man i'm just one messed up thing of emotion. I cant think straight worth the crap anymore. why do i got to be so fucked up in the head on things like this?why?

Man, all day i've just been blah! can't wait till later on when i can get hold of s.v.s to me

I guess its kinda wierd for a guy to write in a diary but this is just a way to tell everyone who cares to know whats happenning in my life. so read it or not, its up to you.....