[Balthizar]'s diary

1097284  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2009-10-14
Written: (5380 days ago)

I've got hope.
Hell I'm drunk on dreams.
I'm skipping over nightmares.
I'm playing in drains.
I've walked on clouds.
I make out with the moon.

Yeah I've got hope.
Your drunk on dreams.
Living a nightmare.
While playing in drains.
You reach for the clouds.
while thinking of the moon.

I've got time that I play with.
Your buying up all that you can.
I've taken to worshiping my life.
You've gone and given up on yours.

Yeah I've got hope.
Your drunk on dreams.
Living a nightmare.
While playing in drains.
You reach for the clouds.
while thinking of the moon.

I made some choices.
Ones that I can live with.
You've made some mistakes.
And you know your stuck with.
try going back in time.
Only to find you've missed it.
Some things just cant be changed.

Yeah I've got hope.
Your drunk on dreams.
Living a nightmare.
While playing in drains.
You reach for the clouds.
while thinking of the moon.

where will I go now?
I'm thinking on a spot.
Its a cozy little zone.
Center of the universe.
But your place is nice to I guess.
Living the same life everyone else does.
Painted lies and gutter day dreams.

Yeah I've got hope.
Your drunk on dreams.
Living a nightmare.
While playing in drains.
You reach for the clouds.
while thinking of the moon.

But hey you do what you have to.
Live with who and what you can.
Be all that you can be.
I'm being the one we've both come to know.
The best thing to ever happen.
The one thing that remains a dream.

Yeah I've got hope.
Your drunk on dreams.
Living a nightmare.
While playing in drains.
You reach for the clouds.
while thinking of the moon.


I like that.
I sang that today.
While driving down Nimitz Highway.
Seeing all the different kind of people driving to work.
seeing all the kids in cars, waiting turn into Leeward Community College.
And you can just tell which ones.
hate the life they've chosen for themselves.
And which ones are loving every second of it.
I need to find a tune for this song.

1097199  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2009-10-13
Written: (5381 days ago)

Well ladies and germs.
My headache is pounding.
My eyes are drooping.
And its taking more and more effort to move.
So.
Bed time.
I hope.
Night all.
Love to the ones who know i love them.
And uh..yeah.
Night.

1097168  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2009-10-13
Written: (5381 days ago)

Also.
Current mood.
So reminds of me Advent children.
" I DONT WANT TO BE A MEMORY RAWR NERDRAGE /quit!"
xD
<.<.
Still though.
being only a memory.
Would blow.

1097167  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2009-10-13
Written: (5381 days ago)

I want.
To make an arrangement.
With several different kinds of flowers.
Main among them would be protea, Queen Anne's lace, and Fancy mini Carnations.
Why?
Well, I'd have teh Queen Anne's lace around the stems of the Mini Carn, and protea. And the Mini carn around hte stem of the Protea. Giving it an otherworld, primordial look.
It looks badass in my head.
And it will only cost me 20 bucks to do.
Yay discounts at job!
plus, if its a hit.
I can charge people fo rit.
And pocket the difference.
Win yes?

Thought I'd get that off my mind before my nap.
Heres to hoping the headache I've had for 5 days now will let me rest. x.X
Headache got so bad early, I lost my vision for a few seconds.
Almost took out a pallet at Costco ><.

1097166  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2009-10-13
Written: (5381 days ago)

*sighs and hangs head*
No one sees a problem with this at all.
Nope.
Everything is working out just fine.



anywho.
Long day at work.
Apprently, I have no reason to be online so.
After a ten hour shift.
I'm going to go nap for an hour or so.
You all take care now.
Love yah buh bye.

1097097  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2009-10-12
Written: (5382 days ago)

Was so hoping
For something to do.
before work ><.
Whelp....off I go for a 8-10 hour shift.
So hope someone didnt call in.
<.</



v.v

Last time.
First time.
Every time.
The last moment I held you.
Was the first time I died.


*stares at*
Hm.
Needs something....
Fix it when I get back.

1097082  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2009-10-12
Written: (5382 days ago)

I'll always be there.
What does that mean to you?


Hm.
Running thought.
Want to play with that on a sketch pad.
Just not sure how.
Maybe a tattoo on someones chest?
Or a book perhaps...

Dont know.
Been toying with the idea of Drawing Bennet and his cousin to this concept.
Would be interesting.

1097070  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2009-10-12
Written: (5382 days ago)

I've got sunshine.
I've got clouds.
I'm thinking of running away.
I hate clowns.

I worship with mimes.
I walk with giants.
I'm king of the stars.
Master of nothing.

My opponent is conflict herself.
My goal is absolution.
I'm taking on destiny.
I'm throwing her in the grave.
Let the Fates know.
I'm on my way.

1097066  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2009-10-12
Written: (5382 days ago)

Correction, Wrath.

1097064  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2009-10-12
Written: (5382 days ago)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HG41_ZCEQyY

I'm writing a short story on one of my toons. ( Envy) while lsitening to that song.
And yes, I really am.
Should be done by the time I go to bed tonight.

1096975  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2009-10-11
Written: (5383 days ago)

Rejected.
Replaced.
Ignored.
Not even worth a hello.
Fuck it.
I'm gone.
Goodbye.
Logging out of ET for the first time in like...
since i joined.

1096898  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2009-10-10
Written: (5384 days ago)

"You should not do magic you do not understand! Send him back. He would want to be back."-Little bear. Indian in the cupboard.(1995)-That can apply to so much in life. Friendship, technology, the ecnomony, love, religion, alot of things. Think about that.


Every time we think. Every second we walk. Every moment we interact, we make choices. Everything revolves around this. Some choices, can be fixed. Some cannot. With every choice, comes the chance for joy, or regret. We walk a twisting path in this life. Every moment we make a choice. Wether we know it or not, you make them.Do not answer this following question in the comments, unless you really want too, but What choices do you make? Where are they taking you? Where are you now? And looking back on your choices, are you happy?

1096892  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2009-10-10
Written: (5384 days ago)

I'm not pleased.
Not in the least.
Friends dont treat friends like crap.
Ha.
Friends dont let friends drive drunk.
Ha.

1096790  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2009-10-09
Written: (5385 days ago)

I'm not going to care anymore.
Because its not worth my fucking time or energy.

1096653  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2009-10-07
Written: (5387 days ago)

Pity the nice guy.
Because he always finishes last.

1096635  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2009-10-07
Written: (5387 days ago)

Feeling really fucking bitter.
And I'm hating myself for it.
So fcuking much.

1096514  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2009-10-06
Written: (5388 days ago)

Makes me laugh it does.
Makes me laugh.

1096472  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2009-10-06
Written: (5388 days ago)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HG41_ZCEQyY

Tell me that song isnt sexy

1096403  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2009-10-05
Written: (5389 days ago)

Soaring higher and higher.
Climbing closer and closer.
Moving ever nearer my goal.
I will rule the cosmos someday.
I wont be content with the simple mans life.
King of the universe?
Please.
I was thinking God.

1096401  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2009-10-05
Written: (5389 days ago)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bDD12j2Dd5g

I <heart> that song.
Because A.
I can sing it.
Because B.
It feels like my life at times.
Because C.
Its No Doubt/Gewn.
Its win.

 The logged in version 

News about Elftown
Help - How does Elftown work?
Get $10 worth of Bitcoin/Ethereum for free (you have to buy cryptos for $100 to get it) and support Elftown!
 
Elftown – the social site made for fans of scifi and fantasy

Visit our facebook page