*Near to the door*
* he paused to stand*
*as he took his class ring*
* off her hand*
*all who were watching*
*did not speak*
* as a silent tear*
* ran down his cheek*
*and through his mind*
*the memories ran*
* of the moments they walked*
* and ran in the sand (hand and hand)*
* but now her eyes were so terribly cold*
*for he would never again*
* have her to hold*
*they watched in silence*
* as he bent near*
*and whispered the words..*....
*"I LOVE YOU" in her ear*
*he touched her face and started to cry*
* as he put on his ring and wanted to die*
*and just then the wind began to blow*
* as they lowered her casket*
* into the snow....*
*this is what happens*
* to man alive.....*
*when friends let friends....
* drink and drive.*

Firsts
First job:babysitting
First screen name:iddie4ujon
First funeral: my grandma like thing
First pet: sassy i think
First piercing: Ears
First tattoo: None,yet
First credit card: Dont have one
First kiss: mike weston. i guess.
First enemy: i unno.
First favorite musician: linkin park i think


Lasts
Last car ride: Ummmmmm... i dont know
Last kiss: A fe wminutes ago with muh baby christian
Last movie watched: i dont know
Last beverage drank: milk
Last food consumed:some stuffing
Last phone call:i unno
Last time showered:this afternoon
Last CD played: none/
Last website visited: elftown.eu


Now
Single or Taken: taken
Sex: female
Birthday:april 14th 1989
Sign:Ares
Siblings:2sisters 1 brother
Hair color:black
Eye color:blue
Shoe size: 9 1/2
Height: 5'5


Right now what are you...
Wearing:a black tee shirt and some pajama pants
Drinking:nothing
Thinking about: Christian


***Eighth Grade***
What were you like:quiet
What was your favorite class: i dont know
Who was your best friend: Eirica and Trinity
Who did you have a crush on: brian shearer
Something random: I didnt like math?


***Freshman Year***
What were you like: Loud. Outgoing. Me!
What was your favorite class: Art i think
Who was your best friend:Amy. jen. tiff
Who did you have a crush on: cody vanhoesen
Something random: Still, didnt like math/

ClassicalDeath66: you suck though lol. you didnt have to go to school last thursday! my school sucks
ZeroKool024: lol
ZeroKool024: how do u know?
ClassicalDeath66: lol. i was watchin the news. and you had a snow day.
ClassicalDeath66: like everyone else in fucking NY ecept greene
ZeroKool024: oh ye
ZeroKool024: aa
ZeroKool024: i did
ClassicalDeath66: lol. i know
ClassicalDeath66: its raining like a bitch here though. so im hoping we have a...ummm.....flood day tomorrow lol.
ZeroKool024: lol
ZeroKool024: yeA
ZeroKool024: its pouring over here tyoo
ClassicalDeath66: yeaah. i like rain though. its awesome
ClassicalDeath66: is there such things as like. flood days?
ZeroKool024: i doubt it
ClassicalDeath66: o lol. damnit. that sucks.
ClassicalDeath66: dude. candy buttons kick ass.
ZeroKool024: lol
ZeroKool024: fuk yea
ClassicalDeath66: lol. im like eating them. and like. yeaah. there good.
ZeroKool024: i bet
ClassicalDeath66: yeaah. but they dyed my mouth blue. which kinda sucks. it looks like i was blowin a smirf or somethin.
ZeroKool024: lo
ZeroKool024: well thats alwawyas good
ClassicalDeath66: i guess. lol. accept there really short. so it would be kinda hard i think.
ZeroKool024: well yea
ZeroKool024: its possible
ClassicalDeath66: yeaah. maybe if they like. stand on a table. or something.
ZeroKool024: there u go
ZeroKool024: get creatinve
ClassicalDeath66: yeaah lol. of course.
ClassicalDeath66: how tall were those thing anyways though. like....5 iches tall or something.
ClassicalDeath66: lol.
ClassicalDeath66: their dick might get stuck in my teeth.
ZeroKool024: well i dont know about that
ZeroKool024: did u know..
ClassicalDeath66: lol.
ClassicalDeath66: ,...................
ZeroKool024: that midgets genitalia r the same size as a regular persons
ClassicalDeath66: really? lol. thats awesome.
ZeroKool024: so really theyre huge
ZeroKool024: yea
ClassicalDeath66: lol. so like a smirf would be like WOH.
ZeroKool024: so im guessinbg a smurf is fuking gigantic
ZeroKool024: yea
ZeroKool024: my point
ZeroKool024: could use it as a fucking kickstand
ClassicalDeath66: lol. thats awesome. a huge blue cock! WOH.
ClassicalDeath66: you ever heard of that like. pill or whatever that a guy can take and it makes his cum glow int he dark?
ZeroKool024: UMM
ZeroKool024: NO
ZeroKool024: CANT SAY I HAVE
ClassicalDeath66: lol. well. the guy like takes it and it makes his cum glow in the dark.
ClassicalDeath66: and i think. that would be fuckin awesome
ZeroKool024: I THINK IT WOULD BE KINDA NASTY
ClassicalDeath66: lol. well yeaah in the sence it would look like there was some seriously fucked up radiation shit goin on. but glowing cum. just sounds cool to me
ZeroKool024: LOL
ClassicalDeath66: yeaah.\
ZeroKool024: WELL U TEST OUT UR FREAKISHLY WEIRD GLOW IN THE DARK FETISH WITH SOMEONE ELSE
ClassicalDeath66: lol. yeaah. like.... a canadian!
ClassicalDeath66: kuz canada is just too fuckin cool.
ZeroKool024: LOL
ClassicalDeath66: yeaah.
ClassicalDeath66: DUDE. my kitten loves to lick cocks. its pretty damn fuckin funny.
ZeroKool024: UMM
ZeroKool024: I DONT REALLY WANNA KNOW
ClassicalDeath66: lol
ClassicalDeath66: prolly not.
ClassicalDeath66: but ima tell you anyways.
ZeroKool024: YEAA
ZeroKool024: IM BOUT TO HOP IN THE SHOWER
ZeroKool024: ILL TLAK TO U LATER
ClassicalDeath66: ok lol
ClassicalDeath66: remind me to tell you bout; my cock lickig kitten
ZeroKool024: YEA
ClassicalDeath66: lol
ClassicalDeath66: bye.
ZeroKool024: ILL BE SURE TO DO THAT
ZeroKool024: v
ClassicalDeath66: yeaah lol

