DROWNING
My whole world is just a mess
Out in the rain.
Only half dressed.
I look at the sky
You wont see me cry.
Because you will think its just the rain.
There is something about this pain.
It hurts, It screams.
But it wont change.
I hope your happier than you were with me
Someone should be happy,
Because it isnt me.
I cant see my life without you
It doesnt matter what i do
My life is gone. Within a shadow
I dont mean to shake and quiver.
I dont mean to give in to my fear
But you made my world just dissappear.
How could a single guy hurt me so bad?
See everyday it makes me sad.
But I will try and get over you.
I dont know how but its something I must do.
Its so hard to be strong.
To hold in the pain, Like nothing is wrong.
I dont want the pity people will give.
So i act like nothing has changed
But instead I've been hanged.
Your cutting off my airway.
Just by what you said.
It kills like a bullet to my head.
I always asked you to be open up.
You chose the moment when my spirits began to rise.
I would have rather heard a bunch of lies.
Im at rockbottom and i cant stand up
I try so hard but in truth I've givin up.
You might see me crawl and stand
But im really suffocating, searching for land.


I love this poem so much. It tis the best I have ever created. I write so much better when my life is fucking hell