[1] I'm writing a new song. We'll see how it goes "...going mobile, keep me moving..." Sorry that's a Who song, but still, I'm working on a new one.
[2] The Story Changes. Go. Find them. Now.
[3] "...I'm in love, but I'm lazy, so won't you please come home?"


[Such a lonely day
And its mine
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Should be banned
It's a day that I can't stand

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Shouldn't exist
It's a day that I'll never miss
Such a lonely day
And its mine
The most loneliest day of my life

And if you go, I wanna go with you
And if you die, I wanna die with you

Take your hand and walk away

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
Life

Such a lonely day
And its mine
It's a day that I'm glad I survived]

[2-14-06]
[*]Valentine's Day. I'm the Valentine's Day Scrooge.
[*] Okay, I know my poll is confusing, but if you'll just pretend it makes sense and answer it, I'll give you a clam. I promise.
[1-21-06] HUZZAH! Our Reader's Theatre production of Ray Bradbury's "The Veldt" recieved a division I, we're going to state!

Okay, so, Wartburg Meistersinger honour band was pretty awesome. I got there late because of state Speech - our Readers' Theater group got straight I's, we were pretty happy. That also means we're being considered for AllState. But anyway, honour band. I met a bunch of freaking awesome people, Jacob and Henkel (that's his last name), and Dan was there, and I got to know Lalaina, and I met Mike (or it might have been Mark)and Nate. I think I've finally figured out the game of poker, or at least most of it. Also, I "played" a game of NCAA football on PS2 that resulted in me getting so many delay-of-game penalties that before I figured out how to hike the ball, they'd driven me into the endzone and gotten a safety. Go figure. I stayed up until quarter to three with "the guys" - Dan Peterson, Tyler Rasmussen, Verdeen, Adam Limke...er...Limkemann?, Adam's host Mike, John Robbins, John's roommate Nate, and Phil Wulfekhule or however you spell that, along with Holly Evarts. There is now a picture out there somewhere of me standing in front of a fountain with my back to the camera... it kind of looks like I'm taking a leak in the fountain. Dan Lamp was there, and he burned me Closer to God by NIN - that's the one with the nine different versions of Closer on it, because he found out that I didn't even have one anywhere in any form of recording. So I was sitting in the rec room today while it was Phil and Adam vs. Dan and Nate playing cutthroat pool, and Adam asked me what I was listening to. I told him, and immediately all the college guys in the room broke into the chorus and Tyler's ears turned red. Life was good. As far as food went, we ordered pizza Saturday night and ate breakfast/lunch at Subway, at least, Phil and I did. The guy behind the counter asked if our orders were together. Phil thought this meant that he thought we were going out. I pointed out that he probably thought I might be buying for my little brother, especially considering that the giant sandwich on the counter was bigger than Phil. Can't Hardly Wait was on TV, and I love that movie... especially all the geeky guys :D And Tyler and I did the puzzles in the Sunday paper, and so on and suchlike. Also, the Wartburg jazz band, the Knightlighters, completely rocked my face off. The drummer was amazing, and the bass player... Adam made fun of me all night because I had my hands over my mouth and my eyes wide and a flush on my face. I may have fallen in love with him... wink wink. Adam is now one of my favourite people to hang out with.... we took "jaw" pictures, where you let your jaw go loose and shake your head and take a still digital picture. Hours of entertainment. 

Nevertheless, despite the wonderful time I had, I left feeling a little heartsick. There was a guy I saw there that I fell drastically in love with all over again, and I'm bitterly reminded every time I hear a certain song now that we will likely never be. Especially since I tell him that I love him all the time, and he never seems to take me seriously. But I do. Oh by the gods, I do. 

Br, I'm really confused. Because I really like him. BUT if I go to his house and watch movies sometime like he invited me to do, I have to wonder if me getting to spend some time with a guy who really isn't interested in me THAT WAY (I don't think...), a guy I'm just friends with... is that worth his reputation? I mean, it's not like I have to worry about mine anymore, but will it hurt him if I go over there and eat popcorn and watch Rocky Horror Picture Show? (He's never seen it - crime!)

