I try not to count the days that go by.. and to not think about all that has happened in my life, becasue all that has happened, is chaos... and i believe that somehow things get better... I try hard to love and hate those that deserve it, but i only end up making mistakes, and hurting those who care about me. I'm sure i'm overexagerating... but small things should not be ignored... It's by mistakes that we learn and grow... and by lookin at the little things we can easily find our mistakes that have been made, and learn from them. I recently almost lost a friend... physically and mentally, i hope that we eventually learn from our mistakes and change watever is wrong. But enouph about me... it's not allways about me... but it's not like i'm perfect and don't need to change myself either....

I'd have to disagree.. emotions are wat put that extra kick into life.. they help us through troublesome times and yes, they get us into trouble but in the end if we didn't have emotions we wouldn't have love and wouldn't feel every bit of life as it hits us. Emotions are our life, yes we need to us out logic at times but in the end emotions are the things that we need to survive..... we'd all be lifeless clones... robot like species..... it would be stupid and life would be nuthing but data and without emotions there is no purpose for the "data" to even be around. we'd have no purpose without emotons....

hope is a thing based on wishes, wishes are based on dreams, dreams are things that are fake and far from reality so just forget about it.

this world is a place wher the perfect ppl and perfect things don't exist, yet we go on about our lives trying to attain this so caled "perfection". It's not right! There is no perfection, there's only categories... there are big ppl and small ppl. There are good and evil, there are nice things and bad things. But those categories only form in our own minds. So there's no point in judging when there's nothing to be judged... You can't tell sumone that they're ugly cause everyone has a different view of wat ugly and pretty are. So don't judge ur fellow beings, they are just as imperfect as u are, and we have to learn to accept that and to only judge sumone by there personality, if they're assholes, then fine, but if they have nice personalities but not so great bodies, they shouldn't be treated any different than ppl wo u think have great bodies and good attitudes, cause the ppl u prefer could be ugly to the other guy.... so judge not one's body but personality.....

I like this town but i need to get to know more people and to find people that understand me.