[RoseAngel]'s diary

363930  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2004-09-27
Written: (7362 days ago)

What I am to you  

A distant memory
A convenience
This is what I am to you
A time filler
A past good time
This is what I am to you
A last resort
A unlikely possibility
This is what I am to you
Old news
Forbidden
This is what I am to you
Dismissed
Forgotten
This is what I am to you

9-04

361810  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2004-09-24
Written: (7364 days ago)

Evanescence, Father Away

I took their smiles and I made them mine
I sold my soul just to hide the light
And now I see what I really am
A thief, a whore, and a liar

I run to you
Call out your name
I see you there, farther away

I'm numb to you, numb and deaf and blind
You give me all but the reason why
I reach but I feel only air at night
Not you, not love, just nothing

I run to you
Call out your name
I see you there, farther away

Try to forget you
But without you I feel nothing
Don't leave me here, by myself
I can't breathe

I run to you
Call out your name
I see you there, farther away

I run to you
Call out your name
I see you there, farther away
Farther away
Farther away
Farther away
Farther away
Farther away

361829  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2004-09-23
Written: (7364 days ago)
Next in thread: 368309

Linkin Park, In The End

It starts with
One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know, time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal, didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

One thing, I don’t know why
Doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how I tried so hard
Despite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so far
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

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