I Wish I Could *Describe* This. But Its Impossable

Blaah... dan still hasnt come down.. that stupid mofo... DAMNIT! lol i miss that fucker.... WAAHHH.. i wanna c him lol.. okalie dokalie... im done commplaining now....

okalie dokalie... again with the sappyness,,if you dont wanan read it then leave now.....

ok anywho.... i was sitting here today... simply looking at a picture of Dan....when i realized, that i reallly really do love him. i meen i started crying just thinking about him. hes my world, i love him. i really really do. i meen i cant immagine where id be without him now, and the only thing i really fear anymore is losing him, i think i would seriously kill myself if i were to lose him. Because he is simply perfect, and i can get my mind off him, i dream abouthim at night, and i cant pay attention in school or anywhere because im to busy thinking about him, and how wonderful he is. i just wanna be with him for the rest of my life, i dont even need to look around and see my other options...he is simply perfect, and everythign i coudl ever ask for. i meen, he once asked me if i beleive in soul mates, and i replied yes. Now i know that he is my soul mate, i was put here to be with him. i want to be with himevery second of the day. I just want to be held by him, to be so close to him that i cant even move, for him to hold me so tightly that i cant breath. when i kiss his lips and just feel so secure,m i know that everythigns gonan be alright as long as hes here. i love him so much i dont think i could even explain it to you, i just want to lay by his side and never get up, i want his arms wrapped around me for the rest of my life, i want to feel his soft skin rubbing up agenst my own. i just want him, forever. i meen, this is my fate, i just feel like im supposed to be with him, like no wrong can happen when i am, everythign just gets better. i love him so much, and i hate that i cant be with him every second of every day, i really wish i could. because this isnt something that comes on and then leaves my mind in time, its always there, im constently thinking about how much better life is now that hes in it, i meen, i dont even know how to explain it. i love him, and thats all i can say....

Well lets see... humm ive already enterd in here today, but i dont really care, if you dont wanna listen to me then leave now..........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................OK then! So anywho... life is really getting harder by the day, no one really understands what im feeling. im feeling so fucking confused to like, everything, and it never seces to amaze me, whats areound the corner is never anything good. im simply another fucked up insecure nerotic emotional freak from a psycho town where most of the people are fucking clones of jenifer Aniston and freddy prince Jr. not in the sence that there all drop dead gorgious and perfect in every way,. but in the sence that they all try to be perfet, flawless little whores who cant see past the mirror images of themselves around every corner to see that there all the same. I cant remember the last time i went in to school and one of the so called "popular" people actuily talked to me. i meen im deff. not complaining because i hate them just as much as they hate me, but still. my school is fucking staryotypical, and i hate it. they think that just because someone is different that they have to be shunned, ignored, and fourced to a point close to suicide from lonlyness. i hate all these little whores who think there better than me and my world because they are 94lbs, have dyed blonde hair, fake blue eyes and act like there flawless. newsflash, YOUR NOT BETTER THAN ME you just havnt had rough times in your shelterd lives yet. i hate those fucking sXe kids ho lecture me about fucking drugs and alcohol, maybe thats my way of escaping this fucking hell hole, maybe i do need them. maybe i depend on them to get away. maybe you shoudl mind your own fucking buisness and let me fuck up my own life if i so choose. But most of all i hate cocky little assholes that try to change the world. baby, you were put here to die, not to make a difference. i hate how you freak out at every simple mistake i make, yeaah maybe i cant be better than i am, maybe i dont want to, maybe im perfectly happy with the psycho fuck up i am, maybe your the one whose not good enough, finding your own insecurities and trying to fix them on others instead of your fucked up self. i hate it, more than i hate life. now all you staryotypical assholes can shove all your pansy ass comments up your loose assholes and leave me alone, you dont wanna talk to me, if i wenrnt me, i wouldnt wanna talk to me either, so i dont fuckin blame you, otherwise though, to all my friends..... hope ya had funand i luv ya! lol