[Balthizar]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2009-11-21
Written: (5480 days ago)

It's when I'm silent.
You know something is wrong.

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Written about Friday 2009-11-20
Written: (5481 days ago)

Think I'll go play my ds.
or go for a walk.
or..something.
I don't know.
I'mf eeling depressed.
I know why.
Its a stupid reason.
one too stupid to talk about.
Trust me, if anyone even wanted to listen, and I told them
They'd agree.
its a really fcuking stupid reason.
anywho.
bye for now I guess.

1101095  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2009-11-20
Written: (5481 days ago)

I feel like complete total shit.
I've had a horrid fucking day.
I'm going to go log for a bit.
Pretty much untill I have a good reasont o get online.

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Written about Thursday 2009-11-19
Written: (5482 days ago)

That was it.
My last attempt.
I won't try anymore.

1101018  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2009-11-19
Written: (5482 days ago)

*sits down thinking*
Jealousy and bitterness does not suite you well Josh.
But however to rid yourself of it?
I know what I want.
It's so simple too I just...
Can't seem to have it.

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Written about Wednesday 2009-11-18
Written: (5483 days ago)

Throbbing headache.
And nothing to do today now.
Wonderful fucking day off.

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Written about Wednesday 2009-11-18
Written: (5483 days ago)

See that star?
That one right there?
Yeah, its not that one.
It's that really small one right there.

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Written about Tuesday 2009-11-17
Written: (5484 days ago)

Going to bed.
See you all sometime tomarrow I'm sure.

1100860  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2009-11-17
Written: (5484 days ago)

Was it worth it?
Did it leave a mark?
Will there forever be a place.
For me to call my own?

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Written about Saturday 2009-11-14
Written: (5487 days ago)

I'm falling.
Reaching, grasping.
I'm falling.

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Written about Saturday 2009-11-14
Written: (5487 days ago)

*sits down, thinking deeply*
So many thoughts...
So many questions..
Just one want.

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Written about Wednesday 2009-11-11
Written: (5490 days ago)

Theres just something I want to hear.
And everyone knows what it is.
I'm just -dieing- to hear it.
But no one will say it.
Please go on and say it.
And tell me why.
To keep me around.
I just need to feel it.
To have it said.
to know the -why-.
I'm just dieing to know.
So please, just go on and say it.

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Written about Monday 2009-11-09
Written: (5492 days ago)

Now I understand.

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Written about Sunday 2009-11-08
Written: (5493 days ago)

Going.
Going.

1099988  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2009-11-08
Written: (5493 days ago)

I need someone.
But because no one is there.
I'm going to go drive.

1099913  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2009-11-07
Written: (5494 days ago)



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q5HhvUgw2cA&feature=subtivity

Go to it.
Watch it.
Comment.
The yeti commands you.

1099733  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2009-11-05
Written: (5496 days ago)

I am important.
Anyone agree?

1099654  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2009-11-05
Written: (5496 days ago)

Once I'm lost.
I'm lost.
There is no finding again.

1099593  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2009-11-04
Written: (5497 days ago)

Well, isnt that some funny shit?
*frowns*
Meh.
Off to work.
In a foul mood.
Isnt that lovely?

1099557  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2009-11-04
Written: (5497 days ago)

House still being worked on. Almost done...finally able to take hte pictures I wantedt o finish it up. Should ahve most of it done by tonight, if I feel like fiddling with more HTML tags.

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