To stop breathing would mean the end
A happy end to a sad story
If I have to choose between not seeing you and living
Or seeing you for two seconds while I stop breathing
I would use the last air
The last breath I have
To say I love you

One thing I can not have
But I want it more than anything else
No one can give it to me but you
Not touch
Not taste
Not hate
But you
Just you
Is something…
I dream of
Every night
It isn’t real
It can’t be real
You…
Drift away again
I try to follow
But you push me away
I don’t want my life
I want to start over
Forget everything about my life
I cant
The thing I want most
Is moving further away
I only see your faint shadow now
It’s my only focus
I just drown out everything else
Everyone and everything is invisible
But you

ive been realllly stressed out and people dont treat me like an individual..... i dont really car e but i try to be honest wiht my feellings so as many people can know me.........

i talk to all these people.......... but they are only filled wiht hate. they all take the easy way out. but i wonder...... wehn i feel like i have things figured out. a new challenge comes along. and feel lost. why cant people love? i dont know. but sometimes i fail myself. and how can i tell people advice. i fail sometimes myself?