[RoseAngel]'s diary

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Written about Monday 2004-10-11
Written: (7347 days ago)

Hold on a second...the "POSER BARBIE" is going to speak...

LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




The "POSER BARBIE" is done speaking.

373200  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2004-10-07
Written: (7352 days ago)

It was all a lie, all of it.


I want to sleep so badly...
But, my mind is to busy.
I want to cry forever and ever...
But, I can't I just can't.
I want to scream my lungs out...
But, I can't, I'll remain silent.
I want to hurt me...
But, I CANNOT AND WILL NOT.

367211  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2004-09-30
Written: (7359 days ago)

He doesn't remember anything
He's forgotten everything
And here I thought we had something

He's forgotten everything

He's forgotten everything

He's forgotten everything

He's forgotten

He's forgotten

He's forgotten

365866  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2004-09-29
Written: (7360 days ago)

Evanescence, Lies

Bind my limbs with fear
Choke me with tears
I won't die for you

You've been here before
And come back for more
But not this time

You will never be strong enough
You will never be good enough
You were never conceived in love
You will not rise above

Somebody tell me what made us all believe you
I should have known all along it was all a lie

Now I know the truth
I'm through fearing you
And I am free

You will never be strong enough
You will never be good enough
You were never conceived in love
You will not rise above

Somebody tell me what made us all believe you
I should have known all along it was a lie

Somebody tell me what made us all believe you
I should have known all along it was all a lie
Somebody tell me what made us all believe you
I should have known it was all a lie
I should have known it was all a lie

363930  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2004-09-27
Written: (7362 days ago)

What I am to you  

A distant memory
A convenience
This is what I am to you
A time filler
A past good time
This is what I am to you
A last resort
A unlikely possibility
This is what I am to you
Old news
Forbidden
This is what I am to you
Dismissed
Forgotten
This is what I am to you

9-04

361810  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2004-09-24
Written: (7364 days ago)

Evanescence, Father Away

I took their smiles and I made them mine
I sold my soul just to hide the light
And now I see what I really am
A thief, a whore, and a liar

I run to you
Call out your name
I see you there, farther away

I'm numb to you, numb and deaf and blind
You give me all but the reason why
I reach but I feel only air at night
Not you, not love, just nothing

I run to you
Call out your name
I see you there, farther away

Try to forget you
But without you I feel nothing
Don't leave me here, by myself
I can't breathe

I run to you
Call out your name
I see you there, farther away

I run to you
Call out your name
I see you there, farther away
Farther away
Farther away
Farther away
Farther away
Farther away

361829  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2004-09-23
Written: (7364 days ago)
Next in thread: 368309

Linkin Park, In The End

It starts with
One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know, time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal, didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

One thing, I don’t know why
Doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how I tried so hard
Despite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so far
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

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