my life is hell and i cant escape.dont want to eat dont want to talk just lie down and listen to my music and go on the internet.
ok not better 1 friend nothin real cool about her. suicide i dont know yet. i dont have any cool friends except those here.i luv u guys!!!!
today is so fucked up no darkness just cute happy pepl no good music my mask was on of course anyway i got a new torture stick and im thinkin about suicide, tommorrow might be better hopefull.
ok umm so tonight i spent the night at my cheerleader best friend and at like 12:30 i did my weekly look at the skye and wakedream where i picture something and just start talking and i dont even know it somehow we started to talk i said i cut my self ya know why i said it is a mysterry the day was just so fucked up
im so fucking bored i think i just might play barbies.never mind ill probably burn my fingers by touching them.did i mention im bored?. :0(**yawn**)
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Back Finally
Turns out 1 of them is actually like me
they called Evanescence suicidal (yeah right) after they took my cd player and listened to the first 20 sec of 'going under' immature imbusals they know nothing thats okay 1 more week
and i wont have to see them ever again!!
muhhahah they will all see the true me outside of the cammies....
every1 plays life like a game like u cant hurt any1s feelings
wont see for a week leaving town no comp horrible i dont think ill survive. and ill be surrounded with preppy retards ill try to once again seperate my self from them.
AHHH i HATE young marines it is the stupidist organization
i go once a week wed. now i have to go to an encampent next week no fun though i think jackson middle is the best unit.
GOT INTO TO FAKE GOTHS YAY
GREAT DAY IN MY EYES AT LEAST