It's when I'm silent.
You know something is wrong.
Think I'll go play my ds.
or go for a walk.
or..something.
I don't know.
I'mf eeling depressed.
I know why.
Its a stupid reason.
one too stupid to talk about.
Trust me, if anyone even wanted to listen, and I told them
They'd agree.
its a really fcuking stupid reason.
anywho.
bye for now I guess.
I feel like complete total shit.
I've had a horrid fucking day.
I'm going to go log for a bit.
Pretty much untill I have a good reasont o get online.
That was it.
My last attempt.
I won't try anymore.
*sits down thinking*
Jealousy and bitterness does not suite you well Josh.
But however to rid yourself of it?
I know what I want.
It's so simple too I just...
Can't seem to have it.
Throbbing headache.
And nothing to do today now.
Wonderful fucking day off.
See that star?
That one right there?
Yeah, its not that one.
It's that really small one right there.
Going to bed.
See you all sometime tomarrow I'm sure.
Was it worth it?
Did it leave a mark?
Will there forever be a place.
For me to call my own?
I'm falling.
Reaching, grasping.
I'm falling.
*sits down, thinking deeply*
So many thoughts...
So many questions..
Just one want.
Theres just something I want to hear.
And everyone knows what it is.
I'm just -dieing- to hear it.
But no one will say it.
Please go on and say it.
And tell me why.
To keep me around.
I just need to feel it.
To have it said.
to know the -why-.
I'm just dieing to know.
So please, just go on and say it.
Now I understand.
Going.
Going.
I need someone.
But because no one is there.
I'm going to go drive.
http://www.you
Go to it.
Watch it.
Comment.
The yeti commands you.
I am important.
Anyone agree?
Once I'm lost.
I'm lost.
There is no finding again.
Well, isnt that some funny shit?
*frowns*
Meh.
Off to work.
In a foul mood.
Isnt that lovely?
House still being worked on. Almost done...finally able to take hte pictures I wantedt o finish it up. Should ahve most of it done by tonight, if I feel like fiddling with more HTML tags.