I hate life's little dilemmas. 

[1-5] Okay, Elfpack has a Pizza! button, why doesn't Elftown?

"I want so badly to believe that there is truth, and love is real. And I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd."
 - the Postal Service

1. What is your full name: Hannah Marcella Kane
2 Nicknames? Er...Sebhar, mostly.
3. Birthday: April 18th, 1990
4 Sex: Female
5. Where do you live? Man's Chest Hair...
6. What school do you attend? West Delaware High school!!!
7. Siblings? Sean, Neil, Ellen
8. Zodiac~ ARIES!
*********YOUR LOOKS*********

9. Hair color: Weird... kinda blondish brownish, sometimes red depending.
10. Eye color: brown!
11. Height: 5'8"ish
12. Do u wear contacts or glasses? no
13. Do you have any piercings? yep
14. Do you wear any rings? not really
15. Do you have a certain fashion you follow? Jeans+t-shirt...

*********JUST LATELY***************

16. How are you today? Okay, thanks
17. What pants are you wearing right now? Jeans...
18. What shirt are you wearing right now? Grey Iowa Cross-country hoodie over black Jimi Hendrix tee over longsleeve black UnderArmour
19 What does your hair look like at the moment? Same as always.
20. What song are u listening to right now? the Postal Service - Recycled Air
21. How is the weather right now?...er, dark?
22. Last person you talked to on the phone? The lady from the Iowa Alumni Association, for me dad.
23. Last dream you had? I was driving a bus... and killing people accidentally... I shouldn'tve watched that movie...
24. Who are you talking to right now? You!
25. What time is it? 6:21 p.m.
**********More about YOU!**************

26. What are the last four digits of your phone number? 9292
27. If u were a crayon, what color would you be? RED! cos it's pretty
28. Have you ever almost died? Not that I'm aware of
29. Do u like the person that sent u this? MOLLY! Yeh, she's silly but she still rocks.

