another day in "paradise" they make florida out to be soooo beautiful when in fact it sucks ass.
Well I have seen a few friends that i thought i lost and i feel a bit better now that i have seen them.

I have another question for anyone to answer.

If you have a good friend in danger from another good friend what should you do? Should you help the one in need or assist those that are attacking, or do you just stay out of it?
it's all very confusing but oh well. I guess you can't win them all right.

i can tell this week will be filled with nothing but anger..pure relentless anger.
if you have read the first song in my description. it has come true and i don't know what to do anymore i swear i am going to kill any and all who stand in my path.
not one soul shall be at peace for i shall probably do something far crazier than anyone could have expected.

KILL FOR NO REASON

wait i have my reason the wench that has spit in my face as i tried to help her shall pay first.
next is the one that she craves i don't really know if i can do this one but i will try.
i shall then hunt down my master and slay him and destroy any evidence that he existed


HELL WILL GRANT ME THE STRENGTH I NEED TO DO MY JOB
FOR I HAVE ALREADY SOLD MY SOUL FOR THIS .
AND TO THOSE WHO KNOW WHAT I SPEAK OF I FEAR FOR YOU IN THIS CRISIS
FOR I HAVE TRAINED MANY A YEAR FOR A MOMENT LIKE THIS, A CHANCE TO MAKE MYSELF KNOWN

to all who may be reading to this i ask you do you sleep easy at night knowing that you are like a bomb still waiting for whatever, if so you need to know that i to am one of those people. i wait for the night to slowly rise beside me but there is a hole burning inside me from the one striking me down on my knees, and drowning me in my dreams.

but i have one question? if someone does you wrong and they belive with every inch of their being that it is their fault even though you made them that way, what do you do?

i don't know anymore, anyways i probably sound like a dork but oh well if you don't like it don't read it

             ~=mike=~

to anybody who reads this hello!!
But down to business. i am not use to voiceing my thoughts to others that may read it but i will now pour my soul unto these diary entries.

I have wronged a person multipule times and convinced them that it was their fault, therefore they blamed themselves for all that has gone wrong. i feel really awful about it and i know that i most likely should, but what do you say to a person that you have convinced that they are the reson for all the wrong doings in a relationship.
i just don't know what to do anymore and i probably sound like a complete loser saying this but oh well.