[A poem I adore almost as much as I adore the writer.]
As I lay here
Basking beneath ye light
I wonder where ye is
Even though you are plain in front of me
You shine through my darkness
You light my corners
You inspire my soul
You lift my spirit
You control my tides
You rule the night
You the constant companion
As we hurtle undecidedly through the cosmos
You reflect the light
So all that is good may flourish
I may not see you always
But you are always with me
When we are apart, we are always together
My personal moon
[7-13-06]
[*] Up in the morning, do homework, Driver's Ed, shower, eat breakfast, nap, drive, eat lunch, go to work, get a ride home from Justin, watch Evolution. Life is good.
[*] *sneeze*
[*] I... LOVE BLACK CHERRY! "...PLAY THAT FUNKY MUSIC, WHITE BOY!"
[*] "Hot one, like a starship over Venus to the sun..." - Shudder to Think
[*] 6-30-06
[*] POLL! Pollity poll poll polly poll polllll pooooooooooll! I MADE A REAL POLL! Yay!
[Side Note for...someone who should know who they are.] Come home soon :(
[7-11-06]
[*] Up in the morning, shower, Driver's Ed, brunch, work out, nap (hopefully), homework, work... yay for my life.
[*] *blink*
[*] I... LOVE BARENAKED LADIES! "...have you seen my love?"
[*] "You be my king and I'll be your castle..." - Rent
[*] 6-30-06
[*] POLL! Pollity poll poll polly poll polllll pooooooooooll! I MADE A REAL POLL! Yay!
[Side Note for...someone who should know who they are.] The sky was cloudy last night, so I was forced to gaze at my pictures of the moon...
[7-11-06]
[*] Up in the morning, shower, Driver's Ed, brunch, Driver's Ed, homework, work... yay for my life.
[*] *sigh*
[*] I... LOVE BLUE OCTOBER! "...your heart is prosthetic..."
[*] "I'll be your promise keeper, your one believer, as long as I'm alive..." - Breaking Point
[*] 7-9-06
[*] POLL! Pollity poll poll polly poll polllll pooooooooooll! I MADE A REAL POLL! Yay!
[Side Note for...someone who should know who they are.] ...still counting the days 'til you're back...
[-=DAILY BIT=-] a little bit about my day
[7-10-06]
[*] Up in the morning, take out recycling, open window, go back to sleep, wake up, eat breakfast, work out, shower, Driver's Ed, parade, fireworks...
[*] Yay for not working on Monday!
[*] I... LOVE OINGO BOINGO! "Who do you want to be today?"
[*] "If you walk away, I won't walk away...I will follow." - U2
[*] 6-30-06
[*] POLL! Pollity poll poll polly poll polllll pooooooooooll! I MADE A REAL POLL! Yay!
[Side Note for...someone who should know who they are.] *sigh* DAMN I miss you.
[7-8-06]
[*] Up in the morning, work out, shower, eat breakfast, drink tea, vaccuum the couches...
[*] Yay for not working on Saturday!
[*] I... LOVE THE STORY CHANGES. Show tomorrow @ 2 p.m....anyone know a location?
[*] "What if we could?" - Blue October
[*] Coates Quotes
[*] POLL! Pollity poll poll polly poll polllll pooooooooooll! I MADE A REAL POLL! Yay!
[Side Note for...someone who should know who they are.] The instant you get on, MESSAGE ME with when you'll be home... I feel really bad about last night!
[-=DAILY BIT=-] a little bit about my day
[7-7-06]
[*] Eeh!
[*] Work today...two sales, five hours. Ow.
[*] I... LOVE WRITING.
[*] "When we're separated, we're never alone." - Barenaked Ladies
[*] Proud to be a Vegetarian
[*] POLL! Pollity poll poll polly poll polllll pooooooooooll! I MADE A REAL POLL! Yay!
[Side Note for...someone who should know who they are.] Miss you madly!
