Dammit I was wrong! Its not good to be home...
I don't think anyone cares about the other few days of my stupid school interaction! If you do I'm sorry but I'm not writing about them coz I don't care.
"I'm only killing time & it's killing me right back."
-B.
I was looking through my poetry book today, for no particular reason, when I came acorss this piece of prose. I wrote in May this year. I think I'm just putting it here to prove I don't only write poetry with pretty rhymes. Here it is, whatever the reason!... It's called My Everything...
"You are the reason I breath,
And sometimes, why I wish I didn't.
You are in my sweetest dreams,
And my darkest nightmares.
You are the one who makes me smile,
And amoungst the few to cause me to cry.
You are the sun that blinds me,
And the stars which guide me.
You are what makes me whole,
And leaves me feeling so empty.
You are my Everything."
-B.
I went to the high school I do corrospondence through today, for an award ceremony. I don't usually go to them, but my art teacher called me especially to come, so...meh.
This trip to the school was nowhere near as good as when I went there on the weekend! I went to a karate tournament in the school hall and saw [xaio] doing katas and sparring. He's very good...And definately would have won his sparring, if the guy he was fighting hadn't kept getting in the way of his fists! And I'm not just saying that coz I really like him : )...lol. OK, so that wasn't the only reason why it was a GREAT say, but that's all I'm putting here! ; D
Anyway, today I just had a lot of sitting around and waiting to do...Then I stood on the stage a bit and held up my awards...oh *joy*. They were for Visual Arts, Maths, English and Computing...Ar
-B.
The God who made time is lucky I'm in a state of pure bliss at the moment! Coz if I wasn't, I'd strom right to the top of Mount Olympus and tell him what a bad job he did of developing the "time guidlines"...W
But for now NO storming is intended as I am just too happy!
-B.
I really have absolutly nothing to write here, however, I'm bored out of my head; the result being that I've decided to type away about the above mentioned nothing!
N- for none, nill, nix and naught
O- for outta my head with circling thought
T- for time of which I have too much indeed
H- for help, this boredum to reced
I- for insain, as I am going with zilch to do
N- for nightmare through and through
G- for great, coz this poem has beaten the lul
!- for livening up a night so dull
Now you see exactly what I meant! I wrote that just as I was sitting here, lementing my boredum!
-B.
Dreams and reality fade together in the face of passion...we forget all rationality and dismiss the words that wisper in our mind. For what definition, what voice, could exist in the face of such infatuation? How can one explain the power of a momnent so? Sweet, strong memories now try to shadow the truth...yet the misted edges must clear. And when idealism no longer entwines and corupts the thought, there will be a cofession to face. For a single moment of elated emotion, what entire future will be lost?
Life is good...*stares in awe at the rarity of that statement comming from her mouth!* lol. No but seriously, I'm really happy...haven'
-B.
It's official! We'er moving on the long weekend in September. *sigh* We've already started packing...You should see my walls! They're DISCUSTING...I
-B.
Last day of TAFE yesterday, I can’t decide if I’m happy or not! Lol I’m not going to have anything to do!
Time to BRAG!!!!!
Yay me!!! I have finished my TAFE course, with FULL marks…oh yeah! Now I have this lovely certificate that proves I know all about Occupational Health and Safety, GOODY!
Also received my History Assessment results…98.9%, I AM too wonderful! I came 10th in the COUNTRY! In the Geography Exam, 97.5%...Then another 98%, for English. AND…I’m holding the best high school result ‘till last…99.4% for Advanced Math! HOOOORAY!
Now who’s inferior?! MWA-HA-HA-HAR!
Unfortunately Mar, the sheep with pneumonia died last night…Totally ruined my happy mood!!!
My horse broke out of its yard today, ARGH! I spent an hour (under-exaggera
I actually feel a bit better now (it’s amazing what a hot shower does for you!) I’d like to keep it that way, So don’t ANNOY me!
I can't believe my holidays are over tomorrow! 3 weeks can't be long enough. I mean I'm looking forward to getting the results for some perp exams I did before break, I'm just not on the edge of my seat in anticipation of returning to the whole "scene", (unless being on the edge means I might fall off and break some vital bone, lol).
I'm wondering who's going to look after Gypsy (my horse if you don't know). I might have to turn her out onto the grass padock as I don't think I'll have time for her upkeep. And no-one else will pick her feet and brush her everyday! It's unfair coz I still have to do all my other chores even though school will get on top of me after the first week back.
It's not like I really have an issue with the work, (I mean I breezed in my first semester straight 'A' report card, not that anyone really realised or cared! It was just like "oh, A's again"...Every
I'm also trying to look after a sheep with Pneumonia at the moment which is using up a lot of my time!
And...OK, here I go with my FULL ON winge! why not go all out, hey!? lol...Our bloody phone is out due to all the storms here, so my contact to the outside world, form this lovely little domain of isolation, has been completly termiated! WAAAAAH.
Now, as an off note! My life isn't really all that bad, I'm just feeling a bit 'under' at the moment! lol.