69 things you may have never known about me.
1. Initials: HMK
2. Name someone with the same birthday as you: Dear God, I haven't the foggiest. 
3. Favorite fruit? starfruit... and as yet, no male has earned that name...
4. For or against same sex marriage? Very, very for. (Note the sexuality.)
5. Are you homophobic? Again, see the sexuality.
6. Are you bisexual? Honestly, all this reiteration!
7. Favorite thing to do on weekends? Oh gods... sleep, watch movies, play the bass, go to shows
8. How many U.S states have you been to? 9
9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in? 2
10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S? for a week, kind of
11. Name something you like physically about yourself? My nose, most days.
12. Something non-physical you like about yourself? I have excellent taste in music ;D
13. do you have any pets? Neh, got a bass and a bottlecap collection, though
14. What is your dream car? A midnight-blue Calloway Twin-Turbo Corvette, and I'd run it on 100% Biodiesel. Muha.
15. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go? Probably the British Isles...
16. Have you ever had someone of the opposite sex sleep over? hell yes, I've slept over at theirs also.
(Where is question 17?)
18. what dream car do you want your husband/wife want to drive? God, they can drive a pickup for all I care.
19. How many illegal things have you done? A few...
20. Where would you want to go on a first date? Concert!
21. Would you date the person who posted this before you? Er, no... sorry Cassie, love you to death, but...
22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally? Alas, yes, and he has my heart. How mean of him, to discover my weakness... muha.
23. Ever been kissed under fireworks? *looks around very innocently* Shut UP! It was romantic! >.>
24. Do you like president Bush? A el le gusta viajar durante los disastres... no, actually he's an ass. Sorry if you like him.
25. Have you ever bungee jumped? Neh. Like to, though.
26. Have you ever white water rafted? Neh. Like to, though.
27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you? I don't know if you'd exactly call it hitting on...
29. Have you met a real redneck? This is Iowa... what do you think? (good answer Cass)
30. Are you racist? No sir!
31. What song are you listening to right now? the Postal Service - The District Sleeps Alone Tonight
32. What's your favorite song at the moment? the Postal Service - Nothing Better
33. Last movie watched? Vanity Fair... yay!
34. Are you the type that believes in anything can happen anytime? Ayuh. Ut-oh, Maineism...
35. Where was the last place you went besides your house? School...
36. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property? Neh. Considered it, but neh, I'm a pacifist.
37. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex? Men deserve to be slapped so often that it's pathetic.
39. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Eyes...Saturday night... even though he was onstage and I was on the floor... ooh my *hides*
40. What really turns you on? I like guys with personalities, good taste in music, and pretty eyes... *has found such a man and feels like hiding under the couch*
41. What do you usually order from Starbucks? Nothing...I like organic, fair-trade tea with organic honey, thanks...
44. Say something totally random about yourself: I have a paranoia that my toenails will catch on the rivets of my jeans and rip off...
45. Do you have an iPod? iPods will be the death of the art involved in music. Records have album art. CDs and tapes don't... and now with iPods, there's nothing. Nada. Zilch. So no, and I don't want one.
46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? My step-cousin Sarah for some reason sees Drew Barrymore... I don't...
47. Whats your favorite color? Red!
48. Do you have braces? Oh aye.
49. Are you comfortable with your height? Um, yes, actually.
50. Do you like someone right now? Like might be an understatement...
51. How tall are you? A little shy of 5'8"
52. Do you speak any other language other than english? yeah, I hablo espanol!
55. Have you ever ridden in a limo? I refuse to tithe to the Saudi royal family... so no.
56. Has anyone you were really close to passed away? Oh aye.
57. Do you watch MTV? I prefer music TV with music, thanks.
58. What's something that really annoys you? MTV, the government, poseurs... I could go on. (Those little kick-me dogs...)
59. What are some things you really like? Music... and that one guy...and also music.
60. Do you like Michael Jackson? His music wasn't all bad.
61. Can you dance? Aye
62. Have you ever surfed? Aye
63. Do you know how to pump gas? In a car? Aye
64. Do you drive? Meh, Saudis again...
65. What's the latest you have ever stayed out? Oh gods...
66. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die? Not at that precise moment, but I'm well acquainted with the fact that I will die.
67. Were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room? Nup.
68. Have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do? ...we won't go there.
69. What's your favorite state to live in? WISCONSIN! cos it's better than Iowa. Barely.

