Dear Mom,
I'm so afraid,
I can't see your face.
I'm so alone,
and you can't be replaced
I miss the days
that you were there,
but I still hate the fact
that you don't care
The days you helped
the depression consume me;
And the sleepless nights I spent,
all full of worry
You'll never know this,
You wouldn't even care.
You never did
on the nights you were there
So consider it payback
when I took my leave,
No more headaches for you
No more pain for me.
Reflection
The evil inside, I can see
the demon in me
I can feel the hatred
as he starts to breath
As he eats away
at the goodness inside
I can't stand around
I can't let him hide
He must come out
or myself I'll fight.
He won't give up,
My life he won't deny
With weapon in hand
he prepares to strike
I realize now
I must lose this fight
CYCLE OF LIFE
Born with a breath
Surrounded by smiles
You've just became
Your mothers child
Confused,helpl
You struggle to survive
You learn money is evil
as is the problems you try to hide
No more worries
as you lie
With your last breath you learned
that you were born to die.