality test. I will not even list it, because no one deserve the pain that test will give!!
The person who created the test was very funny though. He likes cats.

every single neighbour or friends of my parents has dropped in today.
What a fuss!
I slept really long, even got up, then went to bed again after a few hours ^^
I was at a party with my stepsisters yesterday.
Crazy stuff happens when I drink O.o
We sang karaoke, wich was really fun:)
But after my alcohol were gone, I just sipped some wine; wich tasted terrible! It was too sweet. Like liquid candy. Yuck.
And I kissed a girl from Oslo...?? note: Kissed, not  made out. It wouldn't have been so weird if I knew her, but I had only known her for a few hours. And the first impression was typical norwegian style. I sat in the livingroom some time before the party, and she just walked in naked ^.^
Yeah, that's normal in that house.. :D

AND it's snowing again! 

If you're wondering why my mood is "bleeding" I can tell you why.. It's THAT time of the month again. Every month since I was 11.....

I hate my period.

When I die, I'm gonna kick God reeeally hard in the balls and see if he likes to have 4 dl of blood running from between his legs!

I met Isilando when I sent this message: "Join the old elftown chat! Listed in the main street!!" to every person who logged in for about 15 minutes. Anyway, I sent it to him too, and that was stupid. ^^
But we got along after a while, since he was weak for scandinavian countries (I'm from Norway), so I managed to wiggle myself out of the tight spot^^
Although I did learn not to bug members on ET, so... way to go, Isi! Now I just send him messages to bug him. Mowahahaha!
Like this one!

Message sent to [Isilando]

Do you like bunnies??

NB! This is in no way or format commercial for the wiki page the bunny


Don't worry, Boss, I only sent this to you to annoy you. ^.^
I'm a good girl. I don't send commercials.
I'm a good girl. You like me. You like bunnies!

EDIT

i know the owner of a wiki page! i'm luuucky!
the bunny
I'm assistent! *proud*

Dear diary.... *sings*
I remember, for many years ago, my sister bought a cd. Britney Spears. (I know, she sucks, but it was cool back then, I was very young and looked up to my sister.. So please don't bug me about this diary entry :D )
I listened to it when my sister listened to it, because I was not allowed to borrow this cd. I remember liking just two songs... "Dear Diary" and one other I can't remember.
Everytime I'm writing in any kind of diary, I sing that first strophe in my head.. Dear Diary... lalal.. Can't remember anymore. IT IS THAT LONG AGO!
I'm very emberassed because of it :P
Don't bug me, please! *hides*
Aaanyway, I don't listen to that song anymore. It's best to keep the good memories. I'm afraid that if I listen to it now, it would just be like all that other crap Britney has made. I hate Britney.
*gaaasps*

He always did this. Why couldn’t he just get of my case?
I lay down on my bed, and gave him a murderous look. My body felt heavy, and I sighed. This had been going on for too long.
He hovered over me, and I felt his stinking breath over my face. It was warm, and I couldn’t stand it. His face was split in two by a vicious grin, and his eyes were cold and uncaring. I was naked, and so was he.
The air was filled with a tension I could almost touch. His thin lips kissed mine, and I spat him in his face. I didn’t make a sound when he hit me. The pain was welcome, and I knew I would get much more of it before this night ended.
He raped me, again and again, making disgusting sounds as he thrust into me.
My God, I was just fourteen.
After he had gone, I just cried. I couldn’t make it stop.
After all these times, I thought I would get used to it. But I cried every single time.

I knew about one thing that could heal my pain, and that was new pain.
I cut deep into my own flesh, sighing as the blood flowed forth.
New wounds opened old ones, recently healed flesh was once again torn apart.
For a while, I was untouchable.
After a while, I was dead.

There once was a man who went to a computer trade show. Each day as he entered, the man told the guard at the door:

``I am a great thief, renowned for my feats of shoplifting. Be forewarned, for this trade show shall not escape unplundered.''
This speech disturbed the guard greatly, because there were millions of dollars of computer equipment inside, so he watched the man carefully. But the man merely wandered from booth to booth, humming quietly to himself.

When the man left, the guard took him aside and searched his clothes, but nothing was to be found.

On the next day of the trade show, the man returned and chided the guard saying: ``I escaped with a vast booty yesterday, but today will be even better.'' So the guard watched him ever more closely, but to no avail.

On the final day of the trade show, the guard could restrain his curiosity no longer. ``Sir Thief,'' he said, ``I am so perplexed, I cannot live in peace. Please enlighten me. What is it that you are stealing?''

The man smiled. ``I am stealing ideas,'' he said.

New Person; Hi, I'm Jack, nice to meet you!
Me; (blurting out) I hug trees!
New Person; Oookay, sweet. I have to go now, maybe I'll see you another time. (makes weird faces behind my back)
Me; (stands on the street looking confused) uhm.. Okay!