1. What is the first person you ever slept with's middle name? Elliot. I may have slept with him, but we didn't have sex... we're just friends.
2. What kind of underwear are you wearing and what color? Low-rise Victoria's Secret bikinis... they're yellow with a green band and have a lemon on them and say "Pucker Up!"
3. What is the song you want played at your funeral? Thank You by Descendents.
4. What is the phone number of your sluttiest friend so some of the single people can get some action? I'm not giving you my number... *wink*
5. What would your last meal be before getting executed? I like lasagna.
6. Beatles or Stones? Beatles. All the fucking way. Because the Stones were all arse-ugly...
7. If you had to pick one person on earth who should die, who would it be? I'm not really sure I'd wish death on anyone.
8. Last person you want to hear their problems? Ooh, Courtney Love. Or Ashlee Simpson. I just want to cram their "problems" down their throats! 
9. What is the thing most important to you about the opposite sex? I like eyes. And backs. And collar bones. 
10. Do you secretly hate some of your friends but are too nice to reject them? If I secretly hated them, they wouldn't be a friend.
11.If you could have any super power what would it be? Um... artistic talent?
12. Favorite hangover cure? Peh, who gets hangovers?
13. How many drinks does it take to get you drunk? Rather a bit. I seem to have been born with some sort of natural tolerance.
14. Favorite lyric? "We're just two lost souls swimming in a fishbowl year after year. Running over the same old ground, what have we found? The same old fears. I wish you were here."
15. Hair color you most like someone you're dating to have? Dark brown - black.
16. If you had to be blind or deaf? Then I might be a little sad.
17. Do you have any psychiatric problems? Are you taking any prescription? No sir.
18. Siblings that should go to rehab? Both of them, for general loserosity.
19. Least favorite month? July. It's hot, it's humid, and I'm stuck at home with my siblings. Plus it's not my birthday.
20. Favorite hateful thing to do to someone? Prove them wrong.
21. First movie you can remember seeing as a kid? the Wizard of Oz
(Where's question 22?)
23. When's the last time you went on a date? I don't think I've ever actually been on a date, unless you count Jim buying me breakfast that one time.
24. Do you like violent movies or dirty movies? Yes
25. Fall or spring? Fall
26. Person you most wish you hadn't made out with? Uh... I can't think of one I regret.
27. If you are straight, what person of the same sex would you do it with (if you are gay, pick someone of the opposite sex.)? How would a bi person answer this question..?
28. Where do you want to live when you are old and brittle? California! Actually not, Ireland.
29. Who is the person you can count on most? Agent Mulder.
30. If you could date any celebrity past or present, time and age are not factors? John Lennon!
31. What books have you pretended you've read? Um... not any. I've read like all of them.
32. What's a word you would use to describe your life? Rock
33. Favorite drinking game? The one where me and a bunch of friends just sit there and have a good time.

First car: 95 Plymouth Grand Voyager, grey.
First REAL break-up: Jim
First job: Babysitting
First screen name: Sebhar
First self-purchased album: Green Day - Nimrod
First funeral: My brother
First pet: Kirby, a chunk of the curb.
First credit card: Not yet
First true love: Oh dear god, I don't even want to think of it.
First enemy: His name was Ben, he was in my kindergarten class and he pushed me off the playground because I wouldn't be his girlfriend (I was with Steven...)
First big trip: I flew to San Diego when I was 1
First music you remember hearing in your house: Peter Gabriel's Mercy Street
First broken bone: Never
First serious illness: Uh.. chicken pox?

Last's...

Last cigarette: Never
Last car ride: Today coming home from lunch with Deb and Kari.
Last kiss: Er, yesterday
Last good cry: I imagine sometime last week
Last book read: Home of the Braves by David Class, though I'm currently reading the Road to Mars by Eric Idle
Last movie seen: Rock and Roll High School
Last restaurant visited: Betty's Bread Basket for lunch
Last dream: Being a Tenacious D groupie... it was weird...
Last beverage drank: Some kind of holiday August Schell.
Last food consumed: Pizza
Last tv show watched: I've been watching That '70s Show for like the last two and a half hours.
Last shoes worn: Black comfy heels
Last outfit worn: T-shirt and pajama pants...it's vacation
Last cd played: Queen's Greatest Hits, disc One
Last wish: To have fun tomorrow night.
Last item bought: soup in a bread bowl at Betty's
Last annoyance: My sister!
Last disappointment: Society. Jim. Lots of things.
Last ice cream eaten: Raspberry!
Last alcohol drink: Uh... couple minutes ago?
Last webpage visited: Elftown

[12-28] I'm thinking. No, not about the times we knew it all or how we used to feel invincible. None of you know that song, because very few of you listen to Autopilot Off. Anyway, I'm thinking that I would very much like to "hook up" with him, and I'm a bit miffed that I have not the courage to ask him.


Seeing Narnia again tonight. Anyone want to tag along?

Meh, looking up some of me favourite bands on Myspace. I have no life.

