Have you ever thought that you plainly just think way to much? I am constantly worrying about my future, I don't want to be anything less than my best. Everything that I used to be I hate. My life is constantly getting better but, what if it all stops and I go back to being like I was when I was little living in an apartment and Mom having 2 jobs? Mom won't do anything like get a cell phone or anything nowadays and she's constantly making me clean things that I didn't mess up. I'm always doing something and I don't have time to do anything like play games or anything I stay up alll night and read, it bores me to death the way she talks on and on to peolple and doesn't even give them a chance to talk! I wish I could go forward in time and see what I'm going to be. So I can stop worrying or try harder.