I'm gonna start writing in my diary today.Every aspect of my life will be written in here.But some of the stuff is stuff no one should know.So if there is a note not to tell DON'T TELL.You will read some of my memories before today if I'm thinkin of them that day.But for now here's todays entry.Don't doubt for one second that thiss is true b/c it is!!
  Tommorow is Ren. Faire and I work there.Not only that but I was practically born there.And I realize my life outside of Faire is a mess.First my own grandpa molests me for a couple of years.Then three years later on september 11 he dies of nhimounia.Between that time I'm in a foster home because I told someone.I move in with my dad and still paid almost no attention to.Then after being born in MO. Moving to Germany and living in AL for 9 1/2 yrs I move to CA two yrs later I find that my dad isn't blood.My mom and I are always yellin or she and my stepdad is.I'm always the cause of stuff or stuck in the middle.
  The only reason my stepdad doesn't kick mom out is me,the reason mom bf doesn't break up w/ her is me.I've had older guys hit on me and there's tons more.
  Well anyway I'm at home doin chores all day bcuz I need some money.And I can't wait till tommorrow.I have 4 Faire crushes all of which I plan on tellin this run of Faire.Guys there are really cute and my type,most of them.And another thing,my mom treats me like a slave.She acts like a slave driver at home.I hate my mom literally,I hate my mom.Well that's all I have to say for now.