A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y
1. do you like anyone?: Oh indeed
2. do they know it?: he certainly should... although I've not come out and said it in a way he'd take seriously (I'm a hint-dropper)

A R E Y O U
1. simple or complicated?: I may seem complicated at first, but I'm really quite simple

IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU
1. Had sex: No, and I actually never have. Now, you find me ten other virgins by choice hanging around this godforsaken internet, and I'll hug you.
2. Bought something: Tguh, bought myself lunch and some tea for Mum today
3. Gotten sick? I got sick last month, and I'm still sick. Colds suck.
4. Been hugged? Yesh.
5. Been kissed: I can't honestly remember
7. Felt stupid: I've recently been used. Would you feel stupid?
8. Talked to an ex: for four hours. On the phone. Dirty. I sicken myself.
9. Missed someone: Only the one, recently. 
10. Got drunk: As a matter of fact, I have not. Buzzes are different.
11. Gotten high: On life, on living, on the sheer brilliance of Tim Burton's existence
12. Danced crazy: Like no one's watching, baby.
13. Gotten your hair cut: I actually don't think so.
14. Watched cartoons: Futurama, Family Guy... South Park...
15. Lied: I do my best not to, but sometimes I feel I have to spare people's feelings.

U N I Q U E
1. Nervous habits?: I bite my nails
2. Are you double jointed?: I actually don't know what that means.
3. Can you roll your tongue?: Yes, and I can do a three- or four-leaf clover.
4. Can you raise one eyebrow?: Independently of the other one? Yes. But only one.
5. Can you cross your eyes?: Yes, and I can also make it so it looks like I have no irises.
6. Do you make your bed daily? What's the point? It's just going to get mussed again, even if I don't sleep in it for days.
7. Do you think you are unique? Unique as everyone else.

HAVE YOU EVER
1. Said "I Love you" and meant it?: Damn, today.
2. Given money to a homeless person: I think so.

M A N N E R S
1. Do you swear?: Constantly
2. Do you ever spit?: When expelling gum or mucus
3. You cook your own food?: Mmm, Gardenburger meals.... throw them in the microwave, push a few buttons, and voila, meal!
4. You do your own chores? Who else is gonna do them, the siblings?
5. You got laid today?: Nope, and I'm not upset about it.
6. You like beef jerky?: Uck.
7. You like pepsi or coke?: Coke
9. You're happy with your hair?: some days.
10. You own a dog?: neh.
11. You spend your money wisely? when I don't have it, yeah
12. You're always making new friends?: I'm friendly, but some people, that freaks out.
13. You like to swim?: I was a fish in the past light.
14. You got bored so you call a friend? Almost constantly.
15. You're patient? MMoof, I try.


D O Y O U P R E F E R
1. flowers or angels?: Flowers
2. gray or black? Black. "I wear black on the outside 'cause black is how I feel on the inside. I know I'm unloveable..."
3. Color or black and white photos? Full spectrum for memories, greyscale for artsy schtuff
4. lust or love?: Love. When you prize your virginity, lust doesn't go very far.
5. sunrise or sunset?: Sunsets, they're more romantic (and I'm usually awake for them)
6. M&Ms or Skittles?: M&M's....skittles are made of horse hooves.
7. rap or rock?: I wanna rock and roll all night and party every day. So I do.
8. staying up late or waking up early?: OUT LATE!


D O Y O U P R E F E R
1. being hot or cold?: I like being warm, because since I'm a cold-blooded person, it means I'm snuggling with someone I love.
2. sun or moon?: Moon. she's a beauty, that moon...
3. Winter or Fall?: Fall
4. left or right?: both, either or... I eat better with my left and write better with my right, but I can switch. I also switch hit.
5. having 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends: 2 best friends to console with, 10 acquaintences with which to get out of the house and meet people (directly stolen from Bill, but sums it up so well)
6. sun or rain?: Ach, depends on the day. I like sun in winter and rain in summer.
7. vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: Chocolate. I'm female.
8. boys or girls?: I bat for both teams.
9. vodka or jack?: I'm a beer girl. Keep it simple. Heehee.

A B O U T Y O U?
What time is it?: 2:42 pm Central time
what's your name?: Arthur, King of the Britons! Oh, wait, it's Hannah.. shh, don't tell!

[12-24] Me on Christmas... www.livejournal.com/users/sebhar
[12-23] Merry early Christmas, happy new year, whatnot. Nitemare Hippie Girl I'd like comments, eh?
[12-13] "In this life, it's do or die, it's sink or swim...and I've found that this life's worth living and I want to live it with you..."
If only everyone could handle things the right way... if only there was a right way to handle things... if only life was not shit, most days.

1. Egg Nog or Hot Chocolate? Nog. Cocoa you can have anytime. Nog is special. It's also fun to steal it from my uncle Marcus.
2. Does Santa wrap presents or just sit them under
the tree? Oh, they're wrapped, and each kid gets a different type of candy-cane themed wrapping paper, so no tags are necessary.
3. Colored lights on tree/house or white? I like colored, but we have a fake tree with built-in white lights. Eew.
4. Do you hang mistletoe? Dear lord, no. "Mistletoe can be deadly if you eat it." "Well, a kiss can be deadly if you mean it."
5. When do you put your decorations up? As soon as the house is clean enough to. This year we left it pretty late, because we redid our downstairs.
6. What is your favorite holiday dish (excluding
dessert)? TOFURKEY! with cranberry sauce!
7. Favorite Holiday memory as a child? Driving through the park in Dubuque with all the moving light figures and such. Then going to Uncle Kevin's house and having hot cocoa in the hot tub. Mmm.
8. When and how did you learn the truth about Santa? Up until I was about six, Santa hand-wrote us letters. When I compared Santa's handwriting to Dad's, suddenly the next Christmas, the note was typed, and has been ever since.
9. Do you open a gift on Christmas Eve? Rarely.
10. What kind of cookies does Santa get set out for
him? Well, we make so many cookies that he gets some of each, a glass of milk, a bag of oats, and a beer. And we were doing that before the Santa Claus version of "Iron Man". 
11. Snow, like it or dread it? It is the best. You can play in it, throw it at people, and go hottub-ing with your cousins and see who can roll in the snow the longest. Muha.
12. Can you ice skate? Er. No.
13. Do you remember your favorite gift? I'd have to say... how my sister is nice to everyone on the 23rd and 24th in a vain attempt to make up for the rest of the year.
14. What's the most important thing about the Holidays
for you?  Sharing love as much as possible.
15. What is your favorite Holiday Dessert? Mrs. Ellingson (my neighbour)'s fruit salsa. Mmm.
16. What is your favorite holiday tradition? Why, the party, of course. All sorts of random people show up, we have a good time and lots of food...
17. What tops your tree? A very lacy angel
18. Which do you prefer? Giving or receiving? Certainly giving. But I don't like to buy gifts, I prefer to make them, or give in the form of love. (This both fits with my morals and my budget ^_^) 
19. What is your favorite Christmas Carol? Hmm, tough one. I like the Barenaked Ladies version of "Jingle Bells". 
20. Candy Canes! Yuck or Yum? Yum! Obviously! My family, being Kanes, are obsessed (mildlyish) with candy canes!

-stolen from [Citrine] without permission: gasp!-


THE SEVEN DEADLY SINS


ANGER
1. Who did you last get angry with? um.... probably sister
2. What is your weapon of choice? the pen, for 'tis indeed mightier than the sword.
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? I do so frequently
4.How about of the same sex? oh well, yesh
5.Who was the last person who got really angry at you? [chasingpeace]
6.What is your pet peeve? obese and obtuse people.
7.Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? I let them go...actually, most of the time I forget about them.

Sloth
1.What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? er, homework.
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? 12-ish
3.Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't? EVAN!
4. What is the last lame excuse you made? Oh no, have asthma, can't run the mile... man, was 8th grade really that long ago?
5.Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? nosiree.
6. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? er, alarm clock?!

GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? Oh Amp, our home and native drink, true patriot love, won't pour you down the sink. With glowing hearts we buy thee up and drink 'til sugar high. Oh Amp, to thee I'll never lie...
2. Meat eaters: Can be cruel, tis true, and not only to what they're eating.
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? I'm going to opt not to go here.
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? er, no.
5. Do you have an issue with your weight? meh, I could drop a few pounds, but why waste my youth doing that?
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? Um, female... have random cravings...
7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought "Food!"? EEEEEEEP! What kind of sick question IS that? And no.

LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? Dear lord, none... who needs nudity?
2. 2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? no one I'm aware of.
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? Who's attracted to bodies anyway?
4. Have you "done it"? Erlack, no, despite what is said...
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? Eyes. Shoulders and collarbones. Jim has a lovely jawline.
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? not that I'm aware of.
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? neh, never needed to ^.^

GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own? None
2. What's your guilty pleasure store? Moondog Music...
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? Some days, I wish for heated toilet seats... but actually, I'd probably buy music, as selfish as that seems.
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? Rich so I can still live life in peace.
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? Depends... how desperate am I for money?
6. Have you ever stolen anything? Not from a store. Do sisters count, when you're stealing your own possessions back?
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? zippo.

PRIDE
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? Not lost my head to anger
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? School stuff, i dunno.
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? change the world for the better
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? No
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? erm.... not seriously
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? Seventh grade constitution test. We had like a freaking week to memorize the entire constitution. Erk.
7. What did you do today that you're proud of? I was nice to my sister. and I didn't let the anger build up, I just let it go.

ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? the computer of someone whose computer functions when asked
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with? BRI! Yee gads!
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? probably me. I like me okay... lots more than I like some other people...
4. Have you ever been cheated on? oh aye.
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? Oh aye.
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? Nice parents...
7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey? Er, who is lame enough to decide on questions like these?

8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? Uh...what the heck kind of question is that?

All right then. No more talking to them online. I'm through with that. Ball's in their court now. Should they want to make amends... well, they can talk to me. Like people were meant to do.

My Life's Soundtrack

OPENING CREDITS: Eminence Front - the Who

WAKING UP: White Men in Black Suits - Everclear

AVERAGE DAY: Deadbeat Holiday – Green Day

FIRST DATE: 13 Stitches - NOFX

FALLING IN LOVE: All Messed Up – Breaking Point

LOVE SCENE: Closer – Nine Inch Nails

BREAKING UP: Rest Stop – Matchbox Twenty

GETTING BACK TOGETHER: Cecelia – Simon and Garfunkel

SECRET LOVE: Why Don’t You Come Over - Garbage

LIFES OKAY: Got To Get You Into My Life – the Beatles

MENTAL BREAKDOWN: Brain Damage – Pink Floyd

DRIVING: Goin’ Mobile – the Who

LEARNING A LESSON: Education – the Kinks

DEEP THOUGHTS: I’m Thinking – Autopilot Off

FLASHBACK: A Day in the Life - Beatles

PARTYING: Bodies – Drowning Pool

HAPPY DANCE: Bohemian Rhapsody - Queen

REGRETNG: Forget It - Breaking Benjamin

LONG NIGHT ALONE: Nothing Compares 2 U – Sinead O’Connor

DEATH SCENE: Goodbye Cruel World – Pink Floyd

CLOSING CREDITS: She’s Got It All Worked Out - Semisonic

(stolen with permission from Steppanwolf)

[11-27] Snatches of song... "I wish I had a metal heart..." "So kill me with the love that you won't give to me..." "I don't want to wake up on my own anymore..." "I'll be leaving soon..."

[11-15] Mass confusion. Who the devil am I, anyway? And what the devil do I want?

COLD FEET! erlack.

Ouch! This isn't good.

Ow. Love. Confusion. Ow.