Why are some people such fucking bastards??? I mean, you try to help someone, make them feel better and they shit on you like you were totally bringing them down.. I'm through being Mr. Counselor, I'm fucking sick of it!!!!!!!!!

Well well well... Summer is here... It's a hot muggy 87 degrees farenheit and it's almost midnight! I feel as hot as a salsa dancer at cinco de mayo in my white wife beater and worn denim american eagle jeans... Soft sumptuous summer, I am in your grasp... Ahhh... I am sunburnt but it adds color, so I care not one bit... I am writing war letters of passion to Nebel and all is good for a while...

My new role model that I will model myself after is no longer Tori Amos... I still love her immensley, but now my idol is Lil' Kim.... I love the thug have no care attitude!!!

Okay... That's how Nebel found out... Hmm... I'm not sure what to think about today... I feel tired, angry, sad, loved, and anxious all at once... I hate feeling anything, especially too much all at once... And I miss Richard...

I'm distraught with yearning for Shawhan, who dumped me on the 21st of may...

A warm breeze flows through the second storey windows of my three storey redbrick school... I sit here in a hazy fog of Pharmacuetcally induced awareness, with the soft scents of the warm River breeze mixed with the delicate scent of tanning lotion and sunbaked gravel... Summer is finally awakening...
I spent the evening with Shawhan last night and cuddled on his couch with him while watching "fight club" and "AI Artificial Intelligence"... The movies were dull, but Shawhan was anything but...
Today I am sunny side up...

Today is still yesterday since I haven't slept yet... Saw my Stephie (only girl I've ever... ya know... *nudge, wink*), romped through the woods like a BANSHEE, made Shawhan admit that he'd fuck me if I looked like Nate LaParl, talked to my Kenai and my wonderful dream boy Mattie... But still, oh so sad... I missed Tori Amos on Leno tonite, cause I was too busy making Shawhan admit he'd fuck me if I looked like Nate LaParl!!! But so worth it... 'twas, 'twas...

Ugh... Shawhan kicked me outta my bed for not breathing quietly enough, so I've officially been awake for 24 hours... and... counting...

New to the area, setting up my own little abode now...hehehee... I saw jax Bordeaux's work on the site and had to make an appearance, if only for a chance to talk to him!!!
Going out on Spring Break tonite, to beautiful empty country located near St. Helen, Michigan... So over the course of the next week, my artwork and all kinds of stuff will be loaded in!!! Sit tight and it's great to be here now!!!

Ugh... School is so dull today... I lost credit in Government class for tardies, so I come in for oceanography, teacher's aide, lunch, weight training/fitness, and american history (cold war-present)... How excruciating...

New to the area, setting up my own little abode now...hehehee... I saw jax Bordeaux's work on the site and had to make an appearance, if only for a chance to talk to him!!!
Going out on Spring Break tonite, to beautiful empty country located near St. Helen, Michigan... So over the course of the next week, my artwork and all kinds of stuff will be loaded in!!! Sit tight and it's great to be here now!!!