I sit alone in my bedroom
Staring at the walls
I've been up all damn night long
My pulse is speeding
My love is yearning
I hold my breath and close my eyes and i dream about her
Cause she's 2000 light years away
She holds my malakite so tight so...
Never let go
Cause she's 2000 light years away
years away
I sit outside and watch the sunrise
Lookout as far as I can
I can't see her, but in the distance
I hear some laughter,
We laugh together
I hold my breath and close my eyes and dream about her
Cause she's 2000 light years away
She holds my malakite so tight so...
Never let go
Cause she's 2000 light years away
Years away
I sit alone in my bedroom
Staring at the walls
I've been up all damn night long
My pulse is speeding
My love is yearning
I hold my breath and close my eyes and dream about her
Cause she's 2000 light years away
She holds my malakite so tight oh,
Never let go
Cause she's 2000 light years away
Years away
[7-6-06]
[*] Life is good. Life is great. Life is unbelievable!
[*] Work yesterday... wasn't that bad.
[*] ...band? At 7 a.m.? Three cheers for Adam picking me up so I have to get out of bed and look at least partly presentable.
[*] "All of the cliches and all of the games and all of the strange emotions..." - Pippin
[*] Sebhar's Cave
[*] POLL! Pollity poll poll polly poll polllll pooooooooooll! I MADE A REAL POLL! Yay!
[*] ["Here's looking at you, kid." ~~ Casablanca]
[Side Note for...someone who should know who they are.] <3
[7-5-06]
[*] Might be on and off sperratically (is that how you spell that? Did I use it right? I think so...) due to a narrative begun last night which is now consuming my time...
[*] I start work today...
[*] First curves circuit at 2. Oh lordy.
[*] "They can't hurt you unless you let them." - Everclear
[*] Dragonhame Quiz
[*] POLL! Pollity poll poll polly poll polllll pooooooooooll! I MADE A REAL POLL! Yay!
[*] ["Here's looking at you, kid." ~~ Casablanca]
[Side Note for...someone who should know who they are.] I might be leaving...but you're still with me.
...wowza.
So I'm just sitting here, with nothing but his words and his picture to keep me company, and I'm really really...
...sad.
I mean, guys don't do this to me. I'm emotionally removed from any and all romantic situations, just kind of hovering above and keeping myself in check. I'm not this dithering pile of jelly.
...am I?
I need... I need... well, some indication of how he feels. Just a note: If you've picked up on the fact that someone is attracted to you, give them a straight-up "this is how I feel about you" reply to their feelings.
Especially if they're female.
And it's that time of the month.
[7-4-06]
[Happy Dependence on Foreign Countries Day, America!]
...F*** I hate this holiday.
[*] Sebhar's Cave Poke about!
[*] "Gather your wits and hold on fast..."
[6-30-06]
[*] Seb's Nicknames. All I'm gonna say on that topic.
[*] GOING TO WISCONSIN TOMORROW! Leaving at 7:30 a.m. sounds fun... maybe I should pack... O.o
[*] I got a job! I am now officially a telemarketer at Greene's. Training is going to make me miss play practice next week... phooey.
[*] Huzzahs in the music department to APC and the Velvet Goldmine soundtrack... and a quadruple huzzah to [Citrine] for burning them for me. Which reminds me, remind me to take a picture for you, deary.
[6-22-06] -- Take that, o Tormentor of Nicknames! Yes, friends and neighbours, I am once again defeating [Draymond] in the nicknames contest. Poke Seb's Nicknames for a complete list. It's rather entertaining!
Woke up at 6 this morning, fixed my hair, washed my face, dressed... Adam showed up around 6:45 and we went to band, which was amusing as usual since NO ONE can play coherently at the crack of dawn, NO ONE. Trombones had a sectional for afters, in which I mainly counted off the beginnings of songs and whatnot. I love our freshmen! They're adorable! ... anyway. I came home, ate breakfast, woke up my brother, and proceeded to, proverbially, kick Nic's arse.
Also, go see [Draymond]'s new picture. I think he needs a swanky car to drive about in, don't you? (By the way, if you read this, Nic, don't expect to get one from me. I'm flat broke.)
As for my poll...If you take it, please message me saying you've taken it so I don't pester you about it later. Dig? Gracias, te amo!
[6-21-06] -- Damn! I have to get to sleep! I need to "primp", as Ali so lovelyly put it! Hello, 5:30 a.m.! *groan*
[6-19-06] -- New Seb's Song of the Week.
"I'm just sitting here, trying to find myself. I get behind myself; I need to rewind myself."
I finished Stephen King's the Gunslinger this morning while listening to David Bowie's album 'Space Oddity'. Winning combination, no?
At the moment, my poor novel is calling me, saying, "Seb! Why haven't you written me in a week?" It doesn't understand the concept of vacation, and I have a political uprising to plot. Ta!
[NEW! UPDATE!] I've got a new poll up. If you take it, please message me saying you've taken it so I don't pester you about it later. Dig? Gracias, te amo!
[6-18-06] -- You would love the song "Cygnet Committee" by David Bowie, were you anything like me.
Yay for rebuilding(ish) of severed friendships! Perhaps high school may no longer suck!
Don't let me forget I have band on Tuesday and Thursday, not to mention Children of Eden rehearsal on those days and Monday.
Today, I hung out with my Dad, due to its being Fathers' Day. This included driving. Which was scaryish. For me. I also napped a lot. And shaved my legs, so I enjoy walking about in my jeans.
I love The Princess Bride. Just so you know.
[6-16-06] -- [Citrine] spent the night at my house last night for a change... we watched Almost Famous, her first time. I adore that movie. Then we went upstairs and talked for a bit before falling asleep to the lovely sounds of the Decemberists.
This morning, we met the foreign exchange student, Penelope, who is from France. She seemed very nice, and also seemed to speak English very well. Plus, she has amazing taste in clothing. Then we drove to Iowa City, ate at Masala, the vegetarian Indian place, for lunch, poked around the Ped Mall, and hit up the Art Museum before bidding one another farewell and going our separate ways.
Tonight there's a party at Molly's.... or something. Should be fun. Speaking of which, she hasn't called me back... ta!
[6-15-06] -- Woke up today at 8, again to my phone alarm going off. Ali and Lauren and I went into town with Lauren's friend (Katie?) for brekky, where we had crepes... mm. Then we drove home and have been photo editing etc. ever since. We ate lunch, though, salad and tasty tofu crutons (home made!) and pesto pizza. Because we rock.
ENGLAND WON
[6-14-06] -- So today so far has been awemazing. [Citrine] and I woke up to my phone alarm going off at 6:30 a.m. From there we proceeded to order a dozen yellow helium-filled balloons. We bought them, and four cream cheese muffins, and little containers of organic milk, and two black Sharpie markers. (Speaking of the organic milk, the checkout lady thought the milk containers were cute..."just like you girls". So apparently we're as cute as milk. Go us.)
Anyway... soon, the balloons were covered in inspiring phrases. "Don't panic, it's only life!" "Emancipate yourself - free your mind!" "Reality is the only obstacle to happiness." "Reality is merely an illusion.. albeit a very persistent one" "Reality leaves a lot to the imagination" "Sadness is a state of mind" "Who do you want to be today?" etc. etc. Because we're amazing, that's why. Then they got tied in various places about town. Brilliant, eh?
Then came the trip to Peoria Heights. First we went into the Global Village shop, where pins (my slight obsession) and a bar of soap were bought. Then we gamboled and frolicked about and nearly bought a "seduction" scented candle... but then thought that might look weird. We ended up getting veggie food at the Spotted Cow, doing a 50-point turn to get out of the mini parking lot we were in, then going home, where we painted my face and took artsy pictures.
And that's only so far...
The day finished out with Trannie Night, 'twas lovely.
[6-13-06] -- People rock. Did you know that? Queen. Hollands' ice cream etc. I love vacation. Even if it does mean weeding in the presence of HUGE spiders